always.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

i am tired.
BUT I STILL LOVE MY LIFE!
i am busy.
BUT I STILL LOVE MY LIFE!
i am stressed up.
BUT I STILL LOVE MY LIFE!

faith.attack.conquer.

that's what pastor preach about today! =)

it all about fighting!haha!

Friday, March 28, 2008

Hellos world! =)

it going to be 2am soon!hohoho!
i think i get used to sleeping little already.
still remember how i often get crashed after i came home from work.
at least now i can stay up to 2am and woke up feeling haaaaaaaaaaaappppy for work the next day! =)
haha.
and therefore i must really thank this guy who inspired me a lot!
haha

and yup.his name is joseph and i forgot to take pic of him.
and he worked with me for about a month.
and he often sleeps late
wakes up early for his people
and he still so efficient in his work
and every1 in the department loves him because of his efficiency.

and i am just simply amazed!
haha.because it is so easy to be tired
so easy to use tiredness as an excuse to not to do things
so easy to use tiredness as an excuse for being bad-tempered.
it is just so tempting.
but he never let tiredness as an excuse!
not even when he is sick!

and now i know how cherie can do it.
truly the joy of the Lord is their strength.
tiredness has become part of their lives.
but i know they wont stop running.
i felt so inspired to keep running this race
because i want to see these people at the end of finishing line! =)

so do join us in this race!=)

Sunday, March 23, 2008

life pretty amazing ar?HAHA.
i was so high and i've got loads to say.but i forget.
-.-

today had a pretty interesting day in usher.
especially during the water baptism.=)

i realise i never have to feel small.
where ppl out there wondering how they can make a difference in the society.
but i already am!

i love hanging out with leaders,esp cherie! =)
what she said last night really impacted me
"if i ever have choose not to serve God and stayed in hoGc,i will regret my life aywa."
okies manybe not the exact words.
but it is sth like that
i was so amazed.
i want to be like cherie! to say these words one day.
haha.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Hellos world!

i am a happy happy girl for now!
I cannot believe when i received the news,i felt much happier than the results i got for A's.

and i think missing class dinner is definitely worth more than what is going to happen.
and i just remembered i never ever want to go back the lifestyle that i was leading.
true,i may have more time for myself but so what?

i was not using the time wisely.
i did not appreciate grandma as i am of now.

and true, my life will not hv to go thru' painful and tedious process of impacting someone's life.
but as i saw felise's face lit up today and i thought to myself
it's definitely worth it.

i am impacting other people's lives today.
are you? =)

Thursday, March 13, 2008

okies...Mommy can be the most irritating people on earth.HAHA.

Mommy wants me to go smu.
Mommy wants me to be pretty.
Mommy wants me to be pretty so that i can have a string of suitors.
Mommy wants to do well in smu.
Mommy wants me to marry a rich and handsome man.
Mommy wants me to be successful in career.
Mommy wants me to go church once a week.

But that is all Mommy wants,not what I want.
(but I know she meant well.)

I know I am different.I can't explain.I just know I am.
I am NEVER meant to have a good life because I just do not want to be weak.

Pretty annoyed with a guy colleague right now.
He said girls different because they do not really need a father's figure in their lives.
(because the guy from a broken family too)
He said girls only need a guy who can take care of them well for the rest of their lives.

However, the argument is flawed because how can we ever justify that girls do not need love from their dads?
The argument is flawed because how can you ever say we do not need love?
And honestly, I have seen so many guys and I really think I can take care of myself better than any guy taking care of me.
(Perhaps you may disagree because all you see is a bimbo side of me)

so basically, you have just pushed me to jerlyn 2.0 blueprint.

and can i announce i really love tracy?
hahaha.when i need her she will push me.
when she needs me,i will push her.
so fun with all the pushing!HAHHAHA.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Somehow i just realise,it no longer my dream,no longer what Cherie wants for me,but it God's destiny that i ought to follow through.

no longer i but Christ who lives in me.

alrighties i hv weird revelation and here it goes:

i realise if you love a guy more than God,it probably infactuation

if you love God more than a guy,then u call it real love
(actually i was tempted to write it is normal and therefore there is a no need for a husband-i mean think abt it we should love God more than anything else in this world RIGHT?who dare not say amen to this...haha)

anw,it just struck me why there are increasing divorce rates worldwide,why people are finding it difficult to differntiate between real love and infactuation.
it just simply they do not know where's the benchmark.
but i know.=)