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Saturday, March 19, 2005
no idea..

fed up.terribly upset.don noe y but it definitely affect my mood a lot.don feel like goin cat high campfire anymore.sian man...i don noe..just don feel like living u noe.so sick.felt happy on wed cuZ went to do ce project.feel much happier than in guides.yup.guess i'm not close to any1.n she chose to hang out with other peeps.i cant say anything right.whatever la.cuZ i cant control any1 n no point shedding tears.i've learn enuff liao.thnks you.i'll always try to be myself.i wish many times i can stop being sad.in fact i'm so often sad that i'm so used to it n when it comes to being happy i was actually i felt happy on wed.sighh..kk.sometimes feel that life is not worth living but i keep in mind that there are other who are less fortunate than me.so yup.hmm..last time in frenZship pro it is easier to resolve as long as i say sorry.but this time it is entirely different.its completely over. we r now friends but not best buddies anymore.maybe things in this way is better than nth..so yup.i don want to get hurt anymore.i don think anything got to do with my fault this this time i try to understand u but u nv understand me n u blame me for not understanding u...hello?do u noe the hell tt i went thru when u're popular.u nv...thru out the 1st 3mths u was not even there when i'm sad but where were i when u fight with ty?the pro is u always hv so many frenZs tt u ignore the others.when u face pros in ne ship u can easily jump onto another.cuZ there will be ppl there for u.nothings hurts so much than now.seriously.i try to talk to you.but i don think everything is ok.i try to talk to you sensitive issues like this so that both parties will not get hurt and worsen our frenZship.but i donne how.u always hv others to console but i've non.i'm not piss off with u for not informing me.but just piss off with myself for not being likeable by many.i think u got all that mistaken.frustrated with myself y i cant fit in.but they way u treats me hurts me even more sometimes.seeing u less sometimes means less of hurting myself.i hope u can read this emm.i don mean to make u piss or make our frenZship even worse but hope that this can improve our frenZship even more.thanks.