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Saturday, April 28, 2007
WoW! haha...my life is pretty fufilled and exciting here! =)
i woke up at 7.45am today and who can say a big uh oh to that?i am supposed to be at amk mrt station at 8am for DE. but well, in the end i went ahead to where God wanted me to head instead-that is the church of cos for usher meeting at 8.30am.
well, then i learnt plenty things on ushering.quite cool! =)
then, i had cg-progessive commitment pt 3.i absolutely miss my cg a lot man!!the games, the screaming,the worship.I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TODAY'S WORSHIP! =).oh yea man!
then i went for sve.today was indeed a breakthru!at the rate we are praying! i love it man!
seriously, i was just reflecting on my life.
without church, i am just another normal kid.
without You, i am torn inside.
love Ya! =)
i wan to be an EXTRAORDINARY kid with EXTRAORDINARY faith and all it takes is EXTRAORDINARY acts! impress by pstor how!! =)
anw, i think i am good at prophesing! Dawei really got into children church ministry! woah~!haha
and i dragged my feet back home at the end of the day.
i woke up at 7.45am today and who can say a big uh oh to that?i am supposed to be at amk mrt station at 8am for DE. but well, in the end i went ahead to where God wanted me to head instead-that is the church of cos for usher meeting at 8.30am.
well, then i learnt plenty things on ushering.quite cool! =)
then, i had cg-progessive commitment pt 3.i absolutely miss my cg a lot man!!the games, the screaming,the worship.I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TODAY'S WORSHIP! =).oh yea man!
then i went for sve.today was indeed a breakthru!at the rate we are praying! i love it man!
seriously, i was just reflecting on my life.
without church, i am just another normal kid.
without You, i am torn inside.
love Ya! =)
i wan to be an EXTRAORDINARY kid with EXTRAORDINARY faith and all it takes is EXTRAORDINARY acts! impress by pstor how!! =)
anw, i think i am good at prophesing! Dawei really got into children church ministry! woah~!haha
and i dragged my feet back home at the end of the day.
Friday, April 27, 2007
yea,i am frustrated.
yea,i am losing my cool.
but you know what i am alright! cuz
Romans5:3-5
And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations,knowing that tribulations produces perserverance,character;and character,hope.Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
i love my God! Ask me why today? =)
anw,i know i am useless in academic,in sports,in looks, in everything i ever possibly knew that i will never be the best.but you know what?i will live my best for Him!
that's what a true christian is all about! =)
btw,i do not deny i am irritated with certain people in my class.but you know what friends can walk in and out of your life but not your best friend Lord Jesus Christ! i like what fifi preach about this!love cg's msg! =)
n i know i've great friends in church too.who has time to be insecure!? =)
Sometimes, God put pressure into some relationship because He wants you to give them up and pursue your destiny.If let say i am very close with my class or cca or outside friend,will i stick closer to God and my church mates.obviously not cuz my time is limited but i know my time is devoted to church.and Devil you can never let me not go church! and i will never let you win this battle!!! =) loves loves!
yea,i am losing my cool.
but you know what i am alright! cuz
Romans5:3-5
And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations,knowing that tribulations produces perserverance,character;and character,hope.Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
i love my God! Ask me why today? =)
anw,i know i am useless in academic,in sports,in looks, in everything i ever possibly knew that i will never be the best.but you know what?i will live my best for Him!
that's what a true christian is all about! =)
btw,i do not deny i am irritated with certain people in my class.but you know what friends can walk in and out of your life but not your best friend Lord Jesus Christ! i like what fifi preach about this!love cg's msg! =)
n i know i've great friends in church too.who has time to be insecure!? =)
Sometimes, God put pressure into some relationship because He wants you to give them up and pursue your destiny.If let say i am very close with my class or cca or outside friend,will i stick closer to God and my church mates.obviously not cuz my time is limited but i know my time is devoted to church.and Devil you can never let me not go church! and i will never let you win this battle!!! =) loves loves!
