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Friday, June 29, 2007
well well well.wad can i say?
while most of the teenagers are emo-ing abt bgr,
not being perfect,not doing well in studies etc etc,
here i am
not only having school to worry
but also having a broken family to take care of
a mom that keep saying what if i die before
she sees me thru U
(yesh it is true she is not feeling well
but medical checkup proves she is perfectly okies)
and a grandma who is half-dead
but act zai.
with everyone in the extended family
flocking to my grandma and mom
taking care of them
expecting more of me
and ignoring that i too have feelings
what can i say?
i think mom having her own psychological problems.
and the presence of devil is so strong.
but i know i can rely on my BIG God! =)
thru out the whole episode
i know i can stick and be faithful to Him
with no doubts.
knowing that i have a whole spiritual family
behind me all the way.
i used to think i cannot make it
but now i know i can.
while most of the teenagers are emo-ing abt bgr,
not being perfect,not doing well in studies etc etc,
here i am
not only having school to worry
but also having a broken family to take care of
a mom that keep saying what if i die before
she sees me thru U
(yesh it is true she is not feeling well
but medical checkup proves she is perfectly okies)
and a grandma who is half-dead
but act zai.
with everyone in the extended family
flocking to my grandma and mom
taking care of them
expecting more of me
and ignoring that i too have feelings
what can i say?
i think mom having her own psychological problems.
and the presence of devil is so strong.
but i know i can rely on my BIG God! =)
thru out the whole episode
i know i can stick and be faithful to Him
with no doubts.
knowing that i have a whole spiritual family
behind me all the way.
i used to think i cannot make it
but now i know i can.
Administration/Ruling - 11
Discernment - 12
Evangelism - 16
Exhortation - 15
Faith - 16
Giving - 12
Helps/Serving/Ministering - 18
Mercy - 17
Pastor/Teacher - 21
Teaching - 14
WOW.took a spiritual test.
my greatest strength is to pastor or teach.
actually i noe that is my calling all along.
maybe not so much on pastoring
but rather be a teacher
in this generation
just like my gp and econs tuition tutors.
really love them a lot.
like what mr lim said,
"may God bless you with supernormal profits
and deliver you from law of diminishing returns!"
dun take u long to fig
hes my econs tuition tutor
haha.
but knowing your calling
doesnt mean everything is good
cuz the Devil enjoys taking your harvest
especially you are so close to full harvest
he makes you falter
makes you think you cant do it.
and most of the time
i really think i cant do it
and i lost my self-esteem
but after meeting my God.
i know i can do it! =)
with BIG dreams in me.
Discernment - 12
Evangelism - 16
Exhortation - 15
Faith - 16
Giving - 12
Helps/Serving/Ministering - 18
Mercy - 17
Pastor/Teacher - 21
Teaching - 14
WOW.took a spiritual test.
my greatest strength is to pastor or teach.
actually i noe that is my calling all along.
maybe not so much on pastoring
but rather be a teacher
in this generation
just like my gp and econs tuition tutors.
really love them a lot.
like what mr lim said,
"may God bless you with supernormal profits
and deliver you from law of diminishing returns!"
dun take u long to fig
hes my econs tuition tutor
haha.
but knowing your calling
doesnt mean everything is good
cuz the Devil enjoys taking your harvest
especially you are so close to full harvest
he makes you falter
makes you think you cant do it.
and most of the time
i really think i cant do it
and i lost my self-esteem
but after meeting my God.
i know i can do it! =)
with BIG dreams in me.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
haha.decide to split into 2 entries
if not you ppl will die from reading it.
and that will defeats my purpose.
and yesh i have a purpose
in writing all my entries
not to brainwash u or propaganda
(like you can find any of such content)
but glorified the Lord in all the things i've done. =)
and He really deserve my best! =)
cuz i really dun deserve what He has given me.
i've got multiple blessings today!! =)
firstly i lost my file
it means some of my chem notes and hol hw lost
and it means a great deal for A's level stu, okies?
haha.
nevertheless i just take things in my stride
and keep praisin Him
it sounds quite dumb i am so affected by it
but while if you r in such position
you will too,trust me..haha
and guess what?
kat and the rest(mavis,cai and huiying) found the file for me
i feel damn bad and seriously thankful!!
tks guys.sorry to make u all walk bk just for a file.
and God being the provider
i thank Him even more. =)
some people dun believe in the existence of higher authority
cuz they believe
they are able to do all things by themselves
but they fail to realise
(sound like some gp essay evaluative comments..haha)
there are somethings beyond their control
that may require luck/fate(for non-believers)
and luck/fate are also considered as higher authority
cuz we are under the mercy of someone else
and like what happen to me today
i believe there is a real God! =)
my second blessing of today!
share the gospel and how my life changed
to my mom and grandma
with great ease
and see how my mom is impacted
God trying to tell me
the time for harvest is near! =)
my third blessing of today!
i received financial blessings
how cld i ever thank You for?
You outgive me so much
that i could never imagine!!
truly my God is amazing and unpredictable
and i felt Your presence and guidance
so strong over these days
i was crying out in my heart
"God! God, Why are you so good to me?"
God replied
"Cuz you chose to stick with me."
never ever give You up.=)
i simply cant wait for my next revelations!! =) =) =)
if not you ppl will die from reading it.
and that will defeats my purpose.
and yesh i have a purpose
in writing all my entries
not to brainwash u or propaganda
(like you can find any of such content)
but glorified the Lord in all the things i've done. =)
and He really deserve my best! =)
cuz i really dun deserve what He has given me.
i've got multiple blessings today!! =)
firstly i lost my file
it means some of my chem notes and hol hw lost
and it means a great deal for A's level stu, okies?
haha.
nevertheless i just take things in my stride
and keep praisin Him
it sounds quite dumb i am so affected by it
but while if you r in such position
you will too,trust me..haha
and guess what?
kat and the rest(mavis,cai and huiying) found the file for me
i feel damn bad and seriously thankful!!
tks guys.sorry to make u all walk bk just for a file.
and God being the provider
i thank Him even more. =)
some people dun believe in the existence of higher authority
cuz they believe
they are able to do all things by themselves
but they fail to realise
(sound like some gp essay evaluative comments..haha)
there are somethings beyond their control
that may require luck/fate(for non-believers)
and luck/fate are also considered as higher authority
cuz we are under the mercy of someone else
and like what happen to me today
i believe there is a real God! =)
my second blessing of today!
share the gospel and how my life changed
to my mom and grandma
with great ease
and see how my mom is impacted
God trying to tell me
the time for harvest is near! =)
my third blessing of today!
i received financial blessings
how cld i ever thank You for?
