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Monday, November 13, 2006

ahhhh...i'm kinda of frustrated...1stly cuz i am not an ogl.something which i wanted so badly since beginning of last year.oh man.arrgh.....nvm..i am always that suai in interviews but wad my mommy said struck me.she said y must everytime be a leader?ogl not really leader kind of thing she dun really fully understand wad an ogl is for.but nvm la.i guess she said there is a point.i shall heck care abt it.it was meant to be this way.

i realise i am becoming the person i really dun wan to becum.i should take a break 1st cuz i dun wan to drive ppl away from me.

oh n i realise that i am no longer depress now i noe wad is depression abt.
thankfully i dun need pills.=)

i am beginning to like what i used to hate.

maybe a change is good.

jon said i might be a pastor.errr....haha..i need to overcome my fear for public speaking 1st but actually if my mom allow though i doubt she will,i might try.whatever the future holds, i'll be happier in His hands!=)