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Monday, June 09, 2008

i find myself too small-minded.

I just so happens to hop by a few of my ajc friends blogs.
and i really marvelled because they seem like the 'role models'
i wanted to be-to be cool,to belong the in-crowd.
and now i'm reading their blogs
their lives are filled with emptiness.
i cannot describe but i know those who are reading this
they know what it means,they know how it feels.
whether or not u are christian.

and i begin to day-dream.
that secret little day-dream of mine
that 1 day i hang out w my churchies and then i can show them i'm much cooler than them.
(i told u i'm small-minded)

then after readin their blogs,
i felt an impulse to read my leaders' blog!
and while i'm chatting with them
i felt there's sth amazing in them
they are truly the people who are the coolest on the outside
and their core is nv empty
their core is always with a purpose
the more i know about them
the more closer i want to be with them.
the more i want to be like them.=DD

and sorry babe church aint a social club
aint just a religious instituition
its more than that.
it definitely more than that.

this is the only place i know there is the everlasting coolnes in the peole
and an uncool person can become cool.
more than an image.
there is a core.
a strong core.=D

i'm definitely too small-minded.
i'm ready for bigger things now.