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Monday, November 26, 2007
ahhhh...i simply love this new blogskin.
it fits me!!haha.
alrighties..it seems like my posts are getting longer.
but i shall remain short and sweet.
i simply love my awesome life
and i never want to trade it with anyone
not his.not hers.
and i never ever going leave God
and an awesome church.
because this time round i so know what i want. :D!
it fits me!!haha.
alrighties..it seems like my posts are getting longer.
but i shall remain short and sweet.
i simply love my awesome life
and i never want to trade it with anyone
not his.not hers.
and i never ever going leave God
and an awesome church.
because this time round i so know what i want. :D!
Sunday, November 25, 2007
tired but happy!
I am very very very tired
but I am very very very HAPPY too!!
=D!
when many of my peers are either working
or complaining the boredom
(actually saw this from kat's nick)
haha.
or even feeling tired of finding a job
but i am tired doing what i truly love
and i just read the Harvest times.
truly,it's refreshing!!
i am keeping this holidays to refresh myself
to prepare myself for the world.
most importantly,
things that i have been thinking
the recurring theme has occurred.
and this time God says,
"follow my heart."
truly, i felt God's power and strength in me
It just flows in.
i really know what i want.
and this does NOT means i love the world
but i am going to bring God's glory into the world.
for once in my life,
everything makes sense.
and i know where i am positioned
thank Jesus!
but I am very very very HAPPY too!!
=D!
when many of my peers are either working
or complaining the boredom
(actually saw this from kat's nick)
haha.
or even feeling tired of finding a job
but i am tired doing what i truly love
and i just read the Harvest times.
truly,it's refreshing!!
i am keeping this holidays to refresh myself
to prepare myself for the world.
most importantly,
things that i have been thinking
the recurring theme has occurred.
and this time God says,
"follow my heart."
truly, i felt God's power and strength in me
It just flows in.
i really know what i want.
and this does NOT means i love the world
but i am going to bring God's glory into the world.
for once in my life,
everything makes sense.
and i know where i am positioned
thank Jesus!
Saturday, November 24, 2007
okies.this is not a very nice post to begin with
but i think to take a picture with super small things which cannot be seen in camera
is absolutely dumb.
in fact the whole thing is dumb
i will prefer left alone and eating
because i am secure enough
alrighties.
in conclusion, i hate taking photos in large group
another dumb thing that happens
is my grandma and i went out
and my mom is left at home alone.
and guess what?
she did not have dinner
because she is soooo lazy and so dumb to cook herself a meal
and so common sense tells you that you need to go out and takeaway right
NO.
she will rather starve herself and went to sleep
and blame grandma and i when i reach home
grandma for going out unexpectedly
and me for not coming early to takeaway for her.
i mean seriously have you ever met someone who is so lazy until like this.
this is so whatever.
chide me having no compassion
but i seriously think she doesnt deserve it
and i am those whose heart is easily softened
yucks.
alrighties.
on a brighter note.
i went shopping and church for the past few days!!!
=D!
cg prayer meeting was super funny yesterday!!
especially when the 6 jc2s come together to do maths as asked by a jc 1
haha.it is so damn hilarious
i wish we had all studied together.
haha.
and the constant teasing of jianwei and marcus. :P!
shopping was niceeeeee.
especially with tzeyin
cuz i bought a new top
i felt so at ease shopping with her.
or maybe we are not prom-shopping thats why.
and the best part is at night i still get time to spend with grandma!!
i love time with grandma.=D!
but i think to take a picture with super small things which cannot be seen in camera
is absolutely dumb.
in fact the whole thing is dumb
i will prefer left alone and eating
because i am secure enough
alrighties.
in conclusion, i hate taking photos in large group
another dumb thing that happens
is my grandma and i went out
and my mom is left at home alone.
and guess what?
she did not have dinner
because she is soooo lazy and so dumb to cook herself a meal
and so common sense tells you that you need to go out and takeaway right
NO.
she will rather starve herself and went to sleep
and blame grandma and i when i reach home
grandma for going out unexpectedly
and me for not coming early to takeaway for her.
i mean seriously have you ever met someone who is so lazy until like this.
this is so whatever.
chide me having no compassion
but i seriously think she doesnt deserve it
and i am those whose heart is easily softened
yucks.
alrighties.
on a brighter note.
i went shopping and church for the past few days!!!