You outgive me so much
that i could never imagine!!
truly my God is amazing and unpredictable
and i felt Your presence and guidance
so strong over these days
i was crying out in my heart
"God! God, Why are you so good to me?"
God replied
"Cuz you chose to stick with me."
never ever give You up.=)
i simply cant wait for my next revelations!! =) =) =)
i'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
heart of God people make me smile even when they're not talking
i'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
thats the magic in you people
haha..was WOWed by what gurvin wrote! =)
i was doing QT a few days ago
that very day i chatted with huiying
there's a lot of things i cant explain to huiying in proper
but i guess the sis-in-christ does know my heart
things i've been struggling that no one knows
and i really meant NO ONE
besides Him, of cos.
things i can't expressed and do not dare to express
therefore, i always thank God
for her to be around.
anw, back to the story.
was doing QT.haha
and this was what i wrote:
James 1:6-8
But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.
For let not that man suppose he will receive anything from the Lord;
he is a doubled-minded man, unstable in all his ways.
I was doing my QT and God reminded me of my BIG dreams. =)
I always wonder how to I get from my dreams to where the reality really sets in.
All I can say I am already in the process of it.
And this is utterly amazing how God brought me through it.
Although my dreams have not entirely be fulfilled, I am acting as one now
Cuz I am one now-spiritual leader for the Lord.
This race I am running is with loads of people,
But the relay that is ahead of me is by me and no one else.
I am a leader not cuz of political-willed
But a true one standing up for Him.
There is no doubt of seeds in me any longer. =)
i always doubted my ability to rise up.
i am commitments-phobic
but i see people like gurvin and agnes
rising to a whole new different level of spirituality
as i was chatting with them just now.
i thought of all my prayers
they did not go in vain
God honour them all.
it feels really great joy
it is like u having two sheep
and you see them growing well
and yea if you two ever reading this entry
you 2 are really growing very well
despite the tough circumstances
all i can see is ur undying fight agst the Devil
they are amazingly tough people yea!! =)
they are not officially by name my sheep or what
but what God says
i think it really all come true! =)
i may not be a leader in name
but i am already a leader for Him.
and i thot how amazing!
and b4 the end of conversation,gurvin wrote this:
I'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
you inspire me
and you know what?
you all inspire me
to keep giving my best to God
inspire me to do what i am doing.
to simply put it
i love people's work
not cuz i see as a duty as i always do
but cuz i see lives changed.
=)!
heart of God people make me smile even when they're not talking
i'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
thats the magic in you people
haha..was WOWed by what gurvin wrote! =)
i was doing QT a few days ago
that very day i chatted with huiying
there's a lot of things i cant explain to huiying in proper
but i guess the sis-in-christ does know my heart
things i've been struggling that no one knows
and i really meant NO ONE
besides Him, of cos.
things i can't expressed and do not dare to express
therefore, i always thank God
for her to be around.
anw, back to the story.
was doing QT.haha
and this was what i wrote:
James 1:6-8
But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.
For let not that man suppose he will receive anything from the Lord;
he is a doubled-minded man, unstable in all his ways.
I was doing my QT and God reminded me of my BIG dreams. =)
I always wonder how to I get from my dreams to where the reality really sets in.
All I can say I am already in the process of it.
And this is utterly amazing how God brought me through it.
Although my dreams have not entirely be fulfilled, I am acting as one now
Cuz I am one now-spiritual leader for the Lord.
This race I am running is with loads of people,
But the relay that is ahead of me is by me and no one else.
I am a leader not cuz of political-willed
But a true one standing up for Him.
There is no doubt of seeds in me any longer. =)
i always doubted my ability to rise up.
i am commitments-phobic
but i see people like gurvin and agnes
rising to a whole new different level of spirituality
as i was chatting with them just now.
i thought of all my prayers
they did not go in vain
God honour them all.
it feels really great joy
it is like u having two sheep
and you see them growing well
and yea if you two ever reading this entry
you 2 are really growing very well
despite the tough circumstances
all i can see is ur undying fight agst the Devil
they are amazingly tough people yea!! =)
they are not officially by name my sheep or what
but what God says
i think it really all come true! =)
i may not be a leader in name
but i am already a leader for Him.
and i thot how amazing!
and b4 the end of conversation,gurvin wrote this:
I'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
you inspire me
and you know what?
you all inspire me
to keep giving my best to God
inspire me to do what i am doing.
to simply put it
i love people's work
not cuz i see as a duty as i always do
but cuz i see lives changed.
=)!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
>.< i am really screwed.
for maths at least.
phy cant really be bothered.
gp as usual.
econs was great
and there still chem
nevertheless, God has been faithful by bringing me through it all =)
thank You! =)
y must i always care about what people think and do?
and y must i follow them?
and y must i be a follower all the time
y cant i make my stand?
not going let devil steal my things anymore.
where can i go from Your presence
under Your wings i seek refudge
for maths at least.
phy cant really be bothered.
gp as usual.
econs was great
and there still chem
nevertheless, God has been faithful by bringing me through it all =)
thank You! =)
y must i always care about what people think and do?
and y must i follow them?
and y must i be a follower all the time
y cant i make my stand?
not going let devil steal my things anymore.
where can i go from Your presence
under Your wings i seek refudge
Saturday, June 23, 2007
gosh gosh gosh. =(
i am feeling terrible.
i do badly want to go church.
it is 2.32pm now yet i am still at home.
in fact grounded.
i just dun wan mommy to emotional blackmail me with church.
if any word to describe me now
it will be terrible.
and funny la who is alvin?
i do not noe any alvin.
but anyway i think the quiz is too hard
dun think gongz will even know la.
haha.
doing an essay on importance of religion in today's society.
wad can i say?
all i can rem is wad anna told me b4
you may learn a lot in sch
do well in it by memorising the whole chunk of it
but you can dun believe in it.
haha..
nice and my stand is relgion is losing its importance in today society
cuz it is easy to write
but it doesnt mean i have to believe in it. =)
cuz a state is emotionless
but a human is with emotions.
i like it!
i cant wait this whole thing(exams) to be over
and back in church again. =)
i am feeling terrible.
i do badly want to go church.
it is 2.32pm now yet i am still at home.
in fact grounded.
i just dun wan mommy to emotional blackmail me with church.
if any word to describe me now
it will be terrible.
and funny la who is alvin?
i do not noe any alvin.
but anyway i think the quiz is too hard
dun think gongz will even know la.
haha.
doing an essay on importance of religion in today's society.
wad can i say?
all i can rem is wad anna told me b4
you may learn a lot in sch
do well in it by memorising the whole chunk of it
but you can dun believe in it.
haha..
nice and my stand is relgion is losing its importance in today society
cuz it is easy to write
but it doesnt mean i have to believe in it. =)
cuz a state is emotionless
but a human is with emotions.
i like it!
i cant wait this whole thing(exams) to be over
and back in church again. =)
Friday, June 22, 2007
heres a quick post b4 exams.
gosh.i hope i am not dead for it.haha.
