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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Yesterday, I went out to eat with my church mates Dexter, Lynette and Fiona at ps pastamania. It was lynette’s treat. Learnt a lot when chatting with them. =) one of it was the power of dreams. Lynette shared about some of the members who wrote about their dreams five years ago and five years on almost all the dreams came though. Hence, I decided to come up with my dreams too! =)!
I want to: learn to play guitar for cg leading.
Learn to play keyboard
Learn to be a counselor
Learn to speak in front of large group of people CONFIDENTLY
Share my testimonial one day
Hmm.. I don't have great dreams in church. Just wish to learn, unlearn and relearn. It is the process not the product, yea?
Lynette mentioned what pastors talk about before that is education can change someone's life but not one’s heart. Hence, teachers can change someone’s life not heart. How true. Think about it people.
She also said that we are like child actors, preparing ourselves to our future. True. Indeed, church has allow me to gain much insights.
Today, OP workshop really sucks. I am not making sense of what I am talking. People claim that I am not feeling well( just to encourage me I guess). However, I beg to differ. I personally know I have a speech problem and that my hands will tremble. Sigh. Never mind, I will learn it one day.
I went to talk to photog president and vice-president. They are really nice people I must say. I heard about a lot of sai kang. I am scared le. =X! n I know I cannot be in outdoors which I truly love.
I want to: learn to play guitar for cg leading.
Learn to play keyboard
Learn to be a counselor
Learn to speak in front of large group of people CONFIDENTLY
Share my testimonial one day
Hmm.. I don't have great dreams in church. Just wish to learn, unlearn and relearn. It is the process not the product, yea?
Lynette mentioned what pastors talk about before that is education can change someone's life but not one’s heart. Hence, teachers can change someone’s life not heart. How true. Think about it people.
She also said that we are like child actors, preparing ourselves to our future. True. Indeed, church has allow me to gain much insights.
Today, OP workshop really sucks. I am not making sense of what I am talking. People claim that I am not feeling well( just to encourage me I guess). However, I beg to differ. I personally know I have a speech problem and that my hands will tremble. Sigh. Never mind, I will learn it one day.
I went to talk to photog president and vice-president. They are really nice people I must say. I heard about a lot of sai kang. I am scared le. =X! n I know I cannot be in outdoors which I truly love.
Monday, October 23, 2006
i look at the sky, thinking at this hr u all will be training!=)!
n i realise sth you are someone who nv gives up on me amongst all people..
oh agnes darling...how much i miss ya!=)!
today is a great day in sch. i was so happy. i felt peace.must be the after effects after going church ytd. unfortunately this feeling doesnt last long b4 i plagued into darkness. i was thinking if i can give all my glory to Him, surely i can let Him bear my burdens yea? Just then i feel You, i feel that as i'm sad You too feel the sorrow. it was then You lifted the darkness in my heart. no wonder people always say when you are crushed, you are closer to the Lord.
i realise nth matters now.i shud gif up ppl's opinions on me.really.my self-esteem is not based on your opinions but God's presence. i really feel myself glowing from the inside out n i guess ppl appreciate me better.haha.no more self-pity.
"Your Love endures forever..."
n i realise sth you are someone who nv gives up on me amongst all people..
oh agnes darling...how much i miss ya!=)!
today is a great day in sch. i was so happy. i felt peace.must be the after effects after going church ytd. unfortunately this feeling doesnt last long b4 i plagued into darkness. i was thinking if i can give all my glory to Him, surely i can let Him bear my burdens yea? Just then i feel You, i feel that as i'm sad You too feel the sorrow. it was then You lifted the darkness in my heart. no wonder people always say when you are crushed, you are closer to the Lord.
i realise nth matters now.i shud gif up ppl's opinions on me.really.my self-esteem is not based on your opinions but God's presence. i really feel myself glowing from the inside out n i guess ppl appreciate me better.haha.no more self-pity.
"Your Love endures forever..."
Saturday, October 21, 2006
I want to tell you. I really want to tell you. I wish to put an end of all these crying. But I decided to shut them all up, refuse to tell anyone anymore. I hate all those painful experiences cuz I nv seem to recover from it.
