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Monday, December 11, 2006

I watched a so-called documentary last night it was about this couple preparation for wedding. I could not help it but frowned upon their extravaganza; goodness me. They spent US$6000 on A wedding gown. Not only that, just by mere looking at the setting, you know it is a lavish wedding. I know every person on this earth dreamt of a so called perfect wedding but hello is it worth it? Just for a day? Just for framing up purpose? A perfect wedding means much more that that. In fact, marriage truly starts after the wedding itself.

I realize that my mother is so worldly that I could not stand it. All she ever dreams of is riches, gold and being a tai-tai. Due to the fact that she did not get those stuffs, she blames it on bad luck and having bad destiny. Never mind, what keeps me going is that I see you being saved by Christ and that you will work in His house instead of keep dreaming in you own house.

And I really want to tell you(mom) this that I DO NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND! Goodness, my dear mom, stop being paranoid yea? *rolling my eyes* I feel like yelling at you this it is as if u and papa divorce did nothing to hurt me so bad emotionally; so do you think that I will want to look for love in that way. Don't you think I am not cynical of love anymore? Hear my sarcasm please.


Pastor said that there are three types of G that prevent us from fully devoting to God. They are
i) Glory
ii) Gold (Finances)
iii) Guys/Girls (Relationships)
I think they are really summarized in these 3 forms. Funny isn't these 3 words summaries what the entire world is lusting for? Yea, but I am no longer interested in them anymore because God's glory is better, God's treasures worth more and God's love is more fulfilling than those BGRs. =). It is a no wonder to my mind is only preoccupied by Him. And, there is this song that keeps flooding on my mind.

"You mean everything to me
You’re the world that never be
Your Name raise in my heart
You all that I depend on."

I am just thinking how many people will be impacted by my blog each day? I feel there is someone out there being impacted and the reason I keep blogging is for her or maybe him?