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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Ok. Here I am. Blogging with good english. Not exactly but I am doing my best. I could not believe it. I actually failed my GP. It is ok for me to fail but I failed so terribly! Gosh. Moreover, I can accept if I fail other stuff. But GP? Arrgh. Never mind. It is a watershed for me. It taught me not to be so arrogant and it is time to buck up both my languages. In addition, Chinese is not some ‘uncool’ language like how some may treat it to be. It would be more ‘cool’ if both my languages are good. I am thankful most of the friends I hang out with are Chinese-speaking. It helps to improve my Chinese significantly. I do not wish to repeat Chinese A’s level given the hectic workload of other subjects. I am aiming for an A1. (Please take note that I never seems to fulfill my target I set for myself.) Anyway, ever since getting back all my tests results, I have resolved to work hard. I admit I have not been doing so and now I am reaping what I have sowed. My greatest obstacle? My laziness.

I do not understand this. People claimed that I am cute. I know it is not a compliment. I am puzzled. I do not know why or how. Oh well…

I need to thank a lot of people for being concern with me when I was really depressed. To freddy, shuyi, terence, though I am not close to you all, you all still asked about me and cared about me. Especially freddy, felt so much more cheerful after talking to you. To my present classmates for tolerating all my nonsense. Thanks for cheering me up with all your lame jokes. Hehe… then to gongx xiany n tty for always been my best frenz. For always being there for me. Cheers.“)! And to others like yanting for just lending me a ear.
Thanks people! I think I am ok now. I am in fact feeling better after I got sick. What an irony. Maybe being away from school gives me an advantage to rest at home and not be bothered with the outside world. I love home!

My mom is getting paranoid about me getting boyfriends after reading too much newspaper (as usual). And also partly due to the stories I have told her about. Firstly, I do NOT have a boyfriend. However, my stand is that who say young people like us cannot have a healthy relationship. Why must parents always jump to conclusions that having a relationship means that people will fail their tests and A’s level? If people can cope with it, then it should be ok. I know that I cannot cope with it. So, I avoid all these sticky issues. But anyway no one wants me either…lol… (I am not trying to be despo. meant to be a lighthearted joke- some people just never seems to get it) I realized the more the parents tried to restrict it, the more rebellious the children will get. I am thankful I am sensible enough.( ok dun puke.)

I like to blog about issues that are thoughts-provoking but not offensive. It is more interesting that way. I mean who will want to read how sucky things are everyday? However, I am running out of topics to talk about. If you have any interesting topics, just tag on my board. I shall explore the theme if it is not sensitive. Sounds like some columnist. Haha. Chey. Need to get rest. Tata. Can wait to go back school tml!!!