"I am not called to be successful.

I am called to be faithful."

Mother Theresa

sink it into your heart today.
I was looking at the negative comments on charismatic movement.
comments cum criticisms can come
it will simply divides the church
but i guess perhaps Jesus doing that so that He can spit out the lukewarm.
i felt so priviledged to be at where i am right now.
because i know the leaders above me work doubly hard
super duper hard
hard until u can be ashamed as you probably din work so hard for ur o's/a's.
people think what's so great about the leaders/pastors?
it only when you see their hard work
trying build YOUR lives
then maybe people will get it.

it's really exciting to serve God for a period of time
then the hype dies
then the mundane set in
how long and exciting?
most importantly, if you do it for a position
be it a cgl or a chief usher
and once you do it/reached it.
what's next?
I am not called to be successful
but I am called to be faithful.

Faithful till the end