always.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

hellos world. it's 1.58am now.

i realise i have been sleeping late and that i am really in my own world.HAHA.
When people think of being in your own world,
they usually linked it to negative stuff.
However, being in my own world doesn't necessary refer to bad things.

In fact, i really love being in my own world.
Because my world comprises of God,churchies and besties and my grandma =).
Church;people will often think as a religion,
as a mandatory thing that someone forces you to go every sunday.
Once you get committed to church, people think you are crazy.
Because the world doesn't place much emphasis on it.
But, God does because this is His Home where His presence dwells.
and how many of us know that God stance is always higher than what the world thinks? =)
Once you tasted the excellence of God, you won't settle for the greatness of the world.

I love my world because it consists the House of God.
I love the House of God because of my family in House of God.
We are a family.
We go through thick and thins together.
We laugh together with all the nonsense.
We cried together with all the discipleships(haha!)
When your dad walked out in your family/your siblings run away from home,
don't you ever feel the heartache?
Don't you always long to have them back?
This is how I feel when one of the family members left church.
That is why I called HoGc my family.

I asked Tracy one day why did she ever muster the courage of asking me to her church?
and she was like hey i was thinking how did i even managed to get you in church.
haha.amazing.how we flow eh? :P
btw, she had the courage because she simply wants to tell me Someone loves me so much, so so much,so much that is so unthinkable because of my emo blog(u can check my archives! haha).
HAHA!
amazing what technology can do yea?lol.

So, after that, my life has been radically changed since the day I stepped into HoGc.
Next time,if you got invited to church by me.
You got to know you have an emo blog too!LOL.
and i just want to pass down the same msg: Someone loves you so much, so so much,so much that is so unthinkable.

He's the reason each day I wake up,and I feel so loved.