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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

went to church today. i was quite happy but my heart has alreday turn so cold. i am becoming this person. strong and cold.dun talk to ppl liao.due to bad experience. n today dominic preach abt faith.n i promise God i will not slip into depression but here i am into another one or rather this time round i am no longer sad.more like my heart has turn so cold

oh Lord, burn my heart with a passion for You!

i figure out the only way to get myself out of depression is to help people like my case.i just enjoy doing them.it just gives me a sense of control, a sense of usefulnes.i guess i will do that then.go round talking to people and helping them.

i must have faith like a mustard seed and i am gg to tell my demon that i will kill you n hammer u down n i will not let you fear me. i believe that i can one day raise up a healthy family do many great things for God.

i know i will. ask me now if i regret quitting hockey.i will say no cuz now i am doing the things i love and the Person whom i love.it is no longer for pleasing anyone but rather i am living for You! You are the greatest gift of all!

how come gong not online.sad.she promise me de.rah.