always.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

14th april 2006
suppose to meet tty n gong at bugis b4 meeting up w my ex-classmates 21/06 pae. But they never come.sad “(! I guess u can say I’m pretty upset.i cant be bothered to use gd eng anymore.i was trying desperately to do so in my previous entry n I think I’m quite proud w it. Haha. As for this entry…haha oh well.ok so I went for class outing n I alighted the bus where wanying board on. Very funny. Chat w her for a while. Sort of prevented her to go up. Haha. Sorry girl! Then went for steamboat. I’m horrified by every1 taking only 1 serving of food which constitutes mainly veg tofu etc. anw since many din go n take I also din. Actually I’m not full de.haha. keep teasing james and weixian.yea!!!took my revenge!then after which, the night is still young so we decided to play pool. Quite hilarious. cuZ I was so absorbed in watching the 9pm show tt I din realize heem mei and shu xuan left. I ‘ve a good time laughin n learning how to play pool. By the time we left, all those who remained are tired liao so we hardly talk on the bus and train home. I was quite happy in the end and put the nasty afternoon session behind. N oh yi lun asked me I prefer 21/06 or 24/06. I dun noe how to ans le. I guess I like both. If only I can choose the ppl in my class, then can keep the irritating ppl out, then I’ll very happy.haha. oh well. Dream on man. Haha. I’ll hv to live w them for the next 1 ½ yr.

15th april 2006
IT WAS ONLY YESTERDAY
“I think of those days we fight and cry
because we din learn how to appreciate each other then
but now, we are separated
it’s so true that
absence makes the heart grow fonder
it was only yesterday
that I learn to cherish those moments
when we were innocent and sweet
when we stayed bk after sch
laughing and yelling away
it was only yesterday
that we revisited our past
so many hurtful things has come in between these periods of time
it was only yesterday
then I realized separation does us gd.”
Jerlyn.gongx.tty.emm.shaomin.

This poem is wrote by me on impulse. J! Yesterday was emm bday and frankly speaking we were nv that happy b4. just playing at pasir ris park playgrd really tires all of us out. I guess this poem really sums up how I feel. I feel like kid again.w no worries.no hatred.so pure and innocent. Separaration really does us gd. We learn to appreciate each other more. Have fun more. Set aside the entire special day just for this gang. I nv feel so great and close b4.n later hv to go for tuition b4 gg to emm hse to chill out.n oh we watch the repeated telecast of ms s’pore U n criticize almpst every1 pf them? Haha.sorry la. Tt was all. N I was so knocked out by the time I reach home. N early morning I’ve received news tt I’m not needed in cheerleading.haha. tt was fine w me. @ least I do not need to pay $70!

16th april 2006
Sunday.nice day.did some tutorials. I’m not satisified by my performance but @ least I get some stuff done. Wish I am more hardworking. The most amazing thing is that my mom and grandma talk abt me getting bf and getting married. Yup conditions is still there only 19 n tt the guy completed ns.but I guess it’s a bit scary when they tok abt it?haha. 1stly I find guys amusing n hv no wad so intentions to settle down yet. N it was only yesterday tt I felt I was still a kid. N here they r talking abt adult stuff.oh well. Guess I was shocked to respond their conversation.now is 1 am.i’m tired liao.shall stop tata!