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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

As we grow older, we do not grow to be more logical.
We just grow to be more cynical.
Why? This is because 14 years old can plan, think and execute.
It doesn't mean they are of lesser logic than your 24, 34, 44, 54, 64, 74, 84 etc.


As we grow older, we do not grow to be more logical.
We just grow to be more cynical.
Why? This is because 14 years old can plan, think and execute.
It doesn't mean they are of lesser logic than your 24, 34, 44, 54, 64, 74, 84 etc.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

1 more month to final papers.
Action speak louder than words.
I think this semester has been surreal.
Always have Joycelyn to help me get through.
She is a great friend that keeps me motivated yo!
Seeing her getting more and more radical for God is a sweet sight!

Keep the momentum going on.


Monday, October 12, 2009

My mom snapped at me saying, "If your life is not so good, with me cleaning the house for you, washing and ensuring your daily meals, do you think you are so free to do all your nonsense in church..."

To think that my mom actually still made such a comment when I am 20 years old. -.-
To be honest, this question made me think.
If I am too busy with the making ends meet to pay off my school fees and have to clean the house etc, I would probably be too shagged out to even serve God.
Would I still serve God?
and I know in my heart it says yes but I will have to grow bigger in my capacity.
Once I made the decision, I know I am too small right now.
There are many territories I have yet to conquer.
So people, let's be bigger and be thankful of your circumstances.
I feel right now serving God and doing well in exams can coexist,
it just depends how big you are.

Yesterday meeting with Cherie was good because
one point it struck me
the people under us are fighter planes ready to be released into their destiny
and what the leaders are doing are just building them spiritually and ready to be used by God.
Once you have that revelation, you will not hold on to your people 
because you want to hold on to your title.
Once you understand that revelation, you are secure of your future.
And you will not be grumbling inside your head that I am really crazy to waste my time doing all this when I can do much better in life.

It is going to be powerful.
D10 is going to be powerful.
Imagine everyone who is 16, 17.
To be discipled, to take discipleship and to grow from it.
Remember always discipleship is not how bad you are but how much greater you can become.
By the time everyone reaches their prime of their lives of 20 years,
they are not trying to figure the mess in their lives while trying to grow and figure out their lives in their 20
To be honest, this is the best time to try everything in life because you probably have more freedom by then.
This is the time you can try here and there and see if things work out for you.
BUT, it is so powerful we do not have to try outs in life and clean the mess, be it emotional or not.
It is so powerful because everyone in their prime of their lives know their purposes, know their destinies, going to conquer, going to be successful.
They will no longer waste their lives trying out and cleaning up mess.
But because they are discipled, they are ready to be released to be successful to do so.

It is powerful because it is not going to be one person.
It is going to be a CG. It is going to be a zone. It is going to be an army.

This vision captivates me. What captivates you today?



Saturday, October 03, 2009

Saw this from yonghui's and ivan's tweets.

Atheism is not the absence of religion but the deification of self. We all believe in sth, 'doubt' included. Who do u believe in?

Somehow when I love, my mind breaks free, I feel limitless & I feel possibility. Everything is possible with God, who is Love.

I know you still do read my blog. 

On my way home today after all the craze,
I just thought to myself what will i be without hoGc?

Thursday, October 01, 2009

I wanna eat my choco hello panda as it makes me happy. (:
Today is the day I learnt so much.

I think it is sad that when you already 20 years old and yet you cannot decide your life.
That your life is always being determined what the society says and influences.
For instance, it is sad that you are 20 years old and you get into a relationship because all your friends are having one when you know that the person is not the right one.
Another instance, you see how attractive for people to stay in hall, their lives is exciting but you know that it is not exactly for you because you are not really interested but you are just attracted.
It is so sad that when you are already 20 years old, and yet what your parents and friends say can decide your life.

This is the best years of your life.
I am so thankful that I am free to decide my path, my youth.
That my path is not decided by my mom or my friends.
I feel liberated that I do not have to make decisions because of what others are making or rather I am affected by the decisions of what others are making.

Because as I am reading my socio notes
I realise everything is imaginary
the cool image of being busy with uni activities and being in relationship
is all the works of post-modernism.
This is where they make you feel achieve the state of nirvana by following the capitalistic society, by desiring things beyond what you need.
Once you achieve it, you became disappointed because even you have the materialistic goods/relationship, you did not achieve the exact same feeling that was suppose to come with the goal.
And when expectations are not met, there are disappointments and hurts.
This explains so much fragmentation in society today
This explains so much broken dreams in the world.
This is because during the best years of our lives, we desire all that that we do not really want ourselves.
And when you realise the best years of your life is gone, some things in life will never be able to retrieve it back.

My mind is clear and I do not feel I was brainwashed.
Because ideologies can easily changed and switched.
There is always the rise and fall of ideologies.
However, when I see lives, real simple people living their lives,
showing that the nirvana state we so long for can be achieved.
I know that this is for real.
This is real stuff.

You know in econs we learn such stuff as real money and near money.
How near money is actually a good substitute of real money
and it confuses people that it actually distorts the entire monetary policy
and the economic mechanism which triggers the recession.
This is the same in our lives right now:
we need to be able to differentiate real and near money of our lives.