430am now.cant sleep.actually can but after i pass the slping hr i cant sleep.has been doing my blog.u might think what?!u take hrs to do those minor changes?actually nope.i did a lot change to the blogskins but realise a lot problems so yup i shall nt elaborate anymore.i fig what i am troubled.the burning qns in my heart:
What is worth it in life?spending this on this blog?running after a ball w sticks?it just hurt so much picking up that stick again.n i saw what u wrote in your blog that makes me feel more ashamed and sad. you wrote sth like," i can't wait for promos to end then i can hit some balls w jerlyn!=)!"i am sorry.i disappoint u. as much as i want to touch the stick again.but i am unable to lift it.