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Thursday, March 08, 2007
if i had not give it up...
i wld realise everything falls nicely. that i realise i can hv sth close as a frenzhship in aj whereby i am spendin my time more fruitful. i rly regret not taking 4 h2 intially. or even h3 maths. wad if i hv been in the same class as joycelyn, yiting etc? will i enjoy myself better? i do not know. i just know that life in aj is full of regrets. why?it is because of me myself and i. i am always fearful of the future. i always stick to my comfort zone. n i pay such a huge price for it. n i so swear i did. maybe it is time to follow my heart n jump at every opportunity and let God do the impossible in my life. which i always think i cannot cope but God says this is not ur limit that is ur limit. i want to cry. for being such a loser thru out my life. but you know wad i realise as i am walking hme today there no tears that can be squeezed out. why? my heart has grown so cool. so hard. so much that i fail to love once again. is it too much to ask for a frenz? ppl tell me i need to do so. but rly, i dun need 1 anymore. cuz i rly cant find one. despite how much i wish to have 1. with all the rubbish in my mind( but hey at least i do not have to keep up w this facade that i am always happy), it time to detoxify thank God i have God if not my life will be worse off. it's so painful,Lord let me glorify you in my studies. i dun want to let my strength become my weakness I want to run this race with You Let Your will be done not mine! =) |