Thursday, April 26, 2007
I AM SUPER FED UP!!
6months just because it is 6 months to A's,
you think you can ever stop me from going church.
I am super fed up.
you think academic excellance is everything.
is my topping in my class not enough for you
i do not see the point of mugging,really.
cuz i do not need all this rubbish.
all i need is the damn certificate.
and if i do not do well for my A's
you are going to blame church forever and ever is it?
i am going crazy with all the mugging,
cant you see?
i am working hard
but my working hard is never enough for you.
i really feel like giving up fighting PO.
i really do.
but i do not see the point.
cuz that is the reason i studied.
if you threaten once more,
i can threaten not to take A's at all.
thanks so much for all the pain.
i am already placing my studies above God.
what else can i do?
what else do you want me to do?
to lose my salvation will make you happy is it?
n u think i can do well in my studies without Him.
you are so wrong,mom.
you are so wrong.
i am very frustrated.
i am telling you all the tuition is killing me
but you think it is church.
all i am fighting for is
just going for service every sun.
i am not asking for more.
yet,you must stop me!
why?why?why?
6months just because it is 6 months to A's,
you think you can ever stop me from going church.
I am super fed up.
you think academic excellance is everything.
is my topping in my class not enough for you
i do not see the point of mugging,really.
cuz i do not need all this rubbish.
all i need is the damn certificate.
and if i do not do well for my A's
you are going to blame church forever and ever is it?
i am going crazy with all the mugging,
cant you see?
i am working hard
but my working hard is never enough for you.
i really feel like giving up fighting PO.
i really do.
but i do not see the point.
cuz that is the reason i studied.
if you threaten once more,
i can threaten not to take A's at all.
thanks so much for all the pain.
i am already placing my studies above God.
what else can i do?
what else do you want me to do?
to lose my salvation will make you happy is it?
n u think i can do well in my studies without Him.
you are so wrong,mom.
you are so wrong.
i am very frustrated.
i am telling you all the tuition is killing me
but you think it is church.
all i am fighting for is
just going for service every sun.
i am not asking for more.
yet,you must stop me!
why?why?why?
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
mundane school life.a lot of routines.stress.everyone is demanding too much of me.life just sucks.
if there were any words to summarise what i read from most of the youths' blogs,that would be it!haha..seriously.but if you think this is going to be like another all those youths' blog entries, think again!cause you are so going to be proven wrong!=)
life's has been really really GREAT to me! =)
so you think this girl is soooooo lucky to have such a great life and that why God is so unfair to the rest?
well..let me tell you, i do have my fair share of commitments that i am stressed over,grades that never goes beyond a C,getting insecure for stupid reasons like he/she doesnt wait for me, but you know what none of them, yup NONE of them overtake God who is greatest than them all! =)!
anw,yesterday i went for cg and it was like so POWERFUL!=).i am so glad that there are actually some d5 people who went namely valerie and ranford!fifi talks about progressive commitments to God and what i carried away from ytd cg was that you have to let go of something each time you hold on to God even tighter.and this is so so true!each time i let go of worldly desires from hockey,pre-u sem,sgc,finances or simply my fear of talking to people etc etc,i really feel my spiritual and physical life went up to another level.
Sacrifices are painful.no doubt.but upon reflection, i live a life better and greater than any of my peers now! =)!
seriously, the reason why youths are so stress and worked up is simply because, they are not doing things they truly like and truly for a cause that is worthy above all things and for a passion that seems undying.everyone is just doing for the sake of cca,of positions,of SGC of something that the society deemed good and looks good?are we just another by-products of the society,chasing after things that sometimes seem so meaninglessness to us especially all these fame that you achieve so and so is short-lived and that you feel that you never really ever live the life,maybe just a simple one that you truly desire the way you want it to be.
my life was also once enslaved by this world but i am so glad that i have been set free!=)
now i am happy in doing the things i do,no doubt there are obstacles just like other commitments but there is something special and different going in here and that is none like God!i have really being exceptionally blessed by the Lord! =)!
