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Sunday, June 18, 2006

I heard this quote from radio by this guest speaker whose name I cannot exactly remember. The quote goes something like this,” How long can we be secure to feel insecure again?” so there it goes my msn nick. I feel it is very true. I do not know how many of the people out there feel but I am truly an insecure person. How many times in your life you feel so comfortable with the positions given to you, knowing that no one can take them away from you yet, you feel insecure knowing somehow maybe in a few years time it will be taken away from you. These positions can refer to anything on earth. Being in a stable job, being a leader, being a school team sports player… anything. Yet, how can we erase this insecurity that we had? I have no idea. I, myself need advise too.

I never knew my blog was so well-received. Haha. I am getting a little proud here. I heard some not all who read my blog actually feel the same way as I do. I am so glad that firstly there is someone out there reading my blog (I thought no one was reading it as there seems to be no traffic at my tagboard) and secondly someone out there actually knows how I feel. It is such a great feeling knowing I am not alone.

I still feel the world is a superficial place. I’ve got this friend who is not the world’s prettiest lady but certainly the world sweetest one yet she could not have the man of her dreams. In fact, the man of her dream chose someone who is prettier but certainly less popular with people around her (i.e. she isn’t well-liked). This clearly shows how superficial the world we are living in, isn’t it? However, one may argue love cannot be forced. I agree but I think life is unfair to this sweet friend of mine. Shouldn’t nice people deserve great things in the world? Yet, it is always the so called bad guys who enjoy life. Nvm, my friend, I know you are upset but I am confident to say this there will be someone out there who truly loves you and you will deserve it dear!~

I’ve got this friend who is always so confident and she is the last person I would think she could not fit in her new school. Yet, she actually faces problems adapting in vj. Mind you, she is a first intaker in vj too. Stories like these make me appreciate the fact I am in aj. Aj may not have the nicest environment but it certainly one of those places that has the nicest people around. Anyway, it is the people who mould the environment, aint it?