what agnes said has provoked me into some thinking.
i cannot choose my life.
my life is choosen by Someone's else.
Just like i cannot choose my friends.
but rather Someone arrange my friends to meet tgt.
sick of mugging. i want poly! y din i heed my mom's advice?din noe jc life really sucks to this core. always thot i'm some hard-core mugger. but i realise i cldnt adapt to it. i'm swimming in the information that they are feeding me.really need hell lots of self-discipline which i nv hv.
thot that after i joined hockey, i'll appreciate n manage my time better. apparently not.