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Thursday, December 07, 2006

I knew it was all over when I asked what happened to our date on the MSN and
You said something like, "I don’t know. Sorry I got to go. Good night. Hees."
And that's it, yanting, our friendship is over.

I was so angry but pastor how's words rang inside my head, "there will be better friends whom you can invest your time/energy/heart in like your church mates." And I guess it is true, no point wasting my time and every sms that I sent to you saying how much I miss you as it is after all pointless. I am not saying I am only investing my time in my church friends but people who deserve my invest will also be gong tty ah ma xiany agnes Amanda voon anna etc. you may call me an insecure freak but I definitely not this time round. I was just hoping we can just meet up and chat and reminiscent the so call good old days. But each time I ask you out it is either no reply or I cannot make it. Tell me am I really an insecure freak? Since orientation days are over, you have become a completely different person; you have long since turn from a friend to a stranger. There are always people whom I will drift apart given time but these true friends will always make an effort to meet up. But, definitely not you.

Pastor How had said we do not keep thinking of the good old days but instead look forward to the future for it is going to be even better. So instead of being the whiny and sad me, I think I will invest my time in working towards the good future. No more good old days; our friendship is over.

Gong, I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much for being my bestie for ages! =)!