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Sunday, July 30, 2006

This is by far the most relax weekend. Maybe it is because I learnt to let go of a lot of things. My skin is a testimony that this weekend is a stress-free one as it improves slightly. I thank God for that. There are many things running into my head. Maybe, I'll start with the biggest decision I’ve ever make.

Firstly, I accept Christ in my life last Saturday at huiying’s church. Unfortunately, I’m still unable to attend church regularly due to my mother. I know she won’t be objecting but hockey has taken a toll on me. I understand the reason she prohibits me to go regularly. I know what the future beholds me. I know to critics (staunch Christians) will be disdain by my ‘serve God later’ mentality. As long as my friends understand me, I’m thankful of it.

Of course, it doesn’t mean that accepting Christ means the problems stop. Problems such as BGR. Not that I’m in one. It is just that your friends are getting attached left right centre make you feel lonely, especially they are your close buddies. What makes it worse people say I’m unromantic.( haha…ok…just kidding yiting and dean.=p!) I guess it really hurts that you like a guy and the guy is oblivious to it and there is no way a girl can express that as it will ruin your image. Salt is rubbed further into the wound if the guy that the girl likes is either attached or going to be attached or simply likes another girl. Agnes said there is a chance but really there is? Haha…
Well…it is ok. I'll get over my disappointment (in fact, I think I’ve got over it). =)!