Y must u always think u r perfect? Y each time I did sth bad u hv to link me back to papa? Do you noe that u hurt me so much?
I dun wan to be emotionally dependent cuz I hate it. I really hate it. N after a while. You will hate me too.
But wad can I do besides just crying every night b4 I slp.
I really dunoe what I’m crying why I’m crying. I just feel so horrible. Damn horrible.
Y must u always think u r perfect? Y each time I did sth bad u hv to link me back to papa? Do you noe that u hurt me so much?
I dun wan to be emotionally dependent cuz I hate it. I really hate it. N after a while. You will hate me too.
But wad can I do besides just crying every night b4 I slp.
I really dunoe what I’m crying why I’m crying. I just feel so horrible. Damn horrible.
Friday, October 20, 2006
"Do not be afraid. From now on you will catch me." Luke 5:10
" Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me."John 14:1
oh Lord! You are really my God hearing my hearts tremble in fear this afternoon. i open my calender book i saw this quote that i copied long ago and you spoke to me with John14:1. yet i flip the pages so fast that i miss reading that page. You are truly a God that nv gives up. The first thing i opened my bible today as i reach home you gave me Luke 5:10! oh gracious Lord!
why i tremble in fear?
-i am in ushering ministry
(reasons of fear: i am afraid of knowing new people after meeting so many new people in life and got hurt by them, your heart can never be the same again. yesh we must forgive and forget. i did all that but the feeling of pain still lingers on. yesh even in church
my mom will disapprove my involvement in church, the house i live in will be chaotic again.)
-today is the day i officially quit hockey. i am scared. dun ask me why.i really love hockey a lot. it pains me a lot to give up on it just becuz of the realistic mom i have at home
(if not for your emotional blackmail, i can be a lot stronger)
-i'hv make up my mind to join photog, meeting new ppl again and again and i begin to hate that a lot.
i am scared.but i know i must trust Him. but i am only a little girl, there are times i fall too...
painful experiences can nv be erased even it is forgiven...
" Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me."John 14:1
oh Lord! You are really my God hearing my hearts tremble in fear this afternoon. i open my calender book i saw this quote that i copied long ago and you spoke to me with John14:1. yet i flip the pages so fast that i miss reading that page. You are truly a God that nv gives up. The first thing i opened my bible today as i reach home you gave me Luke 5:10! oh gracious Lord!
why i tremble in fear?
-i am in ushering ministry
(reasons of fear: i am afraid of knowing new people after meeting so many new people in life and got hurt by them, your heart can never be the same again. yesh we must forgive and forget. i did all that but the feeling of pain still lingers on. yesh even in church
my mom will disapprove my involvement in church, the house i live in will be chaotic again.)
-today is the day i officially quit hockey. i am scared. dun ask me why.i really love hockey a lot. it pains me a lot to give up on it just becuz of the realistic mom i have at home
(if not for your emotional blackmail, i can be a lot stronger)
-i'hv make up my mind to join photog, meeting new ppl again and again and i begin to hate that a lot.
i am scared.but i know i must trust Him. but i am only a little girl, there are times i fall too...
painful experiences can nv be erased even it is forgiven...
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Watch death note today with suhui. So glad to see her again. Seeing her feels like being myself again. I can just utter nonsense, act cute n silly n dumb which she will just play along. It feels great to let down the facade I've been putting all the time. Three cheers to suhui! =)! Love her! Anyway the main actor is super shuai.. haha. Found myself a new eye candy. Cant wait for death note II n III to come out. What struck me during the movie is that is worth it for your own objective you seek to kill your loved ones? What make it worse is that your loved ones still love you so much till the end without knowing she was being manipulated? Think again. Is it worth it in life?
Trying to seek the new meaning of life.
Trying to seek the new meaning of life.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Just some randomness:
The more you want me to do it, the more I bend away from the rules
There are no such things that are so difficult that we do not dare, rather it is we who do not dare thus making things difficult.
I am a marshmallow; soft on the outside, soft on the inside.
This current Chinese book that I am reading is boring.
I cannot believe I miss hockey so much. Like really a lot.( I used to hate it a lot too)
My eyecandy is attached. How sad.
