always.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Last paper today! (:

Honestly, I will miss school because I miss all the chionging periods with my friends.

Sometimes, friends makes the world a better place.

On the other side of the balance, there is still my CG filled with people like Clarrie and Walter Ng. I love hanging out with them too. Cuz you will know what breakthrough means and that they are not small-minded people.

I realise subconsciously I have grown so much.

I used to be very affected by people's small comment and took it to heart seriously.

But now, I am not bothered and told myself I cannot be so small-minded anymore.

I love this feeling! (:

Pastor preached about loving subjectively and loving objectively during Men Conf.

(And a real man was sharing with me the sermon and not that I disguise myself alright! :p)

Sometimes, when we love people we have to have subjectively, loving the person, do all the sweetest and craziest thing for the person, treating the person w respect.

Yet, at the same time, we must love people objectively because you cannot also love the flaws of the people and want to replicate them too.

Because at the end of the day,

we are all humans if we do not love objectively,

we will be solely disappointed.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

thank You God for the passion, for the idealism of Pastors.

People can mock at us, people may leave us.

But the idealism always stays.

I feel that sometimes not doing something in life doesnt mean you are not growing. (:

I feel stretched.

I am ready for breakthrough.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Once we have faith, it will be tested. Unproven faith is no faith at all. We need no faith for what we can see and what we can do. We need faith for what we cannot see; we need faith for what we cannot do. Doubt is part of the process of faith. When we encounter doubts, we have reached the boundaries of our faith. We lay hold of the promises of God, and faith grows.

Friday, November 13, 2009

My God knows me through and through

even though I may not understand Him through and through.

The momentum that was going on has been good,

but so as the spiritual momentum must be able to not just catch up but also be ahead of the momentum.

I am irritated that I broke the momentum on Friday 13. -.-

I hate the feeling of desperately hoping the best.

I love the feeling of having faith and knowing I have conquered it.

Let it so be what it is supposed to be.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Got this from Kendra's phone. Love this pic. (:

Zone F worshipped in main audi ytd during leader's meeting.

It was a sweet and pure worship.

When I look at them, I think youths/adults are damn childish.

We are too consumed with our problems and small-mindedness all the time

that we have forgotten the sweetness and pureness of life.

Child-like faith vs childishness.

Sometimes we just got to understand that we do not have to go through pain and suffering just to know what love is,what life is.

You don't understand? Then, you are already complicated.

Life is simple and that is what makes it sweet and pure.

Complicated people will never be understand this principle in life.