always.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

In class now but I cannot focus,

my ear hurts like no one biz

thought i could cut down my painkiller.

arrgh.

Today was a great day because Pollyna gave me a flower and honey lemon, knowing I am sick. Hehe. The funniest thing is that we went to crash Peicai and got lost as we took taxi- the uncle drove us from Serangoon Ave 1 to Ave 4 then back to where he first picked us up and later we realise that Peicai is just somewhere near where we hire the cab. -.-

So, We first went to meet Abby then XiaoQing, she still as cute and funny. LOL. It was such an interesting encounter because I met her "son" and he and another guy who is called Issac decided to bring me to Guzheng room to meet XiaoQing. They are so niceee. I always thought that Peicai guys very ah beng but they proved me wrong! haha.

After that, Abby, Polly and I went to Srgoon Mac to chill out and before we end the day we decided to cam whore and tata!

everyone looked so pretty here. hehe.

colour pencil!

look at abigale! lol!

polly aint spare from my evilness to put up her unglamness.lol

i honestly feel very loved by the flower, honey lemon and all YOUR smses and prayers! =)

I've a great life! Who needs boyfriend when you have these people in your life? loves loves.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

What does Love means to you?

Love means when you are in super ultra pain,

your grandma by your side singing lullaby even though you are too old for it.

Love means every moment you were asleep and sick,

your grandma woke you up to drink water so as to hydrate yourself.

Love means when you are in super duper pain that you keep crying,

people just message you to take care of yourself.

What does Love means to you today?

Saturday, October 25, 2008

"The moment of greatness comes when you know what the purpose you are created for."

Pastor Aries

It took Usain Bolt 25 years.

It took Alex Rodrigoz 27 years.

It took John Nash 36 years.

It took Thomas Edison 39 years.

It took Aristotle 64 years.

Not to be good, but to be great.

Many people nowadays wants instant success, instant glory, instant fame.

But, you got to realise instant things made you look good.

It won't make you great.

What makes people great?

To preserve through the mundane.

Same activity, different mindset.

A lot people drop out because they could not live through this mundane.

The enemy of the best is not the bad but the good.

Make sense to you?

It make a lot of sense to me.

I am going to work super duper hard.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Marx talked about class, about power, about prestige.

I think I do not need to find article for response paper.

I can just my extended family for my response paper to analyze.

In fact, I can come up with my own sociology theory.

Power doesn't exist within the political system only,

it existed in a family too.

If family is the fundamental unit of society, then there is no wonder why there are politics in political system.

And this brings us to an important point:

who taught us to play politics within a family unit

when a family is supposed to be of love?

Or is it we Man are just so inherently evil?

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

The only fear in life is that I forgot how God has led me in the past!"

Nick Vujicic

http://lifewithoutlimbs.org/Htt

This is also my heart's cry. =)

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

I love this photo! =)

Maybe sometimes in life we just need to focus at one spot

instead of getting lost in they sky. =)

haha!

Anyway, I wanted to blog because I nearly died today!

Was using this this very high tech thing called the hair-dryer

and it burst into flames as I was using it

and the whole house got short circuit.

I was nearly electricuted!

Scary!

I was just so humbled and thankful to God

as I stood there dumbfolded in 10 secs.

(and no my life did not flash across me!haha!)

I just felt I have so much unfinished business with God.

(that's why I am still alive)

not because I was young and do not deserve to die

as what most people will say.

Will try to figure out somehow.

Not my first time near death experience

I believe I am more than lucky!

Love God, Love people, Love life!

Monday, October 06, 2008

I love reading Jingfen's blog because

1) her song list are so much cooler than mine!

2) she is so so SO faithful!

I see so many come and go already and life moves on.

She is the one who is always at the back and yet at the end of the race,

I know she still will be there.

No matter what happens. =)

You can check her out at

http://j-fen.net/blog/

On a sidenote,

God shared with me about empowerment through huiying and sam teo.

empower.

this time it will never be the same again.=)

i look forward to my future!

Friday, October 03, 2008

I was reading some people's blog

"I do not know how to invest on friendships, cant speak well, all I can do is to lock myself in the room and watch youtube.sad life aint it?"

My heart just breaks.

On the sidenote, I really love my life.

Glen actually called me to tell me ALLL the tips for exams tmr!

I am shocked and in awe!

(And I really feel very bad!) haha!

Tell me how to backslide when you have such amazing people to support you =)

And I talked to weiling before and after exams and we really talked a lot!

so many people going to kill me because I get to spend so much time with their leader.

haha!

lalala.

awesome.

i love my awesome life.

on a sidenote, I made another new friend today.

Her name is xiowqin and I am on a crusade to do sth.

Hehe.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Loyalty, that is what Jamie shared today.

In case you do not know, you can leave church all that you want.

But, you probably do not know how much it wrecks someone heart when you leave heartofgod church.

We live in the era of convenience, we just church-hopped wherever we wanted because we wanted to be in a church environment where we like and enjoy to be,where people can suit us.

honestly,there is no environment as such.

people who said they will never leave heartofgod church ever but when temptations came, situations arise,they despite being shaken will just leave.

But when they leave, they do not know how much it wrecks someone heart

because that someone has made an effort to sow into your life

to really love you

despite their busy schedule.

If people wants to leave other church,

they will never feel the same as what I am feeling now I guess

because heart of God church is not like any other churches

it not where you can just come and go

it where relationship really is built up

and when you leave

even you maybe settled happily in other church,

or even if you are no longer churched and happy with your outside life

which seem more exciting than this church life.

it just wont change the fact that

you wreck someone's heart today.

and you know what it means when you really wrecks someone's heart,

it just means you meant sth to the person.

and yes there are times i think i would love to leave church because the world outside seems like a more exciting life

but i will not forget how much pain cherie did sow into my life

how much she gave up her opportunity cost( the things/time she cld better do instead of sowing into me-you know economic concept)

some people even got slapped,

got beaten up, just to fight to stay in this church.

and it so easy to walk out, to walk away than to fight.

what an irony.

i decided to stay thru thick and thin.

what's your stand today?