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Saturday, April 14, 2007

whee~! i just had the most amazing 24 hours of my life!! it's really WOW WOW WOW!haha..

i had SO MUCH FUN in ps camp!
- jion chun n weekeong kept sabotoaging me during ice breakers-
-jion chun n xina were like super super funny people-
-me,nana,annette,helen played the nokia car game during j1 presentation-
-spencer ezlink card was passed around even to the teachers!wahaha-
-me,nana,helen,zhiwei,cai,lirong played games such as SNAP at 12+am ?-
(n we were like screaming like noone's business?LOL)

then i went for DE and everyone was so shocked that i actually talked so much crap!n yup xuefen, melvin n yuding though i am not okies..haha. :P!
n the values shop had help from mr seng and xavier and i tell you they are like the most amazing drama-mama people i ever knew!!haha..n u know drama-mama people are funny people!haha..

then i went for church! =) =) =)! loves loves!
i went for heart to heart and lynette makes us share about our ministry!
then i realise how much i have changed from the past.i must tell you how much i hate to drag myself to usher! n how painfully shy i was that everyone i saw i wanted to cry!and how the first time i did water i wanted to die.haha.then now i am enjoying usher so much that i just miss usher!!!
I REALLY LOVE BIG! =)
and zhixiang was so shocked that i actually can talk so much crap that he told that to lynette in front of me.haha.

okies..maybe i am an introvert but doesnt mean introvert can't be extrovert cuz God really changes me! =) i am really happy cuz i am really happy and no longer happy as i am pleasing someone!
that's why one life changed is so important!=) i am so glad my life changed!if you want your life to change,you always ask me why!=)

then,i went for usher later.joey the newcomer came and join us today!she really reminds me of me! n i actually miss clarice when i saw joey! cuz it reminded me my first usher duty and it was clarice who taught everything and i always remembered her kindness and sweetness when i broke down when i was having major po and her eagerness to talk to me despite me not talking much.yea,it is true i've moved on to BIG and that i've moved on for greater things for the Lord but it was that past that set the basic for me.you know what? i wish how much clarice knows this and read this and how much hogc people really do miss her cuz she really make an impact in my life in usher.i really wonder how she is doing now! =(.
but anw, what clarice has done to me,i also want to give it to joey.=).

dex wrote in his blog we must hold on no matter what!!yea, this is not the time to backslide and to lose everything-the harvest,my own salvation,my r/s with hogc people.i must admit i am stable but my relationship with God is stagnant,i really want to push myself to another level and i know i can! =)
Romans8:31
If God is for us,who can be against us?

anw, i know i had great time ushering yesterday!!! =) n xiaoyu asked one of the hogc children church to make sushi for me!so sweet right?n i just enjoyed things i never done b4 and to dare myself and challenged myself forward!=) loves loves!!!

i am real thankful for gongz emm tty and xiany!somehow i am busy with church but they always understand and never blame me/ridicule me/persecute me and even best never ever leave me?tell me how blessed i am! =)

lynette says it it is our responsibility even specifically mine.
and i know,it is really up to me to change people's lives! =)

smiles.so many reasons to smile but the main reason is you Lord! =)