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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Each time, I looked at the Cross,
I told myself no matter what I cannot walk away.
I thought of how I used to be in the past,
I am ashamed and I know I can no longer look back.
I have burnt all my bridges.
People call it foolishness.
Yea, I do not deny.
There were so many costs to pay and sometimes no ambition to hold onto to the sacrifice.

Looking back the 21 years of my life, I would say this is really the best years of my life and I never regret.
I feel so privileged.
Thank You, God.

One friend told me that 21st birthday need to be planned properly 
because it showed how you are going to approach adulthood.
It makes me ponder that hey perhaps I want to have a big birthday celebration.
However, I know this is not what I want to.
Because big birthday celebration does not make you happy,
it is knowing yourself, what you want, and what you are able to achieve.
It is being secure of yourself.
And I know I am secure of myself and my destiny in God.
(:

Thanks Weiling for the enlightenment: it all goes back to the Cross.