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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Truly the process is long , painful, tedious but the Fruit is certainly rewarding.

i am looking at some of my friends now; and i thought to myself i almost ended up like them;
always depressed,unhappy,purposeless.

don't you find life such an irony?
LIFE should really start after A's level but it actually is not.
you thought that after clearing a huddle,
you''ll be happier,you feel time will be on your side
then u start to find job(desperately sometimes)
then you try to fit in and like the job
then you get $$ to buy those material stuff
and you feel happy.
yet all along you feel empty inside
you want a purpose yet you have not find it.
as the saying goes,
"IF you put your happiness in temporary things, your happiness is temporary;
IF you put your happiness in eternal thing, your happiness is eternal."

and it seems it is not that bad
at least you just lead a purposeless life thats all
what can be worse if your life is mess-ed up
like really messed up
clubbing,boyfriends etc etc
i guess what really messed teenagers up are emotions
not really about clubbing and boyfriends

and i realise bearing Fruit need not to be the number of people of cg has grown
it can be your character
knowing no matter what
you are firmly planted somewhere
and you know there is goodness and you know it has a long term impact

but the process is truly long, but as i look at my life now, i wouldn't have exchanged it with anyone else.=)
i give up what things that may seem exciting now, but i know the Fruit is more rewarding.=)