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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Loyalty, that is what Jamie shared today.
In case you do not know, you can leave church all that you want.
But, you probably do not know how much it wrecks someone heart when you leave heartofgod church.
We live in the era of convenience, we just church-hopped wherever we wanted because we wanted to be in a church environment where we like and enjoy to be,where people can suit us.
honestly,there is no environment as such.
people who said they will never leave heartofgod church ever but when temptations came, situations arise,they despite being shaken will just leave.
But when they leave, they do not know how much it wrecks someone heart
because that someone has made an effort to sow into your life
to really love you 
despite their busy schedule.

If people wants to leave other church,
they will never feel the same as what I am feeling now I guess
because heart of God church is not like any other churches
it not where you can just come and go
it where relationship really is built up
and when you leave
even you maybe settled happily in other church,
or even if you are no longer churched and happy with your outside life
which seem more exciting than this church life.

it just wont change the fact that
you wreck someone's heart today.

and you know what it means when you really wrecks someone's heart,
it just means you meant sth to the person.

and yes there are times i think i would love to leave church because the world outside seems like a more exciting life
but i will not forget how much pain cherie did sow into my life
how much she gave up her opportunity cost( the things/time she cld better do instead of sowing into me-you know economic concept)

some people even got slapped,
got beaten up, just to fight to stay in this church.
and it so easy to walk out, to walk away than to fight.
what an irony.

i decided to stay thru thick and thin.
what's your stand today?