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Monday, June 09, 2008
i find myself too small-minded.
I just so happens to hop by a few of my ajc friends blogs. and i really marvelled because they seem like the 'role models' i wanted to be-to be cool,to belong the in-crowd. and now i'm reading their blogs their lives are filled with emptiness. i cannot describe but i know those who are reading this they know what it means,they know how it feels. whether or not u are christian. and i begin to day-dream. that secret little day-dream of mine that 1 day i hang out w my churchies and then i can show them i'm much cooler than them. (i told u i'm small-minded) then after readin their blogs, i felt an impulse to read my leaders' blog! and while i'm chatting with them i felt there's sth amazing in them they are truly the people who are the coolest on the outside and their core is nv empty their core is always with a purpose the more i know about them the more closer i want to be with them. the more i want to be like them.=DD and sorry babe church aint a social club aint just a religious instituition its more than that. it definitely more than that. this is the only place i know there is the everlasting coolnes in the peole and an uncool person can become cool. more than an image. there is a core. a strong core.=D i'm definitely too small-minded. i'm ready for bigger things now. |