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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

heres a quick update b4 i need to rush off for tuition again!! =)

celebrated tty bday! shall blog more next time with pics
but most importantly, i spent almost 80 sms in a day!!
LOL.
i guess it really worth it
just we left tty expressed an earnest thanks you
and i thought that was really sweet
and all the efforts were well-spent
and most importantly
i miss all my WEIRD frenz.
crazy girls.hees.

and wow..was reading jiayi's blog.
emo-ism.
i've really changed a lot since from the past yea?
haha.
anw, the same special person told me
"Lets be will-driven and not emotions-driven."
It has engraved into my life! =)
i don know how to say
but i am really thankful
this really special person can just do not care about me
i mean she is not even related to me
why would she bother??
but she care and she sarcrifices to care for me =)

i guess what really keep us going
is seeing people's lives change for the better
despite all the crisis
the near-death situations of leaving church
and nothing hurts the most
seeing someone you are close to
leaving church and Him.
(and i do not denied i cried for 5 mins
tks to jon pang..haha.)
but you got to move on
you really got to move on
cuz there are many lives out there
waiting to be touched. =)

living 18 years of my life.
i nv really tasted real life until this year.
moreover, i know my purpose is unchanging. =)
if your purpose changes
for instance from getting good grades
to doing well in career
perhaps it is not your purpose
if it can change so easily
and so easily moulded and defined by the society.

i guess i nv emo as i used to be
cuz i found my unchanging purpose
and that is where i found life too. =)
bgr/trying to find a sense of belong/
trying to fit in/wondering why am i on earth for
yada yada
crap la all of them.hees
AGAINST THE FLOW!=)