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Monday, March 13, 2006

12/3/06

Friday- class outing
It was amazing how many people pon school on that day. Anyway, I heard from ping siew that it was really BorInGgG… haha. While those are stuggling to keep awake in school during the talk, I was having so much fun with my ex-class 21/06 pae. We went pizza hut for lunch, then bowling then pool, arcade and watched big mama house II. We had so much fun and james was making me laugh like mad. He is like my source of entertainment. I think he is funnier than the comedy! Haha…Heem mei was equally lame just like me! LOL. There was only 8 of us wee chen, james, jia xin, desmond, shuxuan, heem mei, yang ying and me. I think james was very mean; kept teasing jia xin with Christina. I pitied them man. I know how it feels like. Maybe we should set-up james with someone, he got a taste of it. During bowling, I actually had a STRIKE!!!!!hahaha… initially, I could not even hit any pints. The movie was ok. Not very funny. After which, we decided to separate and go home. Shuxuan, yangying and I decided to have dinner at long john. And boy, we gossip so much on our ogfs. Moreover, I realize my og is not pathetic at all. I thought it was quite sad there was only 4 guys in my og. There was only 2 in yangying one. I had such a wonderful day! I miss 21/06 pae! Thank you to everyone there for making that day so enjoyable. And oh I was the only 1 wearing school uniform because it was the last chance for me to do so. Haha. Lame. But I’m very sad that I’m not going to wear my cedar uniform any more. I am so looking forward to tomorrow class outing again! =>!

Sunday- outing with tty gong n tty og mates
I ended up going out with tty og mates today. Funny how things turn out. Anyway, it was cool because I make more new friends! =>! Although I don’t know most of their names, they are a nice bunch of people to hang out with. Very encouraging especially during pool. Haha. I sucked at it. We then went to the food court at cine and sat down and had a fun time chatting. What a great day I had too! But I can feel that tty is still sad because she could not make it to aj and that we did not have a common topic with her. I’m very sad too. I hope that this will not cause a strain in our relationship. Sigh. I wondered why fate is so cruel to separate us. I really do hope it is for a good reason.

Underneath these two happy days, there is a very sad me. Because i learnt sth new. I am sorry to say. I realise that after so much bullshit about personality is better than looks, I still do not think it is the case. Like for e.g. if you are not pretty enough people will not even give you the opportunity to speak. However, if you are pretty, people will give you the chance to speak. Unless your personality is ugly, then they would not let you continue speaking. Normally, I do not feel jealous. However, this time it was a total different story. I thought to myself why should I soaked myself in sadness over this. It was so childish of me. Most importantly, what do I gain from it? I rather be ugly but happy. Moreover, there are other stuffs such as people suffering in the Third-world country. Do looks really matter to them? Nope, it does not. So should I be bothered with this world of superficiality? Nope, I do not.