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Friday, March 11, 2005

end of 1st term

omg..first term had already ended and i cannot believe that i can survive it.!!yay!!!hmm..dhivya got piss off today n the whole class got a scolding from her.haiZ..pity that girl.too stress ba.but cant help but agree that the class is not united @ all.seriously speaking i wont cry or feel sad if i leave ba.not because i'm a heartless person and i'm a loner n do not care abt social lives just like potassium hyroxide.but because i do not feel any bond between one of them n i mean really close ones.i don see the same spirit i see in 2/0 and in 4z.even up till now i felt attached to my 2/0 friends who are now in different classes.surprisingly i'm much closer to xianny wq, ty than any of my classmates.hmm.yup.din really do well for 2st term.need to buck up n stop dreaming/stoning in class.cant help it.no air-con u see.ahaha.:P.whatever.got this girl whom i quite piss with.i think she's a hypocrite.she sometimes very close to our gang n sometimes she aint.n she's only close to us when she is quarrelling with the other party she is close with @ times.she tries to pacify one of the girls in the grp i hang out well bcuZ tt girl once told her how piss she is.then she just ignore the others in the grp feelings.it seem that i grow to hate her day by day.sigh.n she used to be one of my best buddy?sigh.there is another girl whom i'm very confused with.she sometimes can be real nice to me n sometimes can roll her eyes behind my back.i realy hate her la.i mean come on.if u hate me just say it.don need to be such a hypocrite n backstab my back u know.each time i see how u try to please someone makes me want to puke..arrgh.i'm really sorry if anyone mistaken that u are 1 of the 2 girls.n i know that i have no right to judge and criticize ppl cuZ i'm not a better person than them either.i just wish to express my feelings abt certain matters.keeping it inside is hard @ times.