I realize how selfish I am, so self-absorbed in my own world. Today, I found out something terrible going on in your family. It was then it struck me that I was really engrossed in only myself. I felt so bad as I am not doing enough to reach out. I am so ashamed that I am depressed over minor stuff, so ashamed that there are times I condemn people when I should not. And, this vicious cycle repeats in a loop till I am saturated with fear, anger, pain, sorrow. You are a beacon of hope and light to me, teaching me not to be ashamed, to embrace and to really reach out to more lost souls. I just want to say I am just so proud of you and I am sure that God is too! Bless you, gurvin! I thank God that you are in my life!