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Friday, June 29, 2007

well well well.wad can i say?
while most of the teenagers are emo-ing abt bgr,
not being perfect,not doing well in studies etc etc,
here i am
not only having school to worry
but also having a broken family to take care of
a mom that keep saying what if i die before
she sees me thru U
(yesh it is true she is not feeling well
but medical checkup proves she is perfectly okies)
and a grandma who is half-dead
but act zai.
with everyone in the extended family
flocking to my grandma and mom
taking care of them
expecting more of me
and ignoring that i too have feelings

what can i say?
i think mom having her own psychological problems.
and the presence of devil is so strong.
but i know i can rely on my BIG God! =)
thru out the whole episode
i know i can stick and be faithful to Him
with no doubts.
knowing that i have a whole spiritual family
behind me all the way.

i used to think i cannot make it
but now i know i can.