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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

mundane school life.a lot of routines.stress.everyone is demanding too much of me.life just sucks.
if there were any words to summarise what i read from most of the youths' blogs,that would be it!haha..seriously.but if you think this is going to be like another all those youths' blog entries, think again!cause you are so going to be proven wrong!=)

life's has been really really GREAT to me! =)
so you think this girl is soooooo lucky to have such a great life and that why God is so unfair to the rest?
well..let me tell you, i do have my fair share of commitments that i am stressed over,grades that never goes beyond a C,getting insecure for stupid reasons like he/she doesnt wait for me, but you know what none of them, yup NONE of them overtake God who is greatest than them all! =)!

anw,yesterday i went for cg and it was like so POWERFUL!=).i am so glad that there are actually some d5 people who went namely valerie and ranford!fifi talks about progressive commitments to God and what i carried away from ytd cg was that you have to let go of something each time you hold on to God even tighter.and this is so so true!each time i let go of worldly desires from hockey,pre-u sem,sgc,finances or simply my fear of talking to people etc etc,i really feel my spiritual and physical life went up to another level.
Sacrifices are painful.no doubt.but upon reflection, i live a life better and greater than any of my peers now! =)!

seriously, the reason why youths are so stress and worked up is simply because, they are not doing things they truly like and truly for a cause that is worthy above all things and for a passion that seems undying.everyone is just doing for the sake of cca,of positions,of SGC of something that the society deemed good and looks good?are we just another by-products of the society,chasing after things that sometimes seem so meaninglessness to us especially all these fame that you achieve so and so is short-lived and that you feel that you never really ever live the life,maybe just a simple one that you truly desire the way you want it to be.

my life was also once enslaved by this world but i am so glad that i have been set free!=)
now i am happy in doing the things i do,no doubt there are obstacles just like other commitments but there is something special and different going in here and that is none like God!i have really being exceptionally blessed by the Lord! =)!

and one last thing i caught on from ytd's cg was that even i am already one year old christian:is that fire for God still burning bright?and for those who are very very very old christians,maybe this qns can set you into thinking.haha..

anw,back to ytd, i really had GREAT dinner with the rest of d5 and zhixiang and dom!!!haha.WOW!i never had dinner with dom before and dom and zhixiang was so funny with r.u.gay and i.m.gay.haha in case you are all wondering that is how the army name will be positioned on your uniform your initials then ur surname.LOL!and there is dom forcing ranford to mug after 12am!haha.

all i can say is really a big WOW,with church like mine, with churchmates like mine, with great leaders like mine,how can my life be like just like another youth whining his/her lives out?=)

oh btw, PS was really fun today! i had so much laughter just observing xina and jionchun!wahahaha.and oh sijie just like to add a few spices here and there.ahhaha.n i had great chat back home with huiying!=)

labels:no regrets! =)