and one last thing i caught on from ytd's cg was that even i am already one year old christian:is that fire for God still burning bright?and for those who are very very very old christians,maybe this qns can set you into thinking.haha..
anw,back to ytd, i really had GREAT dinner with the rest of d5 and zhixiang and dom!!!haha.WOW!i never had dinner with dom before and dom and zhixiang was so funny with r.u.gay and i.m.gay.haha in case you are all wondering that is how the army name will be positioned on your uniform your initials then ur surname.LOL!and there is dom forcing ranford to mug after 12am!haha.
all i can say is really a big WOW,with church like mine, with churchmates like mine, with great leaders like mine,how can my life be like just like another youth whining his/her lives out?=)
oh btw, PS was really fun today! i had so much laughter just observing xina and jionchun!wahahaha.and oh sijie just like to add a few spices here and there.ahhaha.n i had great chat back home with huiying!=)
labels:no regrets! =)
if there were any words to summarise what i read from most of the youths' blogs,that would be it!haha..seriously.but if you think this is going to be like another all those youths' blog entries, think again!cause you are so going to be proven wrong!=)
life's has been really really GREAT to me! =)
so you think this girl is soooooo lucky to have such a great life and that why God is so unfair to the rest?
well..let me tell you, i do have my fair share of commitments that i am stressed over,grades that never goes beyond a C,getting insecure for stupid reasons like he/she doesnt wait for me, but you know what none of them, yup NONE of them overtake God who is greatest than them all! =)!
anw,yesterday i went for cg and it was like so POWERFUL!=).i am so glad that there are actually some d5 people who went namely valerie and ranford!fifi talks about progressive commitments to God and what i carried away from ytd cg was that you have to let go of something each time you hold on to God even tighter.and this is so so true!each time i let go of worldly desires from hockey,pre-u sem,sgc,finances or simply my fear of talking to people etc etc,i really feel my spiritual and physical life went up to another level.
Sacrifices are painful.no doubt.but upon reflection, i live a life better and greater than any of my peers now! =)!
seriously, the reason why youths are so stress and worked up is simply because, they are not doing things they truly like and truly for a cause that is worthy above all things and for a passion that seems undying.everyone is just doing for the sake of cca,of positions,of SGC of something that the society deemed good and looks good?are we just another by-products of the society,chasing after things that sometimes seem so meaninglessness to us especially all these fame that you achieve so and so is short-lived and that you feel that you never really ever live the life,maybe just a simple one that you truly desire the way you want it to be.
my life was also once enslaved by this world but i am so glad that i have been set free!=)
now i am happy in doing the things i do,no doubt there are obstacles just like other commitments but there is something special and different going in here and that is none like God!i have really being exceptionally blessed by the Lord! =)!
and one last thing i caught on from ytd's cg was that even i am already one year old christian:is that fire for God still burning bright?and for those who are very very very old christians,maybe this qns can set you into thinking.haha..
anw,back to ytd, i really had GREAT dinner with the rest of d5 and zhixiang and dom!!!haha.WOW!i never had dinner with dom before and dom and zhixiang was so funny with r.u.gay and i.m.gay.haha in case you are all wondering that is how the army name will be positioned on your uniform your initials then ur surname.LOL!and there is dom forcing ranford to mug after 12am!haha.
all i can say is really a big WOW,with church like mine, with churchmates like mine, with great leaders like mine,how can my life be like just like another youth whining his/her lives out?=)
oh btw, PS was really fun today! i had so much laughter just observing xina and jionchun!wahahaha.and oh sijie just like to add a few spices here and there.ahhaha.n i had great chat back home with huiying!=)
labels:no regrets! =)
Monday, April 16, 2007
i guess i have been an extremist,haven i?
doing things that i want it my way,expecting things that i want it my way,dreaming of things that i want it my way.and sooner or later,people will know you are a fake,a person with no fundamentals.
but God says,"it should be My way."
more of You and less of me.