God bless me.
For if you given your best, i am sure God will honour it.
hopefully, i am able to go church on sun!! =)
anw, i guess i always take people for granted eh?
i learnt it the hardest way when people leave me.
i rather you never ever tell me the truth
cuz truth hurt doesnt it?
and i rather never know the truth
cuz it give one's hope
or u may call it a false belief.
yet,inside of us all
wants to know the truth one day.
was doing my QT the other day.
then i realise it is part of the trial.
and i know i am heading towards a breakthru'.
but it din stop me of dreaming of you last night.
where all of us are in this super grand blding
maybe that will be our future church
and hopefully and maybe
my yesterday night dream will come true
with you hanging out with all of us too.
ppl out there: i am NOT emo!! haha..
labels: finding some1 u can click with instantly is hard enuff
knowing this some1 leaving u will be even harder!
gosh.i hope i am not dead for it.haha.
God bless me.
For if you given your best, i am sure God will honour it.
hopefully, i am able to go church on sun!! =)
anw, i guess i always take people for granted eh?
i learnt it the hardest way when people leave me.
i rather you never ever tell me the truth
cuz truth hurt doesnt it?
and i rather never know the truth
cuz it give one's hope
or u may call it a false belief.
yet,inside of us all
wants to know the truth one day.
was doing my QT the other day.
then i realise it is part of the trial.
and i know i am heading towards a breakthru'.
but it din stop me of dreaming of you last night.
where all of us are in this super grand blding
maybe that will be our future church
and hopefully and maybe
my yesterday night dream will come true
with you hanging out with all of us too.
ppl out there: i am NOT emo!! haha..
labels: finding some1 u can click with instantly is hard enuff
knowing this some1 leaving u will be even harder!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
hees...well well.what can i say?
me: hey i feel like gg to church tmr?will you be there?
cherie and eddy:nope,but if u gg,do tell us,we dun mind gg down to slack with u.
goodness.that will the essence of hoGc aint it? =)
there are people here who hare either currently having their school term
or having the last few min of precious timing
to chiong finish their hol hw.
but, they are all willing to come down to church
just because i randomly make a comment of gg down
(as i miss old church a lot u see.. =))
=).that all i can say.
love the people there loads.
knowing where i do belong and who i can seek help from.
ever feel you dun ever belong?
maybe you should try hoGc. =)
i just simply cant leave these ppl. =)
watch a show last night.
the season finale of HK serial show.
quote of the day
"Love doesnt mean we have to see each other everyday."
i thought that was really powerful!!
and i thot many of what the father said
is meaningful.
we cant change our destiny as effects will result in causes.
if ever some1 take away all my painful experiences,
today i wont be who i am today-God's princess. =)
me: hey i feel like gg to church tmr?will you be there?
cherie and eddy:nope,but if u gg,do tell us,we dun mind gg down to slack with u.
goodness.that will the essence of hoGc aint it? =)
there are people here who hare either currently having their school term
or having the last few min of precious timing
to chiong finish their hol hw.
but, they are all willing to come down to church
just because i randomly make a comment of gg down
(as i miss old church a lot u see.. =))
=).that all i can say.
love the people there loads.
knowing where i do belong and who i can seek help from.
ever feel you dun ever belong?
maybe you should try hoGc. =)
i just simply cant leave these ppl. =)
watch a show last night.
the season finale of HK serial show.
quote of the day
"Love doesnt mean we have to see each other everyday."
i thought that was really powerful!!
and i thot many of what the father said
is meaningful.
we cant change our destiny as effects will result in causes.
if ever some1 take away all my painful experiences,
today i wont be who i am today-God's princess. =)
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
heres a quick update b4 i need to rush off for tuition again!! =)
celebrated tty bday! shall blog more next time with pics
but most importantly, i spent almost 80 sms in a day!!
LOL.
i guess it really worth it
just we left tty expressed an earnest thanks you
and i thought that was really sweet
and all the efforts were well-spent
and most importantly
i miss all my WEIRD frenz.
crazy girls.hees.
and wow..was reading jiayi's blog.
emo-ism.
i've really changed a lot since from the past yea?
haha.
anw, the same special person told me
"Lets be will-driven and not emotions-driven."
It has engraved into my life! =)
i don know how to say
but i am really thankful
this really special person can just do not care about me
i mean she is not even related to me
why would she bother??
but she care and she sarcrifices to care for me =)
i guess what really keep us going
is seeing people's lives change for the better
despite all the crisis
the near-death situations of leaving church
and nothing hurts the most
seeing someone you are close to
leaving church and Him.
(and i do not denied i cried for 5 mins
tks to jon pang..haha.)
but you got to move on
you really got to move on
cuz there are many lives out there
waiting to be touched. =)
living 18 years of my life.
i nv really tasted real life until this year.
moreover, i know my purpose is unchanging. =)
if your purpose changes
for instance from getting good grades
to doing well in career
perhaps it is not your purpose
if it can change so easily
and so easily moulded and defined by the society.
i guess i nv emo as i used to be
cuz i found my unchanging purpose
and that is where i found life too. =)
bgr/trying to find a sense of belong/
trying to fit in/wondering why am i on earth for
yada yada
crap la all of them.hees
AGAINST THE FLOW!=)
celebrated tty bday! shall blog more next time with pics
but most importantly, i spent almost 80 sms in a day!!
LOL.
i guess it really worth it
just we left tty expressed an earnest thanks you
and i thought that was really sweet
and all the efforts were well-spent
and most importantly
i miss all my WEIRD frenz.
crazy girls.hees.
and wow..was reading jiayi's blog.
emo-ism.
i've really changed a lot since from the past yea?
haha.
anw, the same special person told me
"Lets be will-driven and not emotions-driven."
It has engraved into my life! =)
i don know how to say
but i am really thankful
this really special person can just do not care about me
i mean she is not even related to me
why would she bother??
but she care and she sarcrifices to care for me =)
i guess what really keep us going
is seeing people's lives change for the better
despite all the crisis
the near-death situations of leaving church
and nothing hurts the most
seeing someone you are close to
leaving church and Him.
