goodness,
i am really really being wonderfully blessed by the Lord
that i am shocked
seriously, God's ways are higher than ours!

firstly,i broke down in front of mommy
its a good thing =)
and she finally understood
i thought as a Christian
i ought to be strong
thats why i do not tell others more of my problems after i cried
in another words, i am not supposed to be emo
yet i couldnt take it.

i thought about the whole process
then i realised maybe God engineered the whole process that way
so that i can solve the root problem
instead of burdening myself onto others
=)
i love mommy now.
i always feel guilty i am not spending enough time with granny.
but i realise granny more busy than me la!! haha

then secondly, i am wonderfully financially blessed.
i was thinking real hard how am i come out with the cash i pledge
but God gave me more than i pledged.
when i was really down to nothing
money then came in.
i always get blessed every now and then
but after i met God
the blessing increases by A LOT!

and i am always not ashamed to BOAST about you.
stop being "humble"/putting yourself down, jerlyn!
loves! =)