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Monday, January 02, 2006

new yr resolutions

Well..lets start this new yr with a right note.new yr resolutions. I nv make those.ok.maybe I made it but usu cant rem wad I made already.so yup.o’s over n there’s a huge obstacle ahead which is A’s sigh.but for now I just want to enjoy my orientation. I think seniors from aj r sweet by contacting us.i’m brimming with excitement n fear tmr.i realize I nv be able to adapt.don think this time will be any diff.but I think I mellow a lot though I still get angry w myself n my mom easily.for e.g I don care abt being in the ‘in’ grp anymore or if I’m popular.i jus hope that in my new sch I’ll just find A gd frenz.i’ll be super happy.ppl like pinyu suhui kushina who r easy to get along with.i’m not ready for sch but I’ve accept the fact that sch hols is over.n I don feel sad or anything but thankful that I really had a wonderful rest n its time back to work.n I don feel anything special like it’s a new yr mean a new start.my often perfect world is so distorted that I feel so depressed.hence I’ve learn not to expect a lot from my life.in fact learn to appreciate the surprises of life.n I’ve thot I’m no longer a perfectionist just cuZ I’m no longer tidy.but the fact is that I’m still am.n also I’ve becum so fickle-minded tt I hate myself.as if so fickle-minded that I cant even decide who I’m exactly as.ok so here’s my new yr resolutions,hopefully it’ll make me a happier person.

1>I’ll change my perspectives.i realize no matter how bad that thing is.as long as I’m happy.it’ll b fine

2>I’ll be patient n not lose my temper easily.(most likely unfulfilled)

3>spend more time with grandma

4>learn to do hsehold chores

5>I’ll not tell ppl my bday

6>I’m gg on a healthy way of diet.

7>I’ll live each day the fullest

8>I’ll do things that I fear the most.

I heard that there is no point making resolutions.oh well.cant hurt to try anyway.so here it is my list n hopefully I ‘ll be able to do so.i’m gg to enjoy tmr.jerlyn OUT!