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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I’m SO tired of school, tired of feeling insecure, tired of feeling insignificant, tired of feeling tired, tired of feeling jealous, tired of thinking why do I have to do your dirty job, tired of putting up with your pms, tired of running away each time I see you. I thought I guarded my heart well enough but I am afraid of losing my heart-that heart I promised for God. That passion that used to burn so strong before the Devil keep mocking at me.

I want holidays; so that I can spend most of my time doing something worth it in Your House.

But, I know it is impossible. God just came when I am feeling so tired. =). Lord, even I am tired, I will still do it for you. =)

The unexplainable love I felt guarding me, giving me a sound mind, protecting from verbal abuse of my mom that was so real right beside me when I was crying. Now, I am crying because of this great love that God has given me. Even I do not lead the holiest lifestyle, You are always there. I cannot explain why some people can feel it and some cannot. But, all I know I am so hungry for Your presence, Lord.