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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

i am quite ashamed.
i do not know why.
i do not know why i gave up my studies so easily.
this is so not me.
perhaps regrets come a sec too late.
HAHA.
oh wells.

if i do well,
i call it a true miracle.
haha.

i don noe why people like the feeling of eyecandy/crush.
haha.
it is like a Devil
ensnares you so easily.
tempted you with sweetness
brighten up your blue days.
then u get to the saturation point
where you get so smitten.
it so lovely.
but there's one huge prob.
you don get the person
and then it is like gg down a slippery slope
you think you are ugly
you think you are worthless
all just because you cannot get your eyecandy/crush.
and a lot people tell me you like that feeling.

i dont.
but there one feeling i enjoy most.
the hunger for God.
it keeps you excited.
it keeps you going when you are tired.
it always make you feel good-i.e no depression.
and you know,
you always get what you want in God in the end. =)