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Monday, March 26, 2007

it is time to let go,
words spoken so clearly in my mind
when i threw the letter.
the letter that contains my dad's name
that cause a hullabaloo in my home yesterday

i learnt a couple of thing yesterday.
fear says why God?
faith says why not?
=).love it!
i realise i keep blaming God about my bad situation here and there.
then, it just struck me yesterday that
what i have is too much not too little
to let Him works in my life.
moreover, faith aint faith unless it is tested.
then today talk to ms kong, she just reveals God greater plans for me
(or rather God himself reveals that to me.)
i'm always sad or angry,
thinking why cant i desire things of the world
for instance leadersip positions,being some1 who is zai etc
precisely i cant seem to get over this
thats y i am always unhappy.
as i was thinking why i keep failing,
then i realise i have been going onto the wrong directions
and that God wants me back to His real path and my destiny.
this relevations came went i read harvest times.
it actually helps when i am actually reflecting my life on friday
(hey reflecting doesnt mean emo..haha.)
anw, i just want to be an ordinary person
in this age of instability,
where fathers can walk out on you,
but you know Father in heaven wont,
and that i will stand for Him
and be an extraordinary person
far greater than i thought i can be for Him.

and for the rest of ppl whom i know are very stress due to so many commitments, just a word of advice:

whenever you do feel burnt out, it is not cuz u are
but rather you are discouraged by the things to do.
so dun ever be in a position where u get discouraged.=)!