Before you speak, listen.
Before you quit, try.
There is no such thing as the perfect world.
Don't you always feel that you are the girl that guys will not look but your best friend? Cuz I feel that all the time.
I cant believe I am upset over these frivolous stuff. To think of it I am momentarily hurt but I am back now strong. Being numb is the best!
i finally know how to change the timing of the blog. how dumb can i get
i want to know dean's secret blog!!!!!!
The more you want me to do it, the more I bend away from the rules
There are no such things that are so difficult that we do not dare, rather it is we who do not dare thus making things difficult.
I am a marshmallow; soft on the outside, soft on the inside.
This current Chinese book that I am reading is boring.
I cannot believe I miss hockey so much. Like really a lot.( I used to hate it a lot too)
My eyecandy is attached. How sad.
Before you speak, listen.
Before you quit, try.
There is no such thing as the perfect world.
Don't you always feel that you are the girl that guys will not look but your best friend? Cuz I feel that all the time.
I cant believe I am upset over these frivolous stuff. To think of it I am momentarily hurt but I am back now strong. Being numb is the best!
i finally know how to change the timing of the blog. how dumb can i get
i want to know dean's secret blog!!!!!!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I realize how selfish I am, so self-absorbed in my own world. Today, I found out something terrible going on in your family. It was then it struck me that I was really engrossed in only myself. I felt so bad as I am not doing enough to reach out. I am so ashamed that I am depressed over minor stuff, so ashamed that there are times I condemn people when I should not. And, this vicious cycle repeats in a loop till I am saturated with fear, anger, pain, sorrow. You are a beacon of hope and light to me, teaching me not to be ashamed, to embrace and to really reach out to more lost souls. I just want to say I am just so proud of you and I am sure that God is too! Bless you, gurvin! I thank God that you are in my life!
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Just got to blog this!=)!
Quoted from ms tay you give up now doesn't mean you give up your whole entire life
And you are not to be blamed of your situation. And that how I live my life is not going to be decided by anyone else beside me( and Him of cos)
She told me a lot of meaningful stuff today.how I wish I can record them down!i wish to go through the experience again.
She asked me how is she going to build up my confidence if she just let me go like that. Sigh. I wish to know too.
There are many steps I need to do first before recovering it.
Step1: I am not here to please you. oh my I am super tired, trying to be nice, trying to be that girl, trying to be well-liked. Sometimes, I think I tried too hard to control things that are beyond my control. Well it is self-explanatory aint it? It is beyond my control. What right do I have to mess God's plan for me? And what right do you have to condemn me?
Seriously, I cannot shut your mouth but I can shut my ears!=)!
Step 2: stop comparing and competing. So what that person has a great testimonial compare to me? What is testimonial to me in the first place? I see you being popular, being highly sought after by people. Having a lot of 'friends' around you, you hold high position. You are like wow compared to me. BUT, I always see you never happy. Yup. Always. And I thought to myself, happiness is the real priceless thing
Step3: it is ok that you do not have friends anywhere and that all your close friends aint gg to be there forever. BUT, I know I will still have them. =)!
Step4:I just want a simple life. No more trying to show off what I cannot even afford, guess what, there is no right for me to show off too cuz all gifts come from Him and all glory goes to Him too.=)!
Step5: just let people take advantage of you. as I said before innocence is the best gift you can even have. You will not have to got so emotional over that.
The more I say I do not want to end up like you, the more I will end up like you.
Seeing me in you already and you in me already.
Quoted from ms tay you give up now doesn't mean you give up your whole entire life
And you are not to be blamed of your situation. And that how I live my life is not going to be decided by anyone else beside me( and Him of cos)
She told me a lot of meaningful stuff today.how I wish I can record them down!i wish to go through the experience again.
She asked me how is she going to build up my confidence if she just let me go like that. Sigh. I wish to know too.
There are many steps I need to do first before recovering it.
Step1: I am not here to please you. oh my I am super tired, trying to be nice, trying to be that girl, trying to be well-liked. Sometimes, I think I tried too hard to control things that are beyond my control. Well it is self-explanatory aint it? It is beyond my control. What right do I have to mess God's plan for me? And what right do you have to condemn me?