School has been great!=)
doing things that i want it my way,expecting things that i want it my way,dreaming of things that i want it my way.and sooner or later,people will know you are a fake,a person with no fundamentals.
but God says,"it should be My way."
more of You and less of me.
School has been great!=)
Saturday, April 14, 2007
whee~! i just had the most amazing 24 hours of my life!! it's really WOW WOW WOW!haha..
i had SO MUCH FUN in ps camp!
- jion chun n weekeong kept sabotoaging me during ice breakers-
-jion chun n xina were like super super funny people-
-me,nana,annette,helen played the nokia car game during j1 presentation-
-spencer ezlink card was passed around even to the teachers!wahaha-
-me,nana,helen,zhiwei,cai,lirong played games such as SNAP at 12+am ?-
(n we were like screaming like noone's business?LOL)
then i went for DE and everyone was so shocked that i actually talked so much crap!n yup xuefen, melvin n yuding though i am not okies..haha. :P!
n the values shop had help from mr seng and xavier and i tell you they are like the most amazing drama-mama people i ever knew!!haha..n u know drama-mama people are funny people!haha..
then i went for church! =) =) =)! loves loves!
i went for heart to heart and lynette makes us share about our ministry!
then i realise how much i have changed from the past.i must tell you how much i hate to drag myself to usher! n how painfully shy i was that everyone i saw i wanted to cry!and how the first time i did water i wanted to die.haha.then now i am enjoying usher so much that i just miss usher!!!
I REALLY LOVE BIG! =)
and zhixiang was so shocked that i actually can talk so much crap that he told that to lynette in front of me.haha.
okies..maybe i am an introvert but doesnt mean introvert can't be extrovert cuz God really changes me! =) i am really happy cuz i am really happy and no longer happy as i am pleasing someone!
that's why one life changed is so important!=) i am so glad my life changed!if you want your life to change,you always ask me why!=)
then,i went for usher later.joey the newcomer came and join us today!she really reminds me of me! n i actually miss clarice when i saw joey! cuz it reminded me my first usher duty and it was clarice who taught everything and i always remembered her kindness and sweetness when i broke down when i was having major po and her eagerness to talk to me despite me not talking much.yea,it is true i've moved on to BIG and that i've moved on for greater things for the Lord but it was that past that set the basic for me.you know what? i wish how much clarice knows this and read this and how much hogc people really do miss her cuz she really make an impact in my life in usher.i really wonder how she is doing now! =(.
but anw, what clarice has done to me,i also want to give it to joey.=).
dex wrote in his blog we must hold on no matter what!!yea, this is not the time to backslide and to lose everything-the harvest,my own salvation,my r/s with hogc people.i must admit i am stable but my relationship with God is stagnant,i really want to push myself to another level and i know i can! =)
Romans8:31
If God is for us,who can be against us?
anw, i know i had great time ushering yesterday!!! =) n xiaoyu asked one of the hogc children church to make sushi for me!so sweet right?n i just enjoyed things i never done b4 and to dare myself and challenged myself forward!=) loves loves!!!
i am real thankful for gongz emm tty and xiany!somehow i am busy with church but they always understand and never blame me/ridicule me/persecute me and even best never ever leave me?tell me how blessed i am! =)
lynette says it it is our responsibility even specifically mine.
and i know,it is really up to me to change people's lives! =)
smiles.so many reasons to smile but the main reason is you Lord! =)
i had SO MUCH FUN in ps camp!
- jion chun n weekeong kept sabotoaging me during ice breakers-
-jion chun n xina were like super super funny people-
-me,nana,annette,helen played the nokia car game during j1 presentation-
-spencer ezlink card was passed around even to the teachers!wahaha-
-me,nana,helen,zhiwei,cai,lirong played games such as SNAP at 12+am ?-
(n we were like screaming like noone's business?LOL)
then i went for DE and everyone was so shocked that i actually talked so much crap!n yup xuefen, melvin n yuding though i am not okies..haha. :P!
n the values shop had help from mr seng and xavier and i tell you they are like the most amazing drama-mama people i ever knew!!haha..n u know drama-mama people are funny people!haha..
then i went for church! =) =) =)! loves loves!
i went for heart to heart and lynette makes us share about our ministry!
then i realise how much i have changed from the past.i must tell you how much i hate to drag myself to usher! n how painfully shy i was that everyone i saw i wanted to cry!and how the first time i did water i wanted to die.haha.then now i am enjoying usher so much that i just miss usher!!!
