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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

okies. my 18th bday nth special rly.i went church as normal.went tuition as normal.everything is normal.or at least it appears to be.cuz i get hell(due to my family) and i am unhappy cuz of my high expectations on ppl.oh well.think of the wkend makes me boil.BUT, this year, i receive lots of present which i nv had in my entire life. n i need to thank a lot of ppl who make my bday wonderful still.

to those who sms: gerry(my precious senior who is the 1st person to msg me)
yiting( my spiritual partner)
henrietta(despite not being close to me n still msg me every yr w/o fail)
mavis
hudzy
mabel n agnes (love ya hockey babes)
yanting(tks for rememberin my bday =])
amanda voon(ahh...i rly miss u=]),
cuthbert
joycelyn( my SISTER!haha..)
eekeng (oh my goodness, i cldnt believe we meet up with each other on my bday!!!)
xiany(price tag dear..haha.)
fiona(haha cute fiona)
xinli(for the special touch of gift)
tzeyin( i can bully u forever haha)
hongchia( for making an effort of knowing my bday)
amelia
manzhi.( though u entered my life early in my years, ur memory is still so dear to me =) tks for remembering my bday every year)

tks all.nv receive so much sms in my life.=).it reminded me of sth that dean has said b4,it doesnt matter how many friends u hv but how many friends love ya.yea.i like this quote.haha.

tks to pinyu for tolerating my whininess, tks to ahma who entertain me despite me sulking away, gong n tty who make an effort to do stuff beyond my imagination n keeping me happy.haha.tks to the hockey babes, abigail,agnes and mabel for the gift and to abigail for bringing your nephew out.maybe it is one of the Devil's work.these hockey gurls hv these unexplainable closeness, understanding that despite i dun feel left out but i felt a link missing,sth like

haha.bday.hmm..this yr it holds a whole lot of diff for me.being 18 seem like a stepping stone BUT i still feel like a kid.wanna know why? cuz i know i am still a child of God and i do not have to be afraid of making decisions or the so call adult decision, about getting bf,getting married, gettin married cuz He has the whole life planned out for me =).
i still feel like a kid, wanting so much to be loved and God can feel that. i know =).