=D!
cg prayer meeting was super funny yesterday!!
especially when the 6 jc2s come together to do maths as asked by a jc 1
haha.it is so damn hilarious
i wish we had all studied together.
haha.
and the constant teasing of jianwei and marcus. :P!
shopping was niceeeeee.
especially with tzeyin
cuz i bought a new top
i felt so at ease shopping with her.
or maybe we are not prom-shopping thats why.
and the best part is at night i still get time to spend with grandma!!
i love time with grandma.=D!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Peimeng =)
okies!i am very tired but very happy too!
=)
parachute band concert is super fun!
i am so proud to be an on-fire hoGc youth.
and seriously when God says His ways are higher
His ways are truly higher!
and i enjoy mrt rides home with kelvin.
i think he is damn funny.
and oh i met peimeng!
goodness.
i must share her testimony of her.
she is so damnnn zai.
i was actually emo-ing that why people
who were on this race of faith with you
can actually leave.
they were like so on-fire.
just like you and me.
and when you see them in the past
you will think they will never backslide
and they did.
not one.not two.quite a handful.
and this girl called peimeng just came along
tonight after my parachute band concert
and mrt rides with calvin.
we just started talking about church
firstly i was shocked that she is a christian
i was even more shocked to learn how she fight parental objection
her father is a violent and traditional man
who refuses his kids to go church
but she fight and fight and fight non-stop
not just the father
it includes the whole extended family too!
but the Devil won the battle in the end
and i thought of feeling sad
wanted to encourage her not to give up
but you know what
she may not go to church
but her eyes just scream at me
"i believe in jesus christ as my Lord and Saviour"
i believe and i believe
and nothing
really nothing stop her from believing.
i saw that hunger in her eyes
and she says she will keep on fighting
because of what she believes
and you know,
she has nothing you know,
no great church,
no great family
but all i see in her eyes.
i just believe although i do not know why
you must really see her eyes.
and it just put in my heart,
people like her are the reason i choose to stick with God
through bad times
and why i do not leave easily.
i have to get more people like hers saved.
i have to have that fight that she has.
she makes me realise something
most of us really taken for granted
God's salvation and grace.
Amen.
=)
parachute band concert is super fun!
i am so proud to be an on-fire hoGc youth.
and seriously when God says His ways are higher
His ways are truly higher!
and i enjoy mrt rides home with kelvin.
i think he is damn funny.
and oh i met peimeng!
goodness.
i must share her testimony of her.
she is so damnnn zai.
i was actually emo-ing that why people
who were on this race of faith with you
can actually leave.
they were like so on-fire.
just like you and me.
and when you see them in the past
you will think they will never backslide
and they did.
not one.not two.quite a handful.
and this girl called peimeng just came along
tonight after my parachute band concert
and mrt rides with calvin.
we just started talking about church
firstly i was shocked that she is a christian
i was even more shocked to learn how she fight parental objection
her father is a violent and traditional man
who refuses his kids to go church
but she fight and fight and fight non-stop
not just the father
it includes the whole extended family too!
but the Devil won the battle in the end
and i thought of feeling sad
wanted to encourage her not to give up
but you know what
she may not go to church
but her eyes just scream at me
"i believe in jesus christ as my Lord and Saviour"
i believe and i believe
and nothing
really nothing stop her from believing.
i saw that hunger in her eyes
and she says she will keep on fighting
because of what she believes
and you know,
she has nothing you know,
no great church,
no great family
but all i see in her eyes.
i just believe although i do not know why
you must really see her eyes.
and it just put in my heart,
people like her are the reason i choose to stick with God
through bad times
and why i do not leave easily.
i have to get more people like hers saved.
i have to have that fight that she has.
she makes me realise something
most of us really taken for granted
God's salvation and grace.
Amen.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
i realise i have taken God's grace too far.
and i realise something today.
you can all the things of the world
and yet feel empty.
sorry Jesus.
i want the longsuffering feeling back again.
i just want to keep waiting on You.
no one else but You.
and i realise something today.
you can all the things of the world
and yet feel empty.
sorry Jesus.
i want the longsuffering feeling back again.
i just want to keep waiting on You.
no one else but You.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
WOW...i spend my entire day in church today.
and i realised how much i have grown.
haha..
huimin was like relax relax!
