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Thursday, April 26, 2007

I AM SUPER FED UP!!

6months just because it is 6 months to A's,
you think you can ever stop me from going church.
I am super fed up.
you think academic excellance is everything.
is my topping in my class not enough for you
i do not see the point of mugging,really.
cuz i do not need all this rubbish.
all i need is the damn certificate.
and if i do not do well for my A's
you are going to blame church forever and ever is it?
i am going crazy with all the mugging,
cant you see?
i am working hard
but my working hard is never enough for you.
i really feel like giving up fighting PO.
i really do.
but i do not see the point.
cuz that is the reason i studied.
if you threaten once more,
i can threaten not to take A's at all.

thanks so much for all the pain.
i am already placing my studies above God.
what else can i do?
what else do you want me to do?
to lose my salvation will make you happy is it?
n u think i can do well in my studies without Him.
you are so wrong,mom.
you are so wrong.

i am very frustrated.
i am telling you all the tuition is killing me
but you think it is church.
all i am fighting for is
just going for service every sun.
i am not asking for more.
yet,you must stop me!
why?why?why?