(and i do not denied i cried for 5 mins
tks to jon pang..haha.)
but you got to move on
you really got to move on
cuz there are many lives out there
waiting to be touched. =)
living 18 years of my life.
i nv really tasted real life until this year.
moreover, i know my purpose is unchanging. =)
if your purpose changes
for instance from getting good grades
to doing well in career
perhaps it is not your purpose
if it can change so easily
and so easily moulded and defined by the society.
i guess i nv emo as i used to be
cuz i found my unchanging purpose
and that is where i found life too. =)
bgr/trying to find a sense of belong/
trying to fit in/wondering why am i on earth for
yada yada
crap la all of them.hees
AGAINST THE FLOW!=)
Sunday, June 17, 2007
i think whatever can go wrong, went wrong!
haha..
the future is really going to be amazing
just sad that you wont be with us this round.
nevertheless, i will NOT be emotions-driven.
learnt the real power of love today!
not just from red rain though.
"love is not merely a word, it is actions"
Micheal Turner
everything just makes sense after i written a letter.
mind you it is 3 page long.haha.
and mind you again, i am not talking abt bgr/bf-to-be/husband-to-be love.
talking abt true love from the above =)
haha..
the future is really going to be amazing
just sad that you wont be with us this round.
nevertheless, i will NOT be emotions-driven.
learnt the real power of love today!
not just from red rain though.
"love is not merely a word, it is actions"
Micheal Turner
everything just makes sense after i written a letter.
mind you it is 3 page long.haha.
and mind you again, i am not talking abt bgr/bf-to-be/husband-to-be love.
talking abt true love from the above =)
Saturday, June 16, 2007
oh dear!! i am super super excited!!
tmr and mon!! haha.
should have bought red bull!! >.<
dun worry guys! not to get myself high
(even though i am very high myself already)
but i really need to mug 24hrs!!!! like now!! haha..
anw..
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , DADDY!! =)
You loved me even when my real father walked out on me! =)
labels: never celebrate father's day w so much loves b4!! =)
tmr and mon!! haha.
should have bought red bull!! >.<
dun worry guys! not to get myself high
(even though i am very high myself already)
but i really need to mug 24hrs!!!! like now!! haha..
anw..
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , DADDY!! =)
You loved me even when my real father walked out on me! =)
labels: never celebrate father's day w so much loves b4!! =)
Friday, June 15, 2007
"every night before I sleep, I think of you and will always say a silent prayer to God
nothing and no one can do anything much now, but, i believe in God.
i believe in prayers.
not a single ' if only' came out from my mouth
neither the words ' what if '
I believe that the power of God moves anything.
Paul denied Jesus, but became one of the greatest apostle.
I believe that you are going to be like Paul."
WOW!! hah took this from christine's blog!! haha
i am truly impressed!
if you all do realise i like to copy and paste other people's blog
haha..cuz i find them so inspiring
the way they are able to express what i couldnt feel
to remind me daily
of my Savior
and the promise i made a few months back
to serve as inspiration
when i have none
and most importantly to inspire and touch more people =)
and to tell people that
there is a whole bunch of youths out there
whose blog are entirely free of "emo-ism" =)
love the heart of God church youths!
we are really different!!
and i realise the first sign that you ever like someone
is that you keep visiting his/her blog
and his/her blog will be the first you want to read
wanting to know every update of his/her life
don u all dare not to admit!! haha..
and from all the copying and pasting of my churchies' blogs in my blog
i guess it reveals a lot huh?
=)
just that hoGc ppl don update blogs frequently! hahas!
cuz we are always busy doing things for God! =)
nothing and no one can do anything much now, but, i believe in God.
i believe in prayers.
not a single ' if only' came out from my mouth
neither the words ' what if '
I believe that the power of God moves anything.
Paul denied Jesus, but became one of the greatest apostle.
I believe that you are going to be like Paul."
WOW!! hah took this from christine's blog!! haha
i am truly impressed!
if you all do realise i like to copy and paste other people's blog
haha..cuz i find them so inspiring
the way they are able to express what i couldnt feel
to remind me daily
of my Savior
and the promise i made a few months back
to serve as inspiration
when i have none
and most importantly to inspire and touch more people =)
and to tell people that
there is a whole bunch of youths out there
whose blog are entirely free of "emo-ism" =)
love the heart of God church youths!
we are really different!!
and i realise the first sign that you ever like someone
is that you keep visiting his/her blog
and his/her blog will be the first you want to read
wanting to know every update of his/her life
don u all dare not to admit!! haha..
and from all the copying and pasting of my churchies' blogs in my blog
i guess it reveals a lot huh?
=)
just that hoGc ppl don update blogs frequently! hahas!
cuz we are always busy doing things for God! =)
Thursday, June 14, 2007
blogger is so weird.haha.
AHHH!! i lost something precious!
INDIVIDUALITY! haha
i cut my hair today and it is so weird.
i look like my junior.
and i dun feel comfortable knowing i look like her. haha. =)
goodness, ppl dun be shock when you see in sch or wherever!!haha
anw, was reading dawei's blog and here is an excerpt of it
hope he doesnt mind!hees.
"but at the end of the day, our church is truely a place where dreams come true.
we all have dreams when we were young.
be it being a princess, the prince charming, a happy family or having true friends.
but through the process of life, our dreams were broken or sometimes shattered.
life may not turn out the way we dream or wish it to be.
so what if you may be successful in life, doing well in studies and cca, having a happy family, so what if you are what people yearn to be. so what if you are so good at this and that.
we continue with our lives with broken or shattered dreams.
there are still things which are missing in our lives.
sometimes our dreams just seems so far away, sometimes humanly impossible.
however, the church is place where dreams come true.
it is always so amazing to learn that so and so had grown and learn in church, more importantly, they have their lives transformed.
it is a fact that not all Christians are Christians as per se.
it is because many of times people have a certain expectations of Christians, people who normally fall short of that standard portrait a negative image of Christianty.
Christians are not perfect, but if the person is a genuine Christian you can see the change in them.
there will be a time where you really understand when you see, touch and feel the real Christianty.
dreams start to come true for the genuine Christians.
it may not be in sight yet but by faith it is coming true."
haha.how true! and after that i was reading my previous entries of my blog!
Praise Him who lift me out of the whole depression thing. =)
Then she would fall into days of depression; then finally built up the strength to br positive and to snap out of it for another few days. But the tiniest and simplest things would trigger off her tears again. That was her routine. It was a tiring process and most of the time she couldn’t be bothered battling with her mind. It was far stronger than her body.
