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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Truly the process is long , painful, tedious but the Fruit is certainly rewarding.
i am looking at some of my friends now; and i thought to myself i almost ended up like them; always depressed,unhappy,purposeless. don't you find life such an irony? LIFE should really start after A's level but it actually is not. you thought that after clearing a huddle, you''ll be happier,you feel time will be on your side then u start to find job(desperately sometimes) then you try to fit in and like the job then you get $$ to buy those material stuff and you feel happy. yet all along you feel empty inside you want a purpose yet you have not find it. as the saying goes, "IF you put your happiness in temporary things, your happiness is temporary; IF you put your happiness in eternal thing, your happiness is eternal." and it seems it is not that bad at least you just lead a purposeless life thats all what can be worse if your life is mess-ed up like really messed up clubbing,boyfriends etc etc i guess what really messed teenagers up are emotions not really about clubbing and boyfriends and i realise bearing Fruit need not to be the number of people of cg has grown it can be your character knowing no matter what you are firmly planted somewhere and you know there is goodness and you know it has a long term impact but the process is truly long, but as i look at my life now, i wouldn't have exchanged it with anyone else.=) i give up what things that may seem exciting now, but i know the Fruit is more rewarding.=) |