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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

When i looked at people, I am jealous.
When i looked at people,i've been disappointed.
When I looked at people,i've known i've been forgotten.

and these are the people whom i should respect
but sometimes i wonder why they deserve my respect.

so i thought each time i felt that way,
i swept my feelings under the carpet
until i am so numb.
until everyone is in awe of me being so numb
and i thought everything is well
because you cannot let emotions determine your destiny.
and the more objective,the more you can get things done.

and i keep thinking why am i so numb?
and God just pulled out all my negative emotions yesterday
these are the reasons i've been numb.
and He said,"people can forget you,but your name will always be in My Hand."

when i look at my God,i know i am encouraged
when i look at my God,i know i am secured
when i look at my God,i know i am not forgotten.
when i look at Him, everything is different.
=DDDDDD

and no it aint an emo entry,i am just in awe,
there is Someone who knows me better than i know what i am.