The so called primary school gathering today: it turned out to be 5 of us. 4 guys and me, 1 girl. Pathetic huh? Lol.. ok la I guess. Just want to see how everyone is doing now. Wow! The guys have grown up more mature.. haha.. Oops that wasn’t mean to be an insult. I think it was really cool to see people who once sat in the same classroom as you before, people who have once entered in your life journey. Sometimes, Singaporeans are rushing too fast ahead instead of looking back. Kinda of sad. I learnt a few stuff from the guys today, stuff of poly and sec sch which I never experience before, which sounded fun and cool. Maybe this gap between JC, poly and ITE is really great which breeds elitism.

I still can remember things exactly a year ago. It seemed so close, it seemed as if I were going through it again but I know it is different. I do not know why, I never feel this sensation before, something that feels so close.

Anyway, I was thinking a year ago that I am going to review New Year resolutions a year from then. Here is my this year resolutions:

1>I'll change my perspectives.i realize no matter how bad that thing is.as long as I'm happy.it'll b fine
haha…oh chew. I only kept this resolution for 1^st 3 mths.haha.shud hv keep this resolution longer.haha.

2>I'll be patient n not lose my temper easily.(most likely unfulfilled)
I'm so glad I added the most likely unfulfilled part cuz this is the case especially with the fact that I nearly killed my mom and I meant it literally.

3>spend more time with grandma
sigh..i always nv fulfill this. must I really learn the mistake then I will know how to treasure it

4>learn to do hsehold chores
haha..learning and doing it are different thing cuz I did learn how to wash dishes but how many of us know some things are meant to be done not learnt. Haha. Lousy me. Boo.

5>I'll not tell ppl my bday
I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF THAT I KEPT AT LEAST ONE RESOLUTION!! HAHA

6>I'm gg on a healthy way of diet.
somehow somewhere my mindset began to change into I shud eat as much as I can cuz life is too short. Haha.

7>I'll live each day the fullest
hees..i din.i must admit I think of commit suicide b4..haha.

8>I'll do things that I fear the most.

Haha..i did which is to join hockey and then I quit..lol

Pastor said before new year resolutions never works. Haha. What it is important is the change in the heart. I totally agree. =)