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Saturday, November 11, 2006

I’ve nothing (no $$) but I am happy. =)!

Mommy said that eating banana with ice cream will have diarrhea.
But grandma said it is alright for me to have diarrhea since I always have constipation.
What a funny family I have! Haha..

To gurvin,
I still love ya loads! Doesn't mean that I dun reply ur msg or ans ur call doesn’t mean you are not important in my life. Cuz ur friendship measures more than those messages and phonecalls.

I am happy in what I am doing and nothing can take this joy away.

I am so crazy over Jesus.

To someone dearest in my heart, aXXXs babe, I know that you may feel coerced by me for what I’ve done. But the reason I do that is because I love you. I used to be like you struggling, become very strong and cold after all those bad experiences, wanting to be like you as it is cool to be strong. But maybe it is too taxing to be strong all the time and yet so weak inside. So tired of wanting love that you thought it can be given by boys you like. Yet, these boys can disappoint you over and over again. Focus so much on your emotions and external stuff that wears you down further. As my pastor has said, if you are out of control on the outside, laws and regulations can control you. But what if you are out of control in the inside, who can save you? Maybe you are cynical as you could not get into His presence. But maybe because you did not totally give your faith which is why you could not feel Him. Faith is defined as believing the impossible. I challenge to ask yourself this: did you gave Him your 100%? Even as you could not feel Him, I hope I can be there to bridge that gap.