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Saturday, April 08, 2006

hmm..did not realise that my blog getting famous.even jiaxin cld find my blog.hmm...well..anw..

i'm so sick of this com that keeps hanging over every single dammit(sorry!) reason.gosh.sigh.wad can i do?it is killing me by increasing my high blood pressure.

after staying in aj for more than 3mths, i still feel damn slack. the worst thing is that i became very lazy.i start not to study for tests.gosh i never did that k?sigh...lectures still ok.but tutorials i'm like so not neat can.n i'm having it everywhere.n i'm having problems catching up..n the worst of the worst my eng is gg down the hill. the good thing is my chinese is improving. i'm super scared my eng will become a piece of shit after 2 yrs here.guess language is influential on its own.sigh.

on i n e day..it was a disaster.my class aint as united as what it seems.trying very hard to keep the class together.it is disintegrating into smaller n smaller cliques.sigh...wad can i do?i'm not a crowd-pleaser u know..

when i'm writing this blog.i am pms-ing.sorry.i should not feel this way but i'm only a human.so many shitting things happened to me today.like these 2 stupid old woman start cursing me for no reasons just cuZ i sat next to them on bus.if i were not tt tired.i wont even want to see ur bloody faces man.sheesh.n tt our class family proposal has been rejected the 2nd time.we must hv newer n fresher ideas.sigh.n tt person sounded very hostile.i'm sorry i've created so many troubles for u but u do not have to use that kind of tone on me

went back cedar for our annual guides campfire.our standards deterioriate though i can see our juniors putting in a lot of efforts in maing this a success.anw, unlike us we've plenty of time doing our cf but not our juniors.i understand y mdm fariadah wants to close down this campfire.our cedar spirit aint there anymore.ok well..it is there but i cant understand y are we so high-pitched.can u imagine a bunch of girls screamin higher than me.our cheers are suppose to be zai de.now ar...hmm...no comments.haha.but anw cedar guides u ppl rock!!!praise urself for the hard work u put in.rem it is the process but not the product!")

xiany bday today.only me n tty went to celebrate w her.n both of us r equally late.sorry xiany!din mean it.we went fish n co n talk n talk n talk.well...u know girls...b4 tt xiany went to buy a shirt.its very funny when she took out her ang pow $$ to pay.anw fish n co has amazing service!5stars for them!n their surveys r done in a notebk(high tech 1).not just a piece of paper le.haha,then we shop ard.went to the fountain of wealth.make a wish.i wish for myself to be happy.then we celebrate xiany bday as we buy her a small cake!!we haven buy present n for me card!then i went to buy my sch bag b4 gg for tuition.i was late la.sigh.n u noe ms chee is is cheetah.her speed.n her expectations.i just dun understand.ok.i understand.but she is like so fast.i cant rem.lucky aj very slow.so tt i can catch up.

anw..this is a very long blog.got to stop here.tired.n haven start on pi yet but i'm gg to do it now.tatat!