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Saturday, October 07, 2006

I am feeling troubled and I do not know why. Is it my depression creeping itself back?
But when I think of You, this feeling started to fade into oblivion.

Today was a great day with Amanda voon. Can you imagine? Two girls gossiping about their two different schools from 12-4pm non-stop. From church to boys to school.
Everything under the sun. haha. I am so glad to meet her up and chat with her.

The nicest thing of all is that I get to see my eye candy. I have not seen him for ages. I was surprised he turned up as there was some event in his school, so I thought he would not come. Oh well..he delights me. haha.

I am feeling better after chatting with tty and gongx today. They make me happy without them realizing. But I think I push tty a bit too hard to go church. Sigh. I am sorry. Did not mean that way. Really want you here.

I sinned a lot today. Super. I felt so horrible. BUT, nothing will take You away from me, Lord! Maybe that is the reason I felt so troubled. As I reached home, one of the very thing I did was read Your word. I do not know why this really special and unique feeling-I felt that you already planned this moment for me a long time ago. I just could feel You looking down and see me read Your words. Pretty amazing, yea?
So I am thinking even in such moment You have already planned for me, what about those watershed in my life?