Friends and families came and went; sometimes helping her with the tears, other times making her laugh. But even in her laughter there was something missing. She never seemed to be truly happy; she just seemed to be passing time till she waited for something else. She was tired of just existing; she wanted to live. But what was the point in living when there was no life in it. These questions went through her mind over and over again till she reached the point of not wanting to wake up from her dreams that felt so real.
Adapted from P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern
If there were any words to describe my periods of depression, there will then be it. I thought there were no words to describe my feelings then until I saw this verse from the book and I realize it struck a chord in me. Thank God I have already found my purpose in life so that I do not feel that empty as I used to be.
haha yup i was that she a few months back! can't believe it?
well, my God is an unpredictable God too! =)
maybe that is why my life is so exciting now!! hees. =)
AHHH!! i lost something precious!
INDIVIDUALITY! haha
i cut my hair today and it is so weird.
i look like my junior.
and i dun feel comfortable knowing i look like her. haha. =)
goodness, ppl dun be shock when you see in sch or wherever!!haha
anw, was reading dawei's blog and here is an excerpt of it
hope he doesnt mind!hees.
"but at the end of the day, our church is truely a place where dreams come true.
we all have dreams when we were young.
be it being a princess, the prince charming, a happy family or having true friends.
but through the process of life, our dreams were broken or sometimes shattered.
life may not turn out the way we dream or wish it to be.
so what if you may be successful in life, doing well in studies and cca, having a happy family, so what if you are what people yearn to be. so what if you are so good at this and that.
we continue with our lives with broken or shattered dreams.
there are still things which are missing in our lives.
sometimes our dreams just seems so far away, sometimes humanly impossible.
however, the church is place where dreams come true.
it is always so amazing to learn that so and so had grown and learn in church, more importantly, they have their lives transformed.
it is a fact that not all Christians are Christians as per se.
it is because many of times people have a certain expectations of Christians, people who normally fall short of that standard portrait a negative image of Christianty.
Christians are not perfect, but if the person is a genuine Christian you can see the change in them.
there will be a time where you really understand when you see, touch and feel the real Christianty.
dreams start to come true for the genuine Christians.
it may not be in sight yet but by faith it is coming true."
haha.how true! and after that i was reading my previous entries of my blog!
Praise Him who lift me out of the whole depression thing. =)
Then she would fall into days of depression; then finally built up the strength to br positive and to snap out of it for another few days. But the tiniest and simplest things would trigger off her tears again. That was her routine. It was a tiring process and most of the time she couldn’t be bothered battling with her mind. It was far stronger than her body.
Friends and families came and went; sometimes helping her with the tears, other times making her laugh. But even in her laughter there was something missing. She never seemed to be truly happy; she just seemed to be passing time till she waited for something else. She was tired of just existing; she wanted to live. But what was the point in living when there was no life in it. These questions went through her mind over and over again till she reached the point of not wanting to wake up from her dreams that felt so real.
Adapted from P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern
If there were any words to describe my periods of depression, there will then be it. I thought there were no words to describe my feelings then until I saw this verse from the book and I realize it struck a chord in me. Thank God I have already found my purpose in life so that I do not feel that empty as I used to be.
haha yup i was that she a few months back! can't believe it?
well, my God is an unpredictable God too! =)
maybe that is why my life is so exciting now!! hees. =)
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
hees =)
the HARVEST is truly plenty! =)
sometimes, nothing to do or rather if you mug too much and you find yourself bored, you tend to think too much.
but when you have loads to do, you have no time to think at all.
and i absolutely love it when i have plentty things to do.=)
in fact, i am really short of time!!! >.< !
things that wasnt meant to be yours will never be yours
no matter how hard you pray for
breakthru in someone's elses life or whatsoever
but still it wont deny me of having faith
neither it will stop me from dreaming
as pastor how said before,
If this is your dream, then no one can kill it.
If your dream can die so easily, then maybe it is not your dream after all.
maybe my dream is selfish
maybe my dream is unrealistic
but still it wont stop me from dreaming
cuz i believe in my God will give me
exceedingly and abundantly
above all i can ask for! =)
and even He dun gives,
He knows what best for me =)
anyway, was thinking a year ago in kallang theatre for Red Rain.
i think i was the only new person around in church
or it is just that i did not notice the other newbies?
i still remember the girl who sat beside me on the bus.
i wonder where is she now?
but anyway i definitely remember huiting and jianming
head usher and security respectively
and i am so in awe by them.
and i still remembered pstor lia came over and talk to someone
and i was shocked she IS the pastor
cuz she is so funky.
haha.
and i still remember jiayi 'attending' to me
and that was my 1st time knowing dawnie
and i thot she was scary
lol
and it all happens in a year ago.
and this year there is not enough regulars for the newbies
so much that i have to be taken out of usher that day >.< !
this year my cg breakthru 100 =)
this year the harvest is truly plenty!!!
(and i wish you were in one of them)
*my you actually refers to some many closed ones haha.
anw, pstor lia was sharing with the leaders some symptoms of disorganised life
and cherie shared it with us =)
i)fail to complete deadline + timetable
ii)feel your work standard drops
iii)never delete those sms for ages
iv) ur r/s
then the conference call got cut off again.LOL
had fun in the conference over an hr w my girls =)
cherie,tracy,fiona,leanna,jolyn
Lord,how could i ever thank You for them?
they just put off all my blues
and daryl,thats why i say i am fine already! hees.tsk.
i am thinkin to have a bit of fun to call u at 4am one day.hahas.
i better get my life IN ORDER again since i already meet all the above 3 criterias!! =)
the HARVEST is truly plenty! =)
sometimes, nothing to do or rather if you mug too much and you find yourself bored, you tend to think too much.
but when you have loads to do, you have no time to think at all.
and i absolutely love it when i have plentty things to do.=)
in fact, i am really short of time!!! >.< !
things that wasnt meant to be yours will never be yours
no matter how hard you pray for
breakthru in someone's elses life or whatsoever
but still it wont deny me of having faith
neither it will stop me from dreaming
as pastor how said before,
If this is your dream, then no one can kill it.
