always.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I am in awe of my pastors and leaders.

I really do.

You should see how hard they work. (:

Love living. Live loving.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Idealism.

I am so thankful.

For once when I am looking at my friend's photos on facebook,

I am no longer envious.

For once I stood back and look,

I am no longer jealous.

Because I know while it is fun

to have boyfriend, to hang out, to club, to go dinner and dance,

to be active in hall, to be in planning committee for camp, to go on holiday,

to be in a cool sports cca, to do well in school

But none of it will satisfy my heart

because I have done it all and seen it all.

In fact, I am excited about building up something to create the future.

All the photos I realise they are meant to create memories

but I am no longer interested to be a momento.

I want to be part of a movement.

An idealistic movement.

It thrills me that I am shaking, moving the world.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

J.R.R Tolkien and C.S Lewis

One is a Catholic and the other backslided during his youth and became a protestant when he became 30.

One only became a protestant because one hang out often Tolkien who has strong religious influence since young.

One inspired the other to write The Chronicles of Narnia and the other inspired the other one to write Lord of the Rings.

Both became the greatest literary texts after 40 years.

More than the literary world, the books went on to penetrate the culture industry,into our movies.

It blows me away. Even their life stories blow me away.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Again, Sun has proven the world,

Dreams can come to past if you are willing to work hard

and you know what is the dream you are running for.

I love the message she sent out

Pursue your dreams, make mistakes along the way, have fun!

Too many times in the name of hating mediocrity,

we began to hate ourselves as we dream.

There are so many things which I really wish to undo.

But the fact that I cannot change time, change the past.

I love the message because it is not just some loose Hollywood message: just have fun and let's rebel the world.

There is a twist to it and it is called Dreams.

I want to dream even more carefully for the next 10 years of my life.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

From the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

Love this part of lyrics.

This my cry o Lord.

((:

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Can't help to say this

but I truly love God and love church!

This is truly a place where love and dreams exist.

Everyone just help out for one another.

Everyone just cover up for one another.

I know it is not glory nor manipulation.

It is just enjoyable to usher today. (:

It is pretty strange how I ended up in hoGC.

A pretty couple of broken links with people

people who strangely I was not close to

and even the person who bought the person are not top-notch close

and strangely fate intertwined and

led me to heart of God church.

Honestly, what would my life be

if I never come church?

Dreams do really come to past.

I used to dream that

1) my family stop all their petty quarrels that affected me emotionally and that I have a loving complete family who understands me

2) I become a team leader

3) not many people knows but I used to dream to become a section leader.

Now, I am living in my dream that I used to dream.

It is so so so surreal.

Now, I dream even more.

1) To lead 50 people with Cherie before age 21

2) That my grandma will know the love of God by next year hungry ghost fest

3) To attend bible school after graduation from nus

4) To give $10 000 for building fund by the age of 30

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Honestly, I really cannot wait to attend bible school.

There is so much of God that I want to know. (:

CCherie: grab somemore faith(: put off the old-jeremiah that's in you. Run after the anointing of God, not the works of God first. Put on a new man that discovers more possibilities, a bigger future, a better one.

Keep talking to God, and whilst you're listening to Him, drop every other thought and concern, doubt or debate, then you can hear sharply lur..

what's stopping you?

I figure out by blogging I will remember it. HAHA!

I am so scared I forget it.

Cliche yea perhaps but there is substance in cliche things.

It is whether you find them or not.

To be honest, at the end of the day God cannot stop you.

The decision lies in you.

We are all very confused people on Earth.