I REALLY LOVE BIG! =)
and zhixiang was so shocked that i actually can talk so much crap that he told that to lynette in front of me.haha.
okies..maybe i am an introvert but doesnt mean introvert can't be extrovert cuz God really changes me! =) i am really happy cuz i am really happy and no longer happy as i am pleasing someone!
that's why one life changed is so important!=) i am so glad my life changed!if you want your life to change,you always ask me why!=)
then,i went for usher later.joey the newcomer came and join us today!she really reminds me of me! n i actually miss clarice when i saw joey! cuz it reminded me my first usher duty and it was clarice who taught everything and i always remembered her kindness and sweetness when i broke down when i was having major po and her eagerness to talk to me despite me not talking much.yea,it is true i've moved on to BIG and that i've moved on for greater things for the Lord but it was that past that set the basic for me.you know what? i wish how much clarice knows this and read this and how much hogc people really do miss her cuz she really make an impact in my life in usher.i really wonder how she is doing now! =(.
but anw, what clarice has done to me,i also want to give it to joey.=).
dex wrote in his blog we must hold on no matter what!!yea, this is not the time to backslide and to lose everything-the harvest,my own salvation,my r/s with hogc people.i must admit i am stable but my relationship with God is stagnant,i really want to push myself to another level and i know i can! =)
Romans8:31
If God is for us,who can be against us?
anw, i know i had great time ushering yesterday!!! =) n xiaoyu asked one of the hogc children church to make sushi for me!so sweet right?n i just enjoyed things i never done b4 and to dare myself and challenged myself forward!=) loves loves!!!
i am real thankful for gongz emm tty and xiany!somehow i am busy with church but they always understand and never blame me/ridicule me/persecute me and even best never ever leave me?tell me how blessed i am! =)
lynette says it it is our responsibility even specifically mine.
and i know,it is really up to me to change people's lives! =)
smiles.so many reasons to smile but the main reason is you Lord! =)
Friday, April 06, 2007
here's a quick update of my fantastic life! =)
went church today in the morning for heart to heart.today is back to basics.not about being leader,more like being an on-fire christian.what i really carry from today session is that if God who is greater than all of us here can love so and so,what about you?
then i went for lunch with part of d5.hardly hang out with jieru side b4 so it is quite a bonus fun.n carlo is sooo rubbish.vivian aint that sweet and innocent.haha.n so much fun eating lunch w them!! =).
n oh later went to meet bernice and alicia and melissa big family!!oh my goodness!melissa family is like amazing!haha.there is her bro nel who is so naughty(haha), the sister belinda more shy and the cousin huiqi so cool!anw saw dawei playing with melissa brother!!i tell you it is soooooo cute.i think dawei should serve in the children ministry!!haha.he's gd with kids man.
then bernice and alicia was telling me embarrasing things about themselves!haha so cute.i shall not post it.wahaha.
then came to the egg painting compeitition which actually become face-painting one!haha every1 is screaming!!haha.n kris foo said i am too clean n nearly attack me.haha.n i got attack by lots of ppl-pollyna,felicia and even nel!!!so much for christians having CLEAN fun.haha
then came the most awesome part!! the service.it was just so so so so so so so so GREAT!!oh my goodness.Pastor How is like fantastic,i really feel like gg back for the next few sve.so ppl out there hint hint hint,plz msg me if you do feel like gg church this wkend so tt i cn come!!haha..not that i cant go without u but it will be a better reason to pon tuition.haha.i rally felt so great on God's presence. n i tell you WE REALLY NEED BIGGER PLACE!!haha.i was so shocked by today attendance, we even need cafe sofa cuz there aint enuff seats!!can you imagine it?
can any1 give a louder WOW than that?haha.
then i helped out with the communion and i saw the video the video crew did.i tell you! i want to cry!n even though i am not worshipping but i really felt God presence.God is really GREAT , aint he?
