always.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

i'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
heart of God people make me smile even when they're not talking

i'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
thats the magic in you people

haha..was WOWed by what gurvin wrote! =)
i was doing QT a few days ago
that very day i chatted with huiying
there's a lot of things i cant explain to huiying in proper
but i guess the sis-in-christ does know my heart
things i've been struggling that no one knows
and i really meant NO ONE
besides Him, of cos.
things i can't expressed and do not dare to express
therefore, i always thank God
for her to be around.

anw, back to the story.
was doing QT.haha
and this was what i wrote:

James 1:6-8
But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.
For let not that man suppose he will receive anything from the Lord;
he is a doubled-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

I was doing my QT and God reminded me of my BIG dreams. =)
I always wonder how to I get from my dreams to where the reality really sets in.
All I can say I am already in the process of it.
And this is utterly amazing how God brought me through it.
Although my dreams have not entirely be fulfilled, I am acting as one now
Cuz I am one now-spiritual leader for the Lord.
This race I am running is with loads of people,
But the relay that is ahead of me is by me and no one else.
I am a leader not cuz of political-willed
But a true one standing up for Him.
There is no doubt of seeds in me any longer. =)

i always doubted my ability to rise up.
i am commitments-phobic

but i see people like gurvin and agnes
rising to a whole new different level of spirituality
as i was chatting with them just now.
i thought of all my prayers
they did not go in vain
God honour them all.

it feels really great joy
it is like u having two sheep
and you see them growing well
and yea if you two ever reading this entry
you 2 are really growing very well
despite the tough circumstances
all i can see is ur undying fight agst the Devil
they are amazingly tough people yea!! =)

they are not officially by name my sheep or what
but what God says
i think it really all come true! =)
i may not be a leader in name
but i am already a leader for Him.
and i thot how amazing!

and b4 the end of conversation,gurvin wrote this:
I'm going to fight for You and no one's gonna' stop me. (not even my mum) says:
you inspire me
and you know what?
you all inspire me
to keep giving my best to God
inspire me to do what i am doing.

to simply put it
i love people's work
not cuz i see as a duty as i always do
but cuz i see lives changed.

=)!