Seriously, I cannot shut your mouth but I can shut my ears!=)!
Step 2: stop comparing and competing. So what that person has a great testimonial compare to me? What is testimonial to me in the first place? I see you being popular, being highly sought after by people. Having a lot of 'friends' around you, you hold high position. You are like wow compared to me. BUT, I always see you never happy. Yup. Always. And I thought to myself, happiness is the real priceless thing
Step3: it is ok that you do not have friends anywhere and that all your close friends aint gg to be there forever. BUT, I know I will still have them. =)!
Step4:I just want a simple life. No more trying to show off what I cannot even afford, guess what, there is no right for me to show off too cuz all gifts come from Him and all glory goes to Him too.=)!
Step5: just let people take advantage of you. as I said before innocence is the best gift you can even have. You will not have to got so emotional over that.
The more I say I do not want to end up like you, the more I will end up like you.
Seeing me in you already and you in me already.
Monday, October 09, 2006
this is kinda of fun..people should try it it aint those obvious personality test.whether is it true or not it is up to u again!=)!the ones in red is my comments..wahahah...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(hmm...are i dun think i am str8forward..haha...efficient problem solver..wahahah..nope..i'll rgubj very very very very very very very...did i say very long?haha..)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(quite true..haha.. same as the previous 'test' i have taken)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(oh man..i dun noe..it sounds bad..wahahah)
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(haha...i dun think i am even attractive la)
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(duh..i live in spore)
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(duh..i live in spore again)
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(duh...did i mention i cum from spore..wahahha)
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
(verytrue indeed..haha..rah)
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(the dilemma thing is so true...wahahha..but good advice pt hor..i wish i can man...but i know many will disagree esp those who have asked me for love advice b4 *wink* how dare u say i am hopeless now..haha)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(hmm...are i dun think i am str8forward..haha...efficient problem solver..wahahah..nope..i'll rgubj very very very very very very very...did i say very long?haha..)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(quite true..haha.. same as the previous 'test' i have taken)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(oh man..i dun noe..it sounds bad..wahahah)
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(haha...i dun think i am even attractive la)
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(duh..i live in spore)
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(duh..i live in spore again)
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(duh...did i mention i cum from spore..wahahha)
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
(verytrue indeed..haha..rah)
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(the dilemma thing is so true...wahahha..but good advice pt hor..i wish i can man...but i know many will disagree esp those who have asked me for love advice b4 *wink* how dare u say i am hopeless now..haha)
Sunday, October 08, 2006
One of my church friends, Valerie appeared in the newspaper!=)! =)! She is a super nice person. She is one of the 25 under 25 youths who accomplishes the impossible!=)! I am super happy for her. The thing that touches me so much was that she is so humble!! The first thing she did upon receiving the news was to pray and that all glory belongs to Him. You know people usually in her situation will glow in pride and say," Praise the Lord!". But, she is just different, even to the way she says it. So humble. I admire her a lot.oops...later people think I am stalking her.haha.=)!
I read your msg. I wish I could turn back and that I have the determination like those youths under 25 who make it to the newspaper. It is not that I want to be in the newspaper but I admire their perseverance in pursuing their passion. In fact, perhaps my greatest wish to accomplish hockey. But, I know I can't. I really can't. maybe that is why I am scared, lost, sad. You name it I have it. Even a tinge of happiness and relief.but, I have make the resolution not to turn back though it hurts a lot.
I do not want to be self-conscious. I don want to put up what I do not truly feel inside. I am weak. I need help. I need guidance in prayer. I want to say I am not ashamed to admit but somehow there is this fear. But, I do not ever want to leave You.
I read your msg. I wish I could turn back and that I have the determination like those youths under 25 who make it to the newspaper. It is not that I want to be in the newspaper but I admire their perseverance in pursuing their passion. In fact, perhaps my greatest wish to accomplish hockey. But, I know I can't. I really can't. maybe that is why I am scared, lost, sad. You name it I have it. Even a tinge of happiness and relief.but, I have make the resolution not to turn back though it hurts a lot.