*but actually i wasn't stress*
haha.
i love d1 a lot.
we are really exploding!!
i realise when we were praising God this afternoon
in my head i was thinking
why cannot Christians be loud, REALLY HAPPY and be on-fire at the same time?
truly hoGc is a rare breed.=)
and i watch the conqueror's story on channel U at 10pm
and i must tell you
some facts are inaccurate
because the oh so curious me went online to check out
and i realise i am very curious person
thank God for that gift.
haha.
but anyway, there was this touching scene
whereby the general told the king
(when the king of han wanted to end his life after a terrible failed war)
and the general said something like this:
"this life doesnt belong to you anymore
it belongs to the 100000 soldiers who died for you and
your dearest brothers including your wife and children
who fought on the war with you."
i nearly teared,okies.
i was like wow.
and it just struck me.
this(my) life doesn't belong to me anymore
it belong to the One who died for me.
=)
and i realised how much i have grown.
haha..
huimin was like relax relax!
*but actually i wasn't stress*
haha.
i love d1 a lot.
we are really exploding!!
i realise when we were praising God this afternoon
in my head i was thinking
why cannot Christians be loud, REALLY HAPPY and be on-fire at the same time?
truly hoGc is a rare breed.=)
and i watch the conqueror's story on channel U at 10pm
and i must tell you
some facts are inaccurate
because the oh so curious me went online to check out
and i realise i am very curious person
thank God for that gift.
haha.
but anyway, there was this touching scene
whereby the general told the king
(when the king of han wanted to end his life after a terrible failed war)
and the general said something like this:
"this life doesnt belong to you anymore
it belongs to the 100000 soldiers who died for you and
your dearest brothers including your wife and children
who fought on the war with you."
i nearly teared,okies.
i was like wow.
and it just struck me.
this(my) life doesn't belong to me anymore
it belong to the One who died for me.
=)
haha..not supposed to be online
cuz i want to end my As with a blast
not like what happen to my econs case studies and chem mcq
i screw it up because i am over-complacent
okies.maybe not complacent
but i really am drain from mugging.
to think about it.
i actually would have been dead eons ago
like perhaps prelims
cuz i am really really sooooo sick of muggin.
however, it is truly God who pushes me.
academic excellence again and again.
many people keep their notes just in case of what ifs
but God just put in my heart there is no what ifs
and seriously i dun ever want to repeat j2 again
no badly how i did.
in the end all i can say is that
no matter what results i've received
i am secure in God's future for me.=)
cuz i want to end my As with a blast
not like what happen to my econs case studies and chem mcq
i screw it up because i am over-complacent
okies.maybe not complacent
but i really am drain from mugging.
to think about it.
i actually would have been dead eons ago
like perhaps prelims
cuz i am really really sooooo sick of muggin.
however, it is truly God who pushes me.
academic excellence again and again.
many people keep their notes just in case of what ifs
but God just put in my heart there is no what ifs
and seriously i dun ever want to repeat j2 again
no badly how i did.
in the end all i can say is that
no matter what results i've received
i am secure in God's future for me.=)
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
alrighties.
u know i so want to be the typical teenage
"i screw up chem and econs"
but i know i am not a typical teenage at all in the first place.
alright.
anyway,i really screw up econs case studies.
haha.
but God just put in my heart that
it is Him i seek not the results.
me:God, i feel that You abandon me during econs case studies
God: it is me that you seek not your results
me:but God i really really really want to achieve 5A for You and glorify You
God:i know and i know you fight to your best but i am not a typical daddy expecting straight As
i am interested only in your character.
WOW.=).
for these really crappy thing called A's.
i have drawn my strength from God.
i haven broken barriers i never dared to dream
seriously, when people tell you A's is the most onerous journey
it definitely IS.haha
and i realise i have grown.
yep.character building.
but also cuz of this thing called A's
i sacrifice some stuff too.
i chose not to be involved with new town revival
i chose to give up things of God
and i know in the end
there is no one to blame
becuz this is my choice
(and i kind of regret it)
but i am still going to love God 100%
and oh i am disturbed by what i am feeling now.
the feeling of apathy of another disturbing incident.
u know i so want to be the typical teenage
"i screw up chem and econs"
but i know i am not a typical teenage at all in the first place.
alright.
anyway,i really screw up econs case studies.
haha.
but God just put in my heart that
it is Him i seek not the results.
me:God, i feel that You abandon me during econs case studies
God: it is me that you seek not your results
me:but God i really really really want to achieve 5A for You and glorify You
God:i know and i know you fight to your best but i am not a typical daddy expecting straight As
i am interested only in your character.