If your dream can die so easily, then maybe it is not your dream after all.
maybe my dream is selfish
maybe my dream is unrealistic
but still it wont stop me from dreaming
cuz i believe in my God will give me
exceedingly and abundantly
above all i can ask for! =)
and even He dun gives,
He knows what best for me =)
anyway, was thinking a year ago in kallang theatre for Red Rain.
i think i was the only new person around in church
or it is just that i did not notice the other newbies?
i still remember the girl who sat beside me on the bus.
i wonder where is she now?
but anyway i definitely remember huiting and jianming
head usher and security respectively
and i am so in awe by them.
and i still remembered pstor lia came over and talk to someone
and i was shocked she IS the pastor
cuz she is so funky.
haha.
and i still remember jiayi 'attending' to me
and that was my 1st time knowing dawnie
and i thot she was scary
lol
and it all happens in a year ago.
and this year there is not enough regulars for the newbies
so much that i have to be taken out of usher that day >.< !
this year my cg breakthru 100 =)
this year the harvest is truly plenty!!!
(and i wish you were in one of them)
*my you actually refers to some many closed ones haha.
anw, pstor lia was sharing with the leaders some symptoms of disorganised life
and cherie shared it with us =)
i)fail to complete deadline + timetable
ii)feel your work standard drops
iii)never delete those sms for ages
iv) ur r/s
then the conference call got cut off again.LOL
had fun in the conference over an hr w my girls =)
cherie,tracy,fiona,leanna,jolyn
Lord,how could i ever thank You for them?
they just put off all my blues
and daryl,thats why i say i am fine already! hees.tsk.
i am thinkin to have a bit of fun to call u at 4am one day.hahas.
i better get my life IN ORDER again since i already meet all the above 3 criterias!! =)
i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish.
i wish certain things to be that way.
when can i ever wake up from my lala land? =)
may your dreams be blessed.tsk.
miss my bro loads who is currently overseas now =(.
need someone to talk to i guess.rahs.
i wish certain things to be that way.
when can i ever wake up from my lala land? =)
may your dreams be blessed.tsk.
miss my bro loads who is currently overseas now =(.
need someone to talk to i guess.rahs.
Monday, June 11, 2007
wow!i never had such an exciting and purpose-filled life! =)
well..currently my grandma is screaming with my uncle in my house.
normal household tiffs i guess.
thank God that i am not affected =)
anyway,life nothing much but with mugging, church and tuition.
i kind of like this lifestyle. =)
anyway,have you ever wonder why you feel emo for no reason?
well..i learnt from yesterday GP tuition is that
we are what we feed our mind
it is largely due to listening too much of the pop radio
you subconsciously not knowing that you got influenced
all the songs on radio are either falling in love or out of love
it is a no wonder our generation keep emo-ing all the bgr things
but well..i am going against the flow!!=)
seriously i have no time for it
and everytime i do talk about it-about crushes and eyecandies
is probably so that i can engage with the other parties into conversations
who wont talk about it?haha
realise how hard to do people's work
making a fool of myself every now and then.
but if i can give a minute of my time
and it makes someone happier
why not?
after all my leaders had sacrificed their time for me =)
i realise we are never rich
cuz our greed never seem to satisfy us
but how much we are willingly to give
is the one that makes us rich =)
eighteen.sweet eighteen.=)
well..currently my grandma is screaming with my uncle in my house.
normal household tiffs i guess.
thank God that i am not affected =)
anyway,life nothing much but with mugging, church and tuition.
i kind of like this lifestyle. =)
anyway,have you ever wonder why you feel emo for no reason?
well..i learnt from yesterday GP tuition is that
we are what we feed our mind
it is largely due to listening too much of the pop radio
you subconsciously not knowing that you got influenced
all the songs on radio are either falling in love or out of love
it is a no wonder our generation keep emo-ing all the bgr things
but well..i am going against the flow!!=)
seriously i have no time for it
and everytime i do talk about it-about crushes and eyecandies
is probably so that i can engage with the other parties into conversations
who wont talk about it?haha
realise how hard to do people's work
making a fool of myself every now and then.
but if i can give a minute of my time
and it makes someone happier
why not?
after all my leaders had sacrificed their time for me =)
i realise we are never rich
cuz our greed never seem to satisfy us
but how much we are willingly to give
is the one that makes us rich =)
eighteen.sweet eighteen.=)
Saturday, June 09, 2007
goodness,
i am really really being wonderfully blessed by the Lord
that i am shocked
seriously, God's ways are higher than ours!
firstly,i broke down in front of mommy
its a good thing =)
and she finally understood
i thought as a Christian
i ought to be strong
thats why i do not tell others more of my problems after i cried
in another words, i am not supposed to be emo
yet i couldnt take it.
i thought about the whole process
then i realised maybe God engineered the whole process that way
so that i can solve the root problem
instead of burdening myself onto others
=)
i love mommy now.
i always feel guilty i am not spending enough time with granny.
but i realise granny more busy than me la!! haha
then secondly, i am wonderfully financially blessed.
i was thinking real hard how am i come out with the cash i pledge
but God gave me more than i pledged.
when i was really down to nothing
money then came in.
i always get blessed every now and then
but after i met God
the blessing increases by A LOT!
and i am always not ashamed to BOAST about you.
stop being "humble"/putting yourself down, jerlyn!
loves! =)
I am so proud of this shot!! haha
very action-packed littat w sands flying back.hah
alfred the thinker in action! =)
AHH!! i caught kimbel in action w his pervert acts!!haha..
thats gen on the wall by the way!
charlie and his blur blur looks! hees =)
auntie and me!!! lol
haha.
i promise more pics liao
so dun rush me anymore!! lol.
jerlyn is a super cheerful and happy girl.
it really breaks my heart to see blogs that are so emo =(
it reminded how i used to be
and who changes the most out of me =)
i do not deny life comes and deals with me pretty hard choices
for instance yesterday after work,
i was deciding between hanging out with my old friends
whom i guess i have not met once in this year
and church.
goodness,it was so hard to make the choice.
i actually made the choice to hang out with old pals anyway.
then, God dealt with me differently =)
thank God ahma was so understanding!
and i tell you
i never regret once i stepped into church. =)
the sermon was so relevant and powerful
i was thinking a lot recently
but yesterday was the day i made my life
straight again in front of Him
work was fantastic!
just that i am disgusted by the Singaporeans kiasu-ism
and mind you! they are professionals attending some conference thingy
i was saying," enjoy ur conference!"
and this lady replied, "i came here to eat only."
sure i know,this conference manufacturing thingy sure bores us a lot
BUT,i will have better things to do than attend it for the sake of free meals???
then another guy kept putting his name into luckydraw
i saw him thrice.
the same guy did not attend conference
but linger around drinking coffee
and immediately snatch some free cap
that the company were giving away.
speaking of the free caps,
they are given out
provided if you completed the feedback forms.
people actually got the guts
to come and ask for free cap
once they knew they need to do the forms
they anyhow fill it up
and exchange it for the cap.