I do not want to be self-conscious. I don want to put up what I do not truly feel inside. I am weak. I need help. I need guidance in prayer. I want to say I am not ashamed to admit but somehow there is this fear. But, I do not ever want to leave You.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
430am now.cant sleep.actually can but after i pass the slping hr i cant sleep.has been doing my blog.u might think what?!u take hrs to do those minor changes?actually nope.i did a lot change to the blogskins but realise a lot problems so yup i shall nt elaborate anymore.i fig what i am troubled.the burning qns in my heart:
What is worth it in life?
spending this on this blog?running after a ball w sticks?it just hurt so much picking up that stick again.n i saw what u wrote in your blog that makes me feel more ashamed and sad. you wrote sth like," i can't wait for promos to end then i can hit some balls w jerlyn!=)!"
i am sorry.i disappoint u. as much as i want to touch the stick again.but i am unable to lift it.
What is worth it in life?
spending this on this blog?running after a ball w sticks?it just hurt so much picking up that stick again.n i saw what u wrote in your blog that makes me feel more ashamed and sad. you wrote sth like," i can't wait for promos to end then i can hit some balls w jerlyn!=)!"
i am sorry.i disappoint u. as much as i want to touch the stick again.but i am unable to lift it.
I am feeling troubled and I do not know why. Is it my depression creeping itself back?
But when I think of You, this feeling started to fade into oblivion.
Today was a great day with Amanda voon. Can you imagine? Two girls gossiping about their two different schools from 12-4pm non-stop. From church to boys to school.
Everything under the sun. haha. I am so glad to meet her up and chat with her.
The nicest thing of all is that I get to see my eye candy. I have not seen him for ages. I was surprised he turned up as there was some event in his school, so I thought he would not come. Oh well..he delights me. haha.
I am feeling better after chatting with tty and gongx today. They make me happy without them realizing. But I think I push tty a bit too hard to go church. Sigh. I am sorry. Did not mean that way. Really want you here.
I sinned a lot today. Super. I felt so horrible. BUT, nothing will take You away from me, Lord! Maybe that is the reason I felt so troubled. As I reached home, one of the very thing I did was read Your word. I do not know why this really special and unique feeling-I felt that you already planned this moment for me a long time ago. I just could feel You looking down and see me read Your words. Pretty amazing, yea?
So I am thinking even in such moment You have already planned for me, what about those watershed in my life?
But when I think of You, this feeling started to fade into oblivion.
Today was a great day with Amanda voon. Can you imagine? Two girls gossiping about their two different schools from 12-4pm non-stop. From church to boys to school.
Everything under the sun. haha. I am so glad to meet her up and chat with her.
The nicest thing of all is that I get to see my eye candy. I have not seen him for ages. I was surprised he turned up as there was some event in his school, so I thought he would not come. Oh well..he delights me. haha.
I am feeling better after chatting with tty and gongx today. They make me happy without them realizing. But I think I push tty a bit too hard to go church. Sigh. I am sorry. Did not mean that way. Really want you here.
I sinned a lot today. Super. I felt so horrible. BUT, nothing will take You away from me, Lord! Maybe that is the reason I felt so troubled. As I reached home, one of the very thing I did was read Your word. I do not know why this really special and unique feeling-I felt that you already planned this moment for me a long time ago. I just could feel You looking down and see me read Your words. Pretty amazing, yea?
So I am thinking even in such moment You have already planned for me, what about those watershed in my life?
Friday, October 06, 2006
I conclude today is a happy happy day!
Chi paper was a piece of shit. (as usual)
What after that is really really fun!! =)!
I met lynette for a movie rob-b-hood.
It is such a super nice and funny movie!
I recommend it to everyone who has taken their exams.
It is a thriller-cum-comedy-cum-heartwarming story.
What a great show for such souls!
Then, we met up tracy Amanda tan and derrick.
Derrick is a new friend I meet and make today.
I never thought that a guy can be such shopaholic.
Imagine a guy shop with four girls and doesn’t complain.
Haha..seriously I suspect he is gay.=p!
Then, me Tracy and Amanda tan went to swensens and have such a sumptuous meal.