WOW.=).
for these really crappy thing called A's.
i have drawn my strength from God.
i haven broken barriers i never dared to dream
seriously, when people tell you A's is the most onerous journey
it definitely IS.haha
and i realise i have grown.
yep.character building.
but also cuz of this thing called A's
i sacrifice some stuff too.
i chose not to be involved with new town revival
i chose to give up things of God
and i know in the end
there is no one to blame
becuz this is my choice
(and i kind of regret it)
but i am still going to love God 100%
and oh i am disturbed by what i am feeling now.
the feeling of apathy of another disturbing incident.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
sometimes i just find it too hard to strike the balance.
things i should not be irritated with
i am now.
i do not like this.
on the hindsight,
i am just too insecure.
gotta grow up, baby!
btw, i am so proud of the fact that i am single
and never had boyfriends before.=)
that is something that is so rare in today society okies?
haha.whatever.
child-like faith.
things i should not be irritated with
i am now.
i do not like this.
on the hindsight,
i am just too insecure.
gotta grow up, baby!
btw, i am so proud of the fact that i am single
and never had boyfriends before.=)
that is something that is so rare in today society okies?
haha.whatever.
child-like faith.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
WOW.i did not realise it until i read huishan blog.
the angels sang with us on saturday.
WOW.
and i know God is real.
and no wonder Devil keep attacking me.
but i am going to fight.
fight fight fight fight.
the angels sang with us on saturday.
WOW.
and i know God is real.
and no wonder Devil keep attacking me.
but i am going to fight.
fight fight fight fight.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
While i was reading dex's blog, i came across this,
"when people think they no longer need God,
the more they need Him."
how apt.=)
many times, men and women of course
we are so empowered by the world
so empowered with the things that technology can offer
the power, the slackness, the luxury
but have one fail to look inside our hearts
what is our heart searching for?
why is our heart still so empty?
love? pleasure? happiness?
they go all out to conquer everything
so as to satisfy their needs
yet our hearts yearning for so much more?
why?why?why?why?
what is that thing?
what is God?who is God?
if God is so great, why cannot He fill my heart?
because you have not known Him personally yet.
just yet.
i died before.
and God gave me a new life.
"when people think they no longer need God,
the more they need Him."
how apt.=)
many times, men and women of course
we are so empowered by the world
so empowered with the things that technology can offer
the power, the slackness, the luxury
but have one fail to look inside our hearts
what is our heart searching for?
why is our heart still so empty?
love? pleasure? happiness?
they go all out to conquer everything
so as to satisfy their needs
yet our hearts yearning for so much more?
why?why?why?why?
what is that thing?
what is God?who is God?
if God is so great, why cannot He fill my heart?
because you have not known Him personally yet.
just yet.
i died before.
and God gave me a new life.
Friday, November 09, 2007
hellos!
just want to tell the world! jiayou!! =)
and oh i saw a rainbow-a majestic and beautiful one in Singapore yesterday.
first time seeing a real rainbow.
exciting aint it?
haha.=)
just want to tell the world! jiayou!! =)
and oh i saw a rainbow-a majestic and beautiful one in Singapore yesterday.
first time seeing a real rainbow.
exciting aint it?
haha.=)
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
=D.life is pretty short.
really excited to be on fire once again.
really excited to be on fire once again.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
what the...i am damn bloody piss.
if you do not know what is like to be me.
JUST SHUT UP!
and i am still going to get my 5A for God
and you better watch out DEVIL.
do you think it is right to go church on sat when you are having papers on mon
(after i screwed up my chem papers)
I JOLLY WELL THINK I AM RIGHT.%^*%^*%&%^*
if you do not know what is like to be me.
JUST SHUT UP!
and i am still going to get my 5A for God
and you better watch out DEVIL.
do you think it is right to go church on sat when you are having papers on mon
(after i screwed up my chem papers)
I JOLLY WELL THINK I AM RIGHT.%^*%^*%&%^*
Monday, November 05, 2007
you know when you are lacking of some necessities(i never say materialistic wants)
in your life
God will surely provide.
glad to have D1 in my life.
pollyna,tracy,yoyo,suen,vik,huimin,flea
i really thank God for their prayers and smses.=)
(especially when i am lying on the bed 4am and in pain)
in your life
God will surely provide.
glad to have D1 in my life.
pollyna,tracy,yoyo,suen,vik,huimin,flea
i really thank God for their prayers and smses.=)
(especially when i am lying on the bed 4am and in pain)
Sunday, November 04, 2007
okies.my head hurts a lot.
i do not have a good feeling for tmr's chem
but thru God's grace
i am going to survive.
remember your 1st time loving Him?
i cannot forget.=)
always remember your First Love.
i do not have a good feeling for tmr's chem
but thru God's grace
i am going to survive.
remember your 1st time loving Him?
i cannot forget.=)
always remember your First Love.