Then, i volunteered to clean the trays used for communion!haha.i enjoyed washing especially with chris toh and alton n lucinda and the other 2 cafe crew members whom i am so sorry forgot the name!!though i kept quiet most of the time, it is really amazing and funny to hear their conversation and get to know people more! =)
gosh,i really miss churc.cant wait to get back there again!!haha.loves.loves.
went church today in the morning for heart to heart.today is back to basics.not about being leader,more like being an on-fire christian.what i really carry from today session is that if God who is greater than all of us here can love so and so,what about you?
then i went for lunch with part of d5.hardly hang out with jieru side b4 so it is quite a bonus fun.n carlo is sooo rubbish.vivian aint that sweet and innocent.haha.n so much fun eating lunch w them!! =).
n oh later went to meet bernice and alicia and melissa big family!!oh my goodness!melissa family is like amazing!haha.there is her bro nel who is so naughty(haha), the sister belinda more shy and the cousin huiqi so cool!anw saw dawei playing with melissa brother!!i tell you it is soooooo cute.i think dawei should serve in the children ministry!!haha.he's gd with kids man.
then bernice and alicia was telling me embarrasing things about themselves!haha so cute.i shall not post it.wahaha.
then came to the egg painting compeitition which actually become face-painting one!haha every1 is screaming!!haha.n kris foo said i am too clean n nearly attack me.haha.n i got attack by lots of ppl-pollyna,felicia and even nel!!!so much for christians having CLEAN fun.haha
then came the most awesome part!! the service.it was just so so so so so so so so GREAT!!oh my goodness.Pastor How is like fantastic,i really feel like gg back for the next few sve.so ppl out there hint hint hint,plz msg me if you do feel like gg church this wkend so tt i cn come!!haha..not that i cant go without u but it will be a better reason to pon tuition.haha.i rally felt so great on God's presence. n i tell you WE REALLY NEED BIGGER PLACE!!haha.i was so shocked by today attendance, we even need cafe sofa cuz there aint enuff seats!!can you imagine it?
can any1 give a louder WOW than that?haha.
then i helped out with the communion and i saw the video the video crew did.i tell you! i want to cry!n even though i am not worshipping but i really felt God presence.God is really GREAT , aint he?
Then, i volunteered to clean the trays used for communion!haha.i enjoyed washing especially with chris toh and alton n lucinda and the other 2 cafe crew members whom i am so sorry forgot the name!!though i kept quiet most of the time, it is really amazing and funny to hear their conversation and get to know people more! =)
gosh,i really miss churc.cant wait to get back there again!!haha.loves.loves.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
hey everyone!my life is pretty interesting and i love every sec of it! =)! loves loves!
during the 2nd break for the class, i had prata for lunch with bong,wynee and kyna.i tell you it is my most hilarious moment in aj.all 3 of them cannot stop suan-ing me.haha.okies. i have problem with dining ettique especially with prata, my sugar,curry and prata just flew everywhere.haha..and yep, actually to think back it aint that funny,but it really was at that point of time.actually i am not ashamed to be laughed at,part of the fun of it.haha..
then after pe, was talking with my class girls.haha.really nice to slack and talk and share
then met up with tzeyin and shaomin and emm b4 gg aj guitar and harmo concert.GOODNESS ME! i miss my cedar girls. you know when you all were cheering in the auditorium, ppl may be piss;staring at us with amusement;say we are too noisy, there is a cedar spirit that never seem to lose from you guys.n i really miss that.just simply miss being a bimbo.=)
oh anw, emm commented that every1 has the freedom to love.wow.i tell you.it reallys blows me away!=)!just like we have the freedom to love God and this path that i never will regret. =)
then after concert, we lay on aj sq and we did some thing that we used to do.lay on cedar empty corridor and lay in a position of a sq-each stomach to some1's head.once one start laughing, the rest will follow suit.n i tell you i had great time laughing,taking unglam shots with my cedar girls.and i dun really care when ppl stare at us.