and the cap aint nike or addias
just some plain not very gd quality cap
Singaporeans professionals
think twice.
oh wells..haha..need to mug.
anw really enjoyed myself with tty ahma and tracy
not forgetting michelle and her bf.
tata..thats all for today! haha =)
just that i am disgusted by the Singaporeans kiasu-ism
and mind you! they are professionals attending some conference thingy
i was saying," enjoy ur conference!"
and this lady replied, "i came here to eat only."
sure i know,this conference manufacturing thingy sure bores us a lot
BUT,i will have better things to do than attend it for the sake of free meals???
then another guy kept putting his name into luckydraw
i saw him thrice.
the same guy did not attend conference
but linger around drinking coffee
and immediately snatch some free cap
that the company were giving away.
speaking of the free caps,
they are given out
provided if you completed the feedback forms.
people actually got the guts
to come and ask for free cap
once they knew they need to do the forms
they anyhow fill it up
and exchange it for the cap.
and the cap aint nike or addias
just some plain not very gd quality cap
Singaporeans professionals
think twice.
oh wells..haha..need to mug.
anw really enjoyed myself with tty ahma and tracy
not forgetting michelle and her bf.
tata..thats all for today! haha =)
Thursday, June 07, 2007
lol..this pic daryl looks like he is kissing huiqi la!!!scandalous sia.*jerlyn loves scandals!!!*
grins =)
grins =)
GALLANT =) my beloved
gen,see yuen, cicilia,lirong, kimbel,alfred,
charlie,junwei,nigel,boyi
together with the three SIs =)daryl,me,huqi
more pics on the way people! watch out for it!! =)
oh goodies..cousin kianhai got a gf! haha.oops.shall not blog much abt it. i guess what hits me the most is that grandma goes OMG everyone is growing up!!haha..
yea, i kinda of know it but i am still a kid in many ways.=)
thank God for child-like faith?haha.
Galatians 4:9
But now after you have known God, or rather are known by God,how is it that you turn again to the weak and beggarly elements,to which you desire again to be in bondage?
Galatians 5:16
I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fufill the lust of its flesh.
Galatians 5:7
You ran well. Who hindered you from obeying the truth?
well.home situation is not good.
but, bring it on Devil! =)
if it makes me closer to God,why not? =)
While i was mugging with Jon one day, we talked about God and suddenly i realise it does not mean you do a lot FOR Him means well done.
It means nothing if it doesn't come from your heart.
and most importantly, it still about Him and in Him not for Him.=)
i suddenly miss my brother junhao a lot.haha.randomness.hopefully, i can see him tmr =).
i suddenly just thought of a crazy thing to do:
set up a criterion for my future bf-to-be =) whee~
but the prob is i do not know what to set except he must be on-fire for God!
haha..can someone else gives me more suggestionS?
anyone wants to go watch RED RAIN with me????? =)
and i should learn how to smile more naturally MORE! lol
yea, i kinda of know it but i am still a kid in many ways.=)
thank God for child-like faith?haha.
Galatians 4:9
But now after you have known God, or rather are known by God,how is it that you turn again to the weak and beggarly elements,to which you desire again to be in bondage?
Galatians 5:16
I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fufill the lust of its flesh.
Galatians 5:7
You ran well. Who hindered you from obeying the truth?
well.home situation is not good.
but, bring it on Devil! =)
if it makes me closer to God,why not? =)
While i was mugging with Jon one day, we talked about God and suddenly i realise it does not mean you do a lot FOR Him means well done.
It means nothing if it doesn't come from your heart.
and most importantly, it still about Him and in Him not for Him.=)
i suddenly miss my brother junhao a lot.haha.randomness.hopefully, i can see him tmr =).
i suddenly just thought of a crazy thing to do:
set up a criterion for my future bf-to-be =) whee~
but the prob is i do not know what to set except he must be on-fire for God!
haha..can someone else gives me more suggestionS?
anyone wants to go watch RED RAIN with me????? =)
and i should learn how to smile more naturally MORE! lol
Monday, June 04, 2007
well..i wanted to post a pic of BIG and going to say how much I miss BIG.before i am allowed to be emo, there came my new chief usher voice: PEISHAN! =)
goodness, i am super excited for the change(to think that i hate changes a lot.haha)
Peishan's voice just got me on fire for ushering again! =)
and you know some people just have the God factor in them when they talk.
and Peishan is one of them.
A short conference just now makes me feel so on-fire and sweet-just like God's presence.
=) who say youths cannot glow in God?
Amen. =)
labels: I CANNOT WAIT TO USHER IN MY NEW TEAM!=)
goodness, i am super excited for the change(to think that i hate changes a lot.haha)
Peishan's voice just got me on fire for ushering again! =)
and you know some people just have the God factor in them when they talk.
and Peishan is one of them.
A short conference just now makes me feel so on-fire and sweet-just like God's presence.
=) who say youths cannot glow in God?
Amen. =)
labels: I CANNOT WAIT TO USHER IN MY NEW TEAM!=)
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Thank God for miracles in my life! =)
Just want to say lots of thanks for those who prayed really hard for me to be able to come down today.
I went to church and i realised how much I miss the presence. We move into our new building today and it reminded how excited I was to enter before DE camp.
The future is going to be amazing! =)
And i just realised it only ONE week that I am away,yet so much has changed in church and most importantly,I miss my people.
I do not know what's wrong with me recently,i just want to be alone,not that I am emo-ing or what i just find it tiring to talk to people.maybe it is just that i am pms-ing,which usually for my case occurs during the period.lol.shall not further elaborate.haha.
anw, yet at the same time i dun want to hang out with people,I wanted the presence and company of someone i know and comfortable with my silence.
there it pops out a darling call TRACY! =)
we are so rubbish on the bus, thinking we lost our way.make all sort of randomness.
(just a note for tracy darling:when we were waiting for the lift,i wished so much that i can hang out a little longer with you when i first thot we were not taking same transport!)
this is how much i treasure and miss church presence.
i know i can be who i truly am with them. =)
i am starting to get jealous instead of inspired.
this is all so wrong.
God says it is time to move on.
I so agree. =)
labels: arms high and heart abandoned/in awe of the One who gave it all
Just want to say lots of thanks for those who prayed really hard for me to be able to come down today.
I went to church and i realised how much I miss the presence. We move into our new building today and it reminded how excited I was to enter before DE camp.
The future is going to be amazing! =)
And i just realised it only ONE week that I am away,yet so much has changed in church and most importantly,I miss my people.
