I want to tell you. I really want to tell you. I wish to put an end of all these crying. But I decided to shut them all up, refuse to tell anyone anymore. I hate all those painful experiences cuz I nv seem to recover from it.
Y must u always think u r perfect? Y each time I did sth bad u hv to link me back to papa? Do you noe that u hurt me so much?
I dun wan to be emotionally dependent cuz I hate it. I really hate it. N after a while. You will hate me too.
But wad can I do besides just crying every night b4 I slp.
I really dunoe what I’m crying why I’m crying. I just feel so horrible. Damn horrible.