Apple crumble. Oh my! Whoever invented such a thing is a genius! haha..
Tmr, I'm gg to meet Amanda voon.
Haha.. I can't wait!! I can't wait!!
Life after promos is so wonderful. I love people. Especially meeting new people! =)!
Chi paper was a piece of shit. (as usual)
What after that is really really fun!! =)!
I met lynette for a movie rob-b-hood.
It is such a super nice and funny movie!
I recommend it to everyone who has taken their exams.
It is a thriller-cum-comedy-cum-heartwarming story.
What a great show for such souls!
Then, we met up tracy Amanda tan and derrick.
Derrick is a new friend I meet and make today.
I never thought that a guy can be such shopaholic.
Imagine a guy shop with four girls and doesn’t complain.
Haha..seriously I suspect he is gay.=p!
Then, me Tracy and Amanda tan went to swensens and have such a sumptuous meal.
Apple crumble. Oh my! Whoever invented such a thing is a genius! haha..
Tmr, I'm gg to meet Amanda voon.
Haha.. I can't wait!! I can't wait!!
Life after promos is so wonderful. I love people. Especially meeting new people! =)!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
"You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people and have a strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of a romantic relationship."
I'm thinking issit true?haha people plz tag n give me feedback cuz i really want to know if i fit into this critera.haha.
(cuz i dun think i am...esp the decision pt)
I'm thinking issit true?haha people plz tag n give me feedback cuz i really want to know if i fit into this critera.haha.
(cuz i dun think i am...esp the decision pt)
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Physics paper yesterday was the easiest among all papers but the best thing is that I did nor mug for it. RAH! So much time wasted on Econs and not knowing if I can score well or not. If I had put in the same effort for physics, I might have done well. For Monday GP, let's not talk about it anymore. It is easy to get the answer but hard to paraphrase. In the end, just like Econs, they are all subjective subjects. One can never fathom what one gets.
Then comes the star and limelight of all-Maths, my ever beloved subject. It is challenging and I like it!=)! The most important lesson learnt: Maths paper is just like life; you cannot predict the toughness of it so never underestimate it. Yup. Never. Such a strong absolute word but very true. Honestly, I actually do not think the paper is that difficult ( before you people think I’m complacent remember this THINKING paper not that difficult doesn’t not mean I will pass). Anyway, back to the main point that I think the paper is not that difficult, but rather it is difficult as I was expecting Maths to be easy. You get what I mean?
Well Well, I am now in the sarcastic mood.
Oh wait, I need to share some joy. Haha.
Yesterday after physics paper, I was trembling( out of fear). Then the song I'm Forever Yours by PlanetShaker filled my heart.
"Tell me and I’ll obey
This is far greater the sarcrifice
Trusting You and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have Your way in me
Not my will, Yours be done..."
How true! =)! You know what, even I get retained, I'll be happy cuz I know You have a plan for me. Even the worse can turn out to be good because it is from You.
Another great news to share is I got rid of depression. I am so happy!=)! It means a lot. I am not that confused and more assured by You!
Then comes the star and limelight of all-Maths, my ever beloved subject. It is challenging and I like it!=)! The most important lesson learnt: Maths paper is just like life; you cannot predict the toughness of it so never underestimate it. Yup. Never. Such a strong absolute word but very true. Honestly, I actually do not think the paper is that difficult ( before you people think I’m complacent remember this THINKING paper not that difficult doesn’t not mean I will pass). Anyway, back to the main point that I think the paper is not that difficult, but rather it is difficult as I was expecting Maths to be easy. You get what I mean?
Well Well, I am now in the sarcastic mood.
Oh wait, I need to share some joy. Haha.
Yesterday after physics paper, I was trembling( out of fear). Then the song I'm Forever Yours by PlanetShaker filled my heart.
"Tell me and I’ll obey
This is far greater the sarcrifice
Trusting You and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have Your way in me
Not my will, Yours be done..."
How true! =)! You know what, even I get retained, I'll be happy cuz I know You have a plan for me. Even the worse can turn out to be good because it is from You.
Another great news to share is I got rid of depression. I am so happy!=)! It means a lot. I am not that confused and more assured by You!