gosh, i miss all those silly thing we done.
then went to subway and ate dinner, i really miss eating with the girls! and slacking and laughing at lame stuff.
life is really awesome with life like mine right?
i love my life (cuz i've some1 greater than me working in my life)! =)
anw,guys ask me why my life so great today! =)
during the 2nd break for the class, i had prata for lunch with bong,wynee and kyna.i tell you it is my most hilarious moment in aj.all 3 of them cannot stop suan-ing me.haha.okies. i have problem with dining ettique especially with prata, my sugar,curry and prata just flew everywhere.haha..and yep, actually to think back it aint that funny,but it really was at that point of time.actually i am not ashamed to be laughed at,part of the fun of it.haha..
then after pe, was talking with my class girls.haha.really nice to slack and talk and share
then met up with tzeyin and shaomin and emm b4 gg aj guitar and harmo concert.GOODNESS ME! i miss my cedar girls. you know when you all were cheering in the auditorium, ppl may be piss;staring at us with amusement;say we are too noisy, there is a cedar spirit that never seem to lose from you guys.n i really miss that.just simply miss being a bimbo.=)
oh anw, emm commented that every1 has the freedom to love.wow.i tell you.it reallys blows me away!=)!just like we have the freedom to love God and this path that i never will regret. =)
then after concert, we lay on aj sq and we did some thing that we used to do.lay on cedar empty corridor and lay in a position of a sq-each stomach to some1's head.once one start laughing, the rest will follow suit.n i tell you i had great time laughing,taking unglam shots with my cedar girls.and i dun really care when ppl stare at us.
gosh, i miss all those silly thing we done.
then went to subway and ate dinner, i really miss eating with the girls! and slacking and laughing at lame stuff.
life is really awesome with life like mine right?
i love my life (cuz i've some1 greater than me working in my life)! =)
anw,guys ask me why my life so great today! =)
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
haha..edmund said my blog is emo.so i decided after reading jamie and dexter's blogs, i want people to read my blog and be blown away instead of oh how sad life yadadadad..
i am always blown away by their blog cuz they really renewed me spiritually and answer why am i in this world for? some people just have the capacity to blow you away.
n i want to b like that cuz i'm a proud HOGC =) =) =).
i am so proud of my leaders.
i do not deny yesterday was a bad day in sch.but you know even it is a bad day, when you have God in you, a bad day can turn out to be good day too.and so yep yesterday was a good day! cuz i really felt God's presence comforting me and i had prayer grp and i felt a peace of mind when people prayed for me n i had lunch with jon.i dun noe why i enjoy myself whenever i know i can inspire someone to go further for God! and later i spend time with my mother! =) amazing i do not have to scream to get my msg across.haha.
i love God so so so much.it is so so sad people just leave church sometimes, but i am going to the battle on cuz there are many people whom i look up to still.whenever you guys feel like backsliding, just think will ur life be better when you leave?cuz for me, i dont think so.without Christ, i am nothing.
not ashamed in loving Him! =) =) =)
i am always blown away by their blog cuz they really renewed me spiritually and answer why am i in this world for? some people just have the capacity to blow you away.
n i want to b like that cuz i'm a proud HOGC =) =) =).
i am so proud of my leaders.
i do not deny yesterday was a bad day in sch.but you know even it is a bad day, when you have God in you, a bad day can turn out to be good day too.and so yep yesterday was a good day! cuz i really felt God's presence comforting me and i had prayer grp and i felt a peace of mind when people prayed for me n i had lunch with jon.i dun noe why i enjoy myself whenever i know i can inspire someone to go further for God! and later i spend time with my mother! =) amazing i do not have to scream to get my msg across.haha.
