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Thursday, January 04, 2007

This is the 2nd day of school. Haha.. But the Devil has tried attacking me left right centre and I am just thinking can I last the entire year? I am not confident myself but I have faith in God. =)! This is all it matters =)!

I do admit I do feel insecure even though it is only the 2nd day but God opened my eyes today and let me see a thing that I never used to see and of which I shall not mention, in case I get bished up by people. Haha.. however, there is another point which I know I should mention and that I saw the vision of Jesus being so secure and do lowly job despite knowing He is Son of God.

Nothing offensive but an interesting qns why do humans always tend to stick tgt?

Why do we always have to laugh at people who are not socially accepted by the norm? Can’t you see the struggle they are trying to integrate in? I know I am not setting good example and I realized it is those times when the Devil attacked me. It is those time that I want things my way, hanging out with whoever I want to. But, I realize that is so empty and pointless to keep pleasing people in my entire life and also just to look good. I know why I am created like that this, the reason why I feel more for people, the reason why I am more sensitive. It is time for me to execute what I feel. Devil, you can attack me but you can no longer manipulate me like last year cuz I am secure in my God and my God is bigger than you! =)!

I don’t want to hang out in cliques; I don't want to suck up to anyone. I want to be able to reach out to those alone, to love them and to accept for who they are. I am not great at this, but I want to try. Lord, let you will be done not mine!