I do not know what's wrong with me recently,i just want to be alone,not that I am emo-ing or what i just find it tiring to talk to people.maybe it is just that i am pms-ing,which usually for my case occurs during the period.lol.shall not further elaborate.haha.
anw, yet at the same time i dun want to hang out with people,I wanted the presence and company of someone i know and comfortable with my silence.
there it pops out a darling call TRACY! =)
we are so rubbish on the bus, thinking we lost our way.make all sort of randomness.
(just a note for tracy darling:when we were waiting for the lift,i wished so much that i can hang out a little longer with you when i first thot we were not taking same transport!)
this is how much i treasure and miss church presence.
i know i can be who i truly am with them. =)
i am starting to get jealous instead of inspired.
this is all so wrong.
God says it is time to move on.
I so agree. =)
labels: arms high and heart abandoned/in awe of the One who gave it all
Friday, June 01, 2007
I felt real bad for saying this that i do not feel any attachment to DE'07. Maybe this is the very reason i dragged blogging about the camp.Nonetheless, this camp really taught me a lot,brought a sweet memories in my heart that I felt it deserved a proper entry to it and thus there is a need for me to blog fast before I forget all about it.
But, before that, I would like to clarify my stance. I really love GALLANT a lot and all my fellow instructors =). I really enjoy every seconds of your company that even today after maths lecture:you all are the first people i looked for to hang out with. Speaking of the reason why the lack of attachment for DE'07, i guess my heart already belongs to somewhere else: hoGc =)!
True that this camp is not just about fun but i can really see the whole team bonding and me being a part of this great team makes me so proud,but i guess it is only 6 days. After the 6 days, each of us have to continue our lives and probably we will keep in touch just like how i still keep in touch with my fellow campers from DE'06. However, the camaraderie forged over the 6 days will never ever be strong as it was present during the 6 days.
Maybe, it is this reason, i never felt so attached to the whole of DE'07 as i knew it was all along a temporal camp.but guys, I just want to clarify, there is a difference between a sense of belonging and love. Not having attached doesnt mean i will lose contacts and stop loving the whole of DE'07,yea? I am sorry that i cannot give my heart to both for only one can serve one master,not two for that is counted as disloyalty to the other. The same goes for my heart and I am sure others too feel the same way especially those who are very involved in their CCAs or have been through OCIP etc.
Nevertheless, i think everyone deserves my this:
pictures up soon i promise,not that i need a sense of urgency but my com needs some.haha. =)
But, before that, I would like to clarify my stance. I really love GALLANT a lot and all my fellow instructors =). I really enjoy every seconds of your company that even today after maths lecture:you all are the first people i looked for to hang out with. Speaking of the reason why the lack of attachment for DE'07, i guess my heart already belongs to somewhere else: hoGc =)!
True that this camp is not just about fun but i can really see the whole team bonding and me being a part of this great team makes me so proud,but i guess it is only 6 days. After the 6 days, each of us have to continue our lives and probably we will keep in touch just like how i still keep in touch with my fellow campers from DE'06. However, the camaraderie forged over the 6 days will never ever be strong as it was present during the 6 days.
Maybe, it is this reason, i never felt so attached to the whole of DE'07 as i knew it was all along a temporal camp.but guys, I just want to clarify, there is a difference between a sense of belonging and love. Not having attached doesnt mean i will lose contacts and stop loving the whole of DE'07,yea? I am sorry that i cannot give my heart to both for only one can serve one master,not two for that is counted as disloyalty to the other. The same goes for my heart and I am sure others too feel the same way especially those who are very involved in their CCAs or have been through OCIP etc.
Nevertheless, i think everyone deserves my this:
I LOVE DE'07~!! =)
thank you guys! =)This DE'07 would not have been enriching for these people:
Daryl Lin: haha..the zai one and my GIRLFRENZ! =). haha.
HuiQi: the mother hen.LOL
EVAdne: I GOT LOST IN LAND EX!!haha..
Aiyi:Love ya AUNTIE! i really miss those extra package you will have with you. =)
kelly: for always waiting to bathe with me
yuding: WHERE IS MY TREAT?haha
jiada:WHERE IS MY TREAT? lol...
christine: I am so impressed by the way you talk! =)
Melvin: for all his idiotic jokes
Cheryn: for taking care our welfare =)
Darrel Ang: for the COFFEE! haha..
yiting: for helping out a lot during SL
Yong Yuan: for all his sick jokes
kendrik:for taking such NICE pic.
QinZheng:for your very funny briefing during land ex.haha.
KaiYee: for making us laugh so much by your animated actions
Eric: i din noe u are so crappy.haha
sorry i did not mention to josiah,xuefen,simon,lijie,yeekeong,jasline,allena,charmine,mingxuan,shihao,euchoon.rachel,jewel.
but without any of you, de07wont be a success! =) n if time permits,i'll cont this list in another entry one day.
ALSO, to my darlings in GALLANT. you all are really gallant to continue walking! =).hope this symbolises you neverending walk during tough times!! =)
as i was going tuition today,saw some of my churchmates then i realise i miss them a lot. just then cherie,dexter,lynette(all my church leaders) came flooding my hp with concerns.
Daryl Lin: haha..the zai one and my GIRLFRENZ! =). haha.
HuiQi: the mother hen.LOL
EVAdne: I GOT LOST IN LAND EX!!haha..
Aiyi:Love ya AUNTIE! i really miss those extra package you will have with you. =)
kelly: for always waiting to bathe with me
yuding: WHERE IS MY TREAT?haha
jiada:WHERE IS MY TREAT? lol...
christine: I am so impressed by the way you talk! =)
Melvin: for all his idiotic jokes
Cheryn: for taking care our welfare =)
Darrel Ang: for the COFFEE! haha..
yiting: for helping out a lot during SL
Yong Yuan: for all his sick jokes
kendrik:for taking such NICE pic.
QinZheng:for your very funny briefing during land ex.haha.
KaiYee: for making us laugh so much by your animated actions
Eric: i din noe u are so crappy.haha
sorry i did not mention to josiah,xuefen,simon,lijie,yeekeong,jasline,allena,charmine,mingxuan,shihao,euchoon.rachel,jewel.
but without any of you, de07wont be a success! =) n if time permits,i'll cont this list in another entry one day.
ALSO, to my darlings in GALLANT. you all are really gallant to continue walking! =).hope this symbolises you neverending walk during tough times!! =)
as i was going tuition today,saw some of my churchmates then i realise i miss them a lot. just then cherie,dexter,lynette(all my church leaders) came flooding my hp with concerns.
pictures up soon i promise,not that i need a sense of urgency but my com needs some.haha. =)