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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Well..i am going to blog about xmas. Haha.this xmas is really cool and different and despite some bad stuff that occurs but I think this year xmas bring out a whole new meaning for me.

There are things I hv to admit. Firstly, I have been over-sensitive and that I get foul tempered easily. Moreover, I wasn’t feeling any spiritual growth. To be precise, this whole people work thing aint that easy and it becomes like a responsibility for me than a learning process. But I learnt a lot. I learnt to be patient. I learnt to trust and depend on God. I haven get the gist of it and I am still learning and I love it despite all the frustration cuz I feel different after it.

James 1:2-3
My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience.

Love this verse! =)!

Xmas eve: I was on usher. It was really fun to usher great crowd. Be at the door with elysia. =). The whole thing is different and it is surprising people are so nice. Haha..not that my team is not nice. It is just that my first impression I had on usher which was the steamboat incident was just very bad. Haha. Honestly, I hated usher after that and I was wondering why cherie said it was fun. Haha. I know lots of ppl after xmas eve usher in terms of quality and quantity. Oh haha.i must add this. marcus is the funniest person I ever knew on earth. Haha.

Xmas day:
Morning-met up w dean and he believed junhao is my brother.lol. and I passed by xingying and xingying apparently asked dean the person who was with me (junhao) is it a gurl or guy. Oh well. My dear brother how? haha. Junhao did magic tricks.haha and I din manage to persuade dean to church.

Afternoon-met up junhao frenz.interesting ppl lol.but I was damn rude la.keep doing my own stuff and erm nv interact. Then met up w toy and xina. Haha it was great fun celebrating xmas w u guys! Love ya loads =)! Toy was damn funny.cuz her eyes was so small and I tried putting mascara onto her and I kept poking her.lol. haha. Talking to them is so cute and funny la. Haha. I think they got a shock when they saw how my church starts. Lol. But they were very gd audience. Haha. Then after went kfc with cg n other d zone ppl. So un in kfc.talk and play and yo yo is so cute.lol.my bro so..oh wells. Let just say I see him prank on ppl from 9am-9pm.haha. he needs to increase his magic tricks.lol.

I had great fun. So much fun that I missed agnes outing today. it was a cool outing. She’s become really open and easier to talk to and I so absolutely agree that person is a bitch.lol. I think wad is amazing is that you became open. Cuz the first key is openness and openness breeds openness. I cant give u the perfect ans but I dun intend to do that either cuz I aint perfect. If u think u r still stubborn., actually you are not, you fail to realize you move on to the next level liao. Haha. Christian walk aint easy baby! =)

I missed maths tuition today. boo. Haha. Lousy me.

God, I want to do it for You, not do it as a job.