i love God so so so much.it is so so sad people just leave church sometimes, but i am going to the battle on cuz there are many people whom i look up to still.whenever you guys feel like backsliding, just think will ur life be better when you leave?cuz for me, i dont think so.without Christ, i am nothing.
not ashamed in loving Him! =) =) =)
Monday, April 02, 2007
wow.just read dexter's blog n i find it inspiring! =)
haha.he's really a great CGL and a great man of God.
i am so ashamed to admit this but the Devil came knocking on my door today!
n i actually got insecure.
but i immediately brush the feeling away.
then i realise it has been really a long time since i pray n worship n longer fasting.
it is time for basics again! =)
pstor lia was sharing over the weekend that there are people who actually backslided
cuz of her bringing another leader out to shopping.
it may seem trival, n ppl may laugh.
but hv u all ever thought it will actually happen to you?
as i was thinking, it struck me i will most probably end up littat
but i am not ashamed to say that.
cuz i want the whole world to keep check that i wont backslide over such silly stuff.
anw, went church on sunday as usual!
this is the first time i really laughed that much and geniune laughter.
really enjoyed ushering today.
with wee kiat n edmund lame joke.
with zhixiang trying to pull a prank on anyone.
n all the above 3 guys cant stop teasing ivan the newcomer.
with jeremy at glass door and knowing i am able to inspire him and know him better
with yuzhen whom i manage to bluff her junhao my brother
and nearly got myself killed cuz of that.haha.
then later went home with yu zhen.
YU ZHEN IS SUPER FUNNY!!lol.
with jing yuan liar liar ur pants on fire.
with xiaoyu for the same rnx during stock check
with wenqi-1st time workin in our team.
with zachery--hmm i realise i din talk to zach much that day.haha.nvm. i'll talk to him more next time
n of cos our amazing chief usher and 2nd ic shangy and chewting! =)
haha..i had great great great fun yesterday!!
n i found out bill from d1 actually lived opposite me for at least 10 years, attended the same primary school, been in church tgt for at least a year, YET we never see each other taking the same bus home before until yesterday.
all i can really say is a big WOW!
God is amazing aint He? =)!
haha.he's really a great CGL and a great man of God.
i am so ashamed to admit this but the Devil came knocking on my door today!
n i actually got insecure.
but i immediately brush the feeling away.
then i realise it has been really a long time since i pray n worship n longer fasting.
it is time for basics again! =)
pstor lia was sharing over the weekend that there are people who actually backslided
cuz of her bringing another leader out to shopping.
it may seem trival, n ppl may laugh.
but hv u all ever thought it will actually happen to you?
as i was thinking, it struck me i will most probably end up littat
but i am not ashamed to say that.
cuz i want the whole world to keep check that i wont backslide over such silly stuff.
anw, went church on sunday as usual!
this is the first time i really laughed that much and geniune laughter.
really enjoyed ushering today.
with wee kiat n edmund lame joke.
with zhixiang trying to pull a prank on anyone.
n all the above 3 guys cant stop teasing ivan the newcomer.
with jeremy at glass door and knowing i am able to inspire him and know him better
with yuzhen whom i manage to bluff her junhao my brother
and nearly got myself killed cuz of that.haha.
then later went home with yu zhen.
YU ZHEN IS SUPER FUNNY!!lol.
with jing yuan liar liar ur pants on fire.
with xiaoyu for the same rnx during stock check
with wenqi-1st time workin in our team.
with zachery--hmm i realise i din talk to zach much that day.haha.nvm. i'll talk to him more next time
n of cos our amazing chief usher and 2nd ic shangy and chewting! =)
haha..i had great great great fun yesterday!!
n i found out bill from d1 actually lived opposite me for at least 10 years, attended the same primary school, been in church tgt for at least a year, YET we never see each other taking the same bus home before until yesterday.
all i can really say is a big WOW